Strumming Some Heartstrings


Wednesday, December 31
at 10:42 AM

Hello people!(:

Unknowingly, it's reached the last day of 2008. In 13 and a half hour's time, a new year is here.

That is... amazing. Another year gone.

It seemed like yesterday when it was 2007, and now we're onto 2009.

With every year that passes, I grow a year older, I learn more things, I go through more life experiences.

It's these life experiences that have enabled me to learn that I am thankful for.

Besides, if life was perfect and problem-free, we'd never learn to appreciate life when there's even a short one or two days without problems.

I was reading my old diary entries, and blog posts, and I've come to realise how much I've matured in this year alone. Correction - in these three months alone.

These three months with Junwei.

Joonwei's his real name, but since he doesn't like people to call him that, saying it's weird, and asks everyone to call him Junwei instead.

Lee Junwei - he's changed me these three months. He's opened my eyes, helped me learn. For this I am grateful.

Though our relationship, like many other teenage relationships, are sure to never last long, the lessons he taught me will last forever.

This wonderful guy taught me the true meaning of beauty - that it's not just a matter of internal or external beauty, or both. He taught me that even the most beautiful girl may not be that beautiful to some. He taught me that beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

I used to wonder what he saw in me, until he taught me that. Then I realised that he sees in me something other guys don't. He thinks I'm beautiful - that's what other guys don't.

Because beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

He helped me grow.

Being with him these short three months, I reckon I've grown more than I have the whole year. And it's all because he was there - ready to teach me anything gently.

Yes, our first month was rough. Our first month was stormy and complicated, but the storm soon eased.

It was our first month that taught me a lot about real love, and that even though everyone knows that teenage relationships are all puppy love, they still want it so much.

Because they crave for real love - they want to be adored, they want affection, they want attention. They want the same things I want.

That's what puppy love gives you. Real love, it's all about compromise. Sticking through thick and thin. Accepting each other's flaws and good points.

Our second month was less stormy, less complicated. Smooth sailing. Still, it taught me a lot about beauty.

Our third month, we had doubts about the relationship. It was seemingly long-distance, and that was what worried us the most.

Though these three months have taught me a lot, the thing I've learnt the most in this relationship is time management.

I've learnt to not let this relationship get in the way of my studies, not get in the way of my school life and what really matters.

I think that's something that I can really safely say that I've grasped.

Relationships aside, this year, I've amazed myself doing things I didn't think possible.

I got an A1 for Maths, I planned an entire class chalet with my Retards, I actually passed my Higher Chinese, I got myself a fantastic, sweet boyfriend.

That, on top of many more.

This year, I've really learnt a lot about myself.

But I'm ready to dive headfirst into the new year, because next year, on 31 Dec 2009, I'll be blogging here again - saying that I've learnt more than I possibly can.

I've got a good feeling about that.

And that I promise you. I'll be here blogging again in a year's time.

So tata, 2008, and hello, 2009!
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, December 30
at 1:56 PM

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

I AM TOTALLY HYPERVENTILATING.




AHHHHHHH.
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 1:21 PM

ANGRYYYYYYYYYYY.

I can't freaking log into Maple. I go in, at the page where you click on the Merlion for Singapore and the Twin Towers at KLCC for Malaysia, I click on the Merlion and the thing says connection failed or something with the zombie mushroom.

GAHHH.

Discovery Channel is on again, with the three guys sitting in front of the telly.

What is so fascinating about a programme that is talking about an earthquake with a lot of casualties, and with a lot of random monologues.

It's depressing can? Depressing until I didnt wanna eat lunch.

I had like... half of my soup noodles then when I heard all the depressing stuff, it's now next to the laptop left to die.

The good thing, however, is that since we can't log into Maple, everyone's given up on the laptop. Which means that I don't have people fighting with me to use! I can be a laptop hog(:

Anyway, my parents came home this morning at 1am. I slept at 12.30 while reading the Breaking Dawn eBook, then at 1am they came back, and the doorbell woke me up.

Lay in bed for a while and tried to go to sleep, but eventually went downstairs to greet them.

After greeting them, I went back to bed, but couldn't sleep, so I read the rest of Breaking Dawn until 3am, before finally forcing myself to sleep by playing my "GO TO SLEEP!" iPod playlist.

Mummy bought me this whole amazing loot of stuff, which is pretty amazing considering she only shopped for like... 2hours and spent the rest of the time in Xiyao HQ in HongKong.

She got me this superrrr chio babypink comb, which I've zhng-ed with a strip of pink-and-silver diamantes on each side. The diamantes are also from her. She also bought me handphone lanyards, all pink. I used the light pink one with the hotpink bears, and I'm intending to give the one with the pigs to Jeri. I still have a hotpink one with CJ7 on it.

Anyone wants it can ask from me(:

Also, she got me this ah-dorable necklace, and iPod earphones. The wires are white, but the earbuds have this hotpink circular jewel on them, and L and R representing LEFT and RIGHT. I've also replaced the opaque white in-ear sponges with purplish translucent ones.

And, saving the best for last, this eyeshadow container that has four colours of eyeshadow, and the packaging is really neat.

I'll upload the pictures of my loot when I have the time, and also pictures of my Christmas presents when I can get around to taking photos of them.

Clarine nagged at me this morning. Last night, I was texting her until I fell asleep. She's nagging at me to do my homework. =.="

I will get around to doing it, trust me. And YeeJun keeps nagging at me too. Sheesh.

Siannnnnnnn.

I wish I had my own laptop - a baby pink Vaio, no less. If I had a laptop I'd be blogging more, since they can't lock my laptop in the study if it's MINE.

So bored. I'm actually gonna start watching the depressing Discovery Channel programme if someone doesn't save me from boredom soon.

And to make matters worse, this stupid laptop doesn't even have MSN Messenger. Not even the BASIC one, mind you.

Siann.

I might go try to find MSN Messenger now. I am THAT bored.
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 10:46 AM

Hey people(:

My blog's tagboard is seriously dying. TAG, PEOPLE!

It's the second last day of the year, and my cousins are down here slacking like siao. I've edited from my mind the pile of undone untouched homework upstairs, and the undone untouched online homework, NCelz and ACElearning.

Also, it's our THIRD MONTH.

(:

Happy third month, dear :D

Okay, that was social suicide. If my cousins saw me, no doubt I'd be teased for a week.

So I have to type fast and as much crap as possible so they don't see it.

MapleStory is patching until noon, so everyone is restless. Sleepy is watching some beyong boring Discovery Channel programme that I can't even be bothered to listen to despite the stellar sound. Rashid, the P5 kid and the dyslexic one, is sprawled out on the sofa watching intently, not moving much. Rahid, the P3 kid, is standing, leaning down so his elbow is on the coffee table, head in hands, and fidgeting constantly.

Sleepy is playing with the TV remote control. And the voices that come from the TV set make me wanna yawn. Boring. It's this soothing accented (Can't tell if it's British or American) male voice, with the rest of the ordinary sounds playing in the background like background music. Occasionally a human voice bursts in to give a monologue.

Thank God now I hear actual music - must be the closing credits.

More voices. More male voices.

I'VE HEARD MALE VOICES EVERY DAY IN THIS HOUSE. WHY CAN'T THEY BRING OUT FEMALE VOICES FOR A CHANGE?!

Yes, my boredom is turning me into a sexist pig.

Also, the laptop makes it hard for me to type long posts, due to the fact that my usual typing-long-posts stance involves resting my arms on the part below the keyboard of the laptop.

It's uncomfortable la, the way the corners of the laptop cut into my skin.

Another factor is having to use the little pad on the bottom of the laptop, due to the portable optical mouse going gila and unabling me to use it properly.

Retarded mouse.

Now I'm checking for updates on the MapleSEA website, apparently the patch will last until noon cuz' they started patching late.

When I reach Sec4, I wanna do an internship at SPH, or AsiaSoft's MapleSEA wing, or Teenage or Teens or Seventeen magazine.

Sian. I've got another hour of boring male voices streaming from the TV to endure.

Save me.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, December 28
at 8:06 PM

Hello people!

I've been pretty much neglecting this blog of late, due to my new hobbies - Mapling and reading Twilight!

I'll admit - I am now a Twilight addict.

I'm reading my brother's eBooks, which he's stored on his phone. I'm through with Twilight and New Moon, and I'm about halfway through Eclipse.

SOMEONE BUY ME THE ACTUAL, PAPERBACK BOOKS PLEASE?! Take it as your CNY angpow to me.

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Mum's coming back tomorrow, and the CreateTalents people called. I have an interview down at the place at 8pm tomorrow.

HOW?!

Die. die. die.

I might as well not go altogether.

BUT THIS IS SOMETHING I'M QUITE INTERESTED IN. And I may only get this one chance. If I don't seize it, I may never get another one.

HOW?!

Die.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, December 27
at 4:27 PM

Hello people!

5min post here, Peggy's picking me up to go to dinner soon.

Anyways, yesterday went Kallang Leisure Park with a bunch of people from Xiyao Camp - me, Yingxuan, Cheeky (ZhuChin/ChuJing), Yiting, MeiYan, ACY, Leon, Joel, Louis, TianQu, Boss.

Met at Dhoby Ghaut, spent a lot of time finding the rest of them. After that when everyone had finished eating, we went to the busstop and bused to Kallang Leisure Park on the 16.

Then we were spaced out all over on the bus, then Louis sat on the seat where got the railings in front, then he act paikia and put his feet on the railing.

ROFL.

iPod-ed the whole ride.

After that reached there, and because it was a public holiday (boxing day), everywhere was full - the ice-skating rink and the bowling alley. So they booked 2 lanes first, then went to arcade to play.

Playplayplay for an hour, we went back to the bowling alley, only to discover that there was only one empty lane left.

Apparently when 2 lanes were avaliable they called Boss, but Boss didn't realise and thus didn't pick up.

So we bowled using the one lane. 9 people.

Didn't play, sat there and stoned. And entertained requests by people asking to see my phone's music. (Though I never update the music on my phone now, all the good stuff is on my iPod.)

After the first game, 4 of them wanted to continue with 2nd game, so I left with TianQu and Cheeky.

Ran into Joel at the 16 bus-stop, cuz' he left earlier than us and was still waiting for the bus.

Then texted SBS Iris, bus coming in 15min, so the four of us cabbed to Dhoby Ghaut to catch the MRT.

When we were almost there, TianQu and Cheeky made a decision to alight me and Joel at Dhoby Ghaut, then continue with the journey to Choa Chu Kang, which both of them stay at.

So MRT-ed home with Joel, who stays at Boon Keng.

Homed at 7.45(:
xoxo,
you know you love me



Friday, December 26
at 10:58 AM

Hellos(:

Now using my cousins' laptop to blog cuz' they're at my house.

Helping them chiong Maple(:

I miss Maple man. Two years plus never play already, cuz' I quit when my bowman account got hacked.

Hehe(:

My cousins' account level 34 assassin. Very fun training an assassin, cuz' I learnt a few tricks while I was a bowman, so these tricks come in handy when training an assassin.

To all wannabe assassins: train a bowman first, then learn some tricks. It'll help in the training of your assassin.

I'm not good at magicians. Cuz' I find that magicians are too common. My brother specializes in magicians, cuz' his last account was a level 48 ice/lightning magician before it got hacked.

Sian-ed.

Later at 2.30 going out with Xiyao people, hahas. It's my ticket out of this house! Muahahaha.

I decided not to chiong Why Why Love already, cuz' I'm scared I cannot chiong finish before my mum come back, then I die liao. So I'll leave it at having finished watching Devil Beside You.

Ta! I'm off to chiong Maple now :D
xoxo,
you know you love me



Thursday, December 25
at 6:27 PM

Went to Google Blog search for "Nan Chiau High".

I found quite a lot of our 2009 juniors' blogs, even go kaypohkaypoh and tag some of their blogs!

Wahahaha. Being a senior feels so good.

One year you're at the bottom of the school, next year you're somewhere in the middle. It's quite scary.

Idk why, I've been looking forward to getting juniors for a long time.

Seeing what they're going through now, I remember going through the same thing last year.

Oh, how time flies.

When I first got posted to nchs, I hated it cuz' I wanted to go to hihs (holy innocents'). I still don't quite like it, but I've learnt to accept it now. Learnt to accept life in here.

It will be fun, to see mirrors of our old selves back in January this year. 

Last year, everyone's skirts were long cuz' altering wasn't allowed and we didn't know how to fold our skirts, our pins were high, our socks were high cuz we didn't know how to fold them, our hair was neat cuz' we were scared of getting caught, and our shoes were the regulation kind sold by the school.

In a matter of months, we learnt how to fold our skirts, and those long skirts became miniskirts. Our pins got lower and lower, and the buckle became undone. Those high socks became ankle-revealing "invisible" socks as we learnt to fold them, and as our lousy quality shoes gave way we bought cooler, less bulky shoes.

It'll be fun to see the same thing happen to our juniors.

It'll be fun to have juniors, instead of being everyone's junior.

It'll be fun to tell them stuff that they never knew about nchs, the way our seniors told us.

It'll be fun to see who joins choir next year, and see if they become Denise No. 2.

It'll be fun to watch the choir auditions.

You know what?

My Sec2 seniors. I can't imagine them being in Sec1 last year. I can't imagine them as Sec3 either. Same goes for my Sec3 seniors. I can't imagine them as Sec2 or Sec4 students.

It's amazing how fast time flies.

It's been a year since I last entered nchs as a clueless P6 student. Now I'm on my way to becoming in the middle of the school. Before I know it, I'll be in upper secondary. Streaming. Then I'll be on top of the school. O levels. Graduation.

It all seems pretty surreal to me.

But you know, now that I think of it, primary school passed in the same way, just that we were too young to really notice it then. Too young to feel nostalgic.

But now that we're older, we tend to find it harder and harder to let go of those memories.

I'll graduate in 2011. It may seem pretty far now, but it's actually only two years and five days. Make that 735 days.

Freaky, isn't it?

Oh, well. I'll just have to seize the day, and seize every minute with my retards. Because I know we'll get split up next year.

Jeri will definitely go to 3A, triple science class. I'll probably be in 3C or 3D. Clarine will be in 3B or 3C. Afrah might be in 3D, 3E or 3F.

With any luck, two of us will be together. We'll be separated.

Jeri has been a friend of mine for 8years now. I really want to be in the same classes as her all through secondary school, because I don't want such a good friend like her to turn into a hi-bye friend. So I have to work hard next year. I have to work hard if I want to go to triple science, double humanities with Jeri in Sec3.

If not, I'll be content with being in the same class as Afrah or Clarine. It's such a pity our grades are all quite well spaced-out.

RETARDS! YOU PEOPLE ARE NOT TURNING INTO MY HI-BYE FRIENDS, YOU HEAR ME?

(Okay, I was going off-topic. Talking about the future.)

And I realized when I was blog-hopping, that 80% of the '09 juniors blogs I've read that specify their class will be my direct juniors. Meaning 1D'09.

Cool, right?

My class is awesome.
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 5:01 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Junwei's back by now already, I just got back from Junction8 with my cousins.

Went to watch Twilight with Alicia, Alison and Sleepy.

SUPER NICE!

Robert Pattinson is so sweet in the film. I actually prefer the film to the book. I think the film is more fast-paced.

Taylor Lautner is hot, except for in Twilight when he has long hair and is playing Jacob Black.

Had gift exchange and Christmas party with my cousins yesterday. Got great presents. A tee that says "PARENTS DON'T UNDERSTAND", a bottle of Silkygirl perfume, a lot of accessories, Sasa foundation, Sasa lip palette, a flower photo frame and a few more that I'm lazy to describe.

AND OMG I AM SO DEAD.

MY COMPUTER HAS BEEN ON FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE WHILE THE STUDY DOOR WAS LOCKED. 

The electrical bill is going to go up to astronomical heights. I am so dead. I could swear I turned it off! But it wasn't off at all!

I am so dead la.

Tomorrow got outing with Xiyao peeps(:

Ta!
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, December 23
at 9:53 PM

I'm FINALLY done with Devil Beside You!

Quite reluctant to start on Why Why Love. Maybe I should just go buy the CD.

SOMEONE BUY IT FOR ME FOR CHRISTMAS.

Or should I buy it for myself for CNY?

But I also want Fated To Love You! And Corner With Love! And Miss No Good! And My DNA Says I Love You! And Bull Fighting! And Express Boy!

OMG la. I am so addicted to Taiwanese drama serials now. Especially those with Mike He and Kingone Wang.

They are so hot<3
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 8:46 PM

OMG LA.

Meng is so selfish. He made her all those promises, and now he's just gonna leave her like that? OMG la. If he's gonna leave, he should never have stepped into her life, never have made her love her like she did, never have left her all those memories.

Stupid guy. Your mother is the past. She's your present. Why give up the present to go chasing after the past?

What a moron.

JUNWEI, DON'T EVER DO ANYTHING LIKE THAT, OKAY? Cuz' I'll be like Qing Zi about the whole thing.

Omg, I am totally overreacting again.

Jeez.
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 8:17 PM

OMG.

MENG'S MOTHER IS A FUCKING BITCH. I WANNA SLAP HER. 

Abandoned her child for 10 years then now come back and make up a bunch of lies so that he'll follow her to Italy. That woman is so self-centered. She never thought about how her son will feel. He has his own life now. And that biatch expects him to throw down everything and go to Italy with her? To throw away Qi Yue? Throw away his friends? Throw away their new family?

I'm just glad I don't have a mother like that.

OMG. This is just an idol drama. I am totally overreacting.

Sheesh.
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 6:55 PM

I AM SO LOVING DEVIL BESIDE YOU!

Went for tuition until 6.20, then came up and watched.

THE GUYS ARE SO FREAKING SWEET. I AM FREAKING ENVIOUS.

JUNWEI, YOU BETTER GO WATCH THE DRAMA AND LEARN A FEW LINES FROM THERE. YOU HEAR ME?
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 3:54 PM

Hello you guys!

Thanks for all the concern, I'm feeling better now, but not say a lot better.

Hopefully I'll feel good enough to celebrate Christmas happily. (Though I have to take all my medicine around with me and consume it faithfully)

Chionging Devil Beside You now. Yesterday I jumped all the way from episode 3 to episode 17. Now just got online, finishing up episode 17 so I can start on Why Why Love.

The more I look at Mike He, the hotter he seems to become. Now I think Mike is hotter than Kingone. But Kingone is still hot.

MIKE HE IS HOT.

<3.

Cheers!
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, December 22
at 5:53 AM

whoa.

it's been a surreal day, and it's barely even seven a.m. yet.

i woke up at 4am today with a VERY pain throat. text messaged afrah.

SHE WAS STILL AWAKE, miracle of miracles. and apparently she was forsaking sleep.

T.T

anyways, at around 4.30 i went downstairs and started crying over my super, super, damn bloody pain throat.

so granny called my second uncle, who agreed to come over immediately, given the damn ungodly hour.

he came at around 5, took me to the 24-hour clinic at serangoon north ave 1 there.

then the doc said that i have a throat infection, plus flu, plus a slight fever (37.7). so gave me medicine, blahblahblah.

AND I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THE VERY LOVELY NURUL AFRAH. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING AWAKE AT 4AM TO LISTEN TO ME COMPLAIN AND RANT. I LOVE YOU((:

unknowingly, i've just been awake for two hours.

i just realized that these few days i've been waking up in the wee hours of the morning due to my throat and my phlegmy-like-siao nose. i woke up at 3am yesterday, then went back to sleep, woke up at 7am, then went to sleep again and woke up at 9am.

sheesh la.

today is no different. i woke up at 4am.

thank god i'm going out with darling later. even if i fall asleep halfway while shopping with her she'll understand.

ROFL.

okay, i'm going back to youtube to watch my idol drama, but i have to turn the sound down or else i'll wake up everyone at home.

ta!
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, December 21
at 4:54 PM

Due to boredom, I've just started watching another Taiwanese idol drama on YouTube, and it's a really old one.

I've started on Devil Beside You, the one starring Rainie Yang, Mike He and Kingone Wang. Super nice la! But I read the spoilers on Wikipedia, and apparently Qi Yue (Rainie Yang's character) ends up with Ahmon (Mike He's character.)

Same thing happens in Why Why Love, which also stars the three of them and is the show I'm planning to watch after Devil Beside You. Rainie Yang's character ends up with Mike He's character.

WHY CAN'T RAINIE END UP WITH KINGONE?!

Kingone is definitely much hotter and much nicer in Devil Beside You. Why must his heart always get broken so Rainie can end up with Mike?!

Gahh.

KINGONE IS HOT. Seriously hot((:

I'm going back to watching now, I'm stuck on Episode Three.
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 2:36 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERILENE GOH!

She's my beloved BFF/Retard Four/Jellybean.

I love her loads.

Here's to 8 years of friendship and counting, BFF. Jiayous!

i love you.
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 10:39 AM

Hellos(:

Mum just left this morning, so for the next eight days I can go online as often as I please ^.^

Anyways, Junwei called last night at around eleven. ROFL. He told me about his sister and mother shopping like mad and all he does is carry their shopping bags around, then he also told me about how unenthu he is about Disneyland. (Apparently Yiwei wants to go and see Pooh.)

ROFL.

Then we talked about lots of random stuff. (He'll be the one paying for the call anyways, since he's overseas. I just pay normal call charges.)

We talked until 11.45 liddat, then he had to hang up cuz' his sister and mother were coming back into the hotel room already and he'd have no more privacy.

So I went,"Oh, okay then. Call me again when you have the time."
He was like,"I will. And I miss you a lot."
I went, all,"I miss you loads too. Bring back a shuaige from Hongkong for me."
He laughed, then said something about having to hang up.

So we hung up.

OMG. I REALLY MISS HIM LA.

(Thank God I have two outings planned with YeeJun and Retards this week, to help combat my missing him.)

((:

I shall go back to downloading music for my iPod now.

Cheers!(:
xoxo,
you know you love me



Friday, December 19
at 8:16 PM

Current Music: 突然好想你 - 五月天
Current Mood: missing you.

Screw it.

I miss Junwei.

And he's only been gone for twelve hours.

Explain to me how I'm gonna live through the next six days.

HE'S ONLY COMING BACK ON CHRISTMAS DAY. 1PM.

I MISS HIM.

And... even though he's not reading this now,

JUNWEI. FASTER COME BACK.
don't look at those sexy hongkong girls too much yea,
keep your eyes to yourself.
i'll miss you,
i'll be waiting until you get back,
cuz' christmas isn't really christmas without you.

He's promised to call me from Hongkong tomorrow. He messaged me at around 6 saying that he arrived in the early afternoon, but he can't seem to get a moment to himself to call me. He says tomorrow for sure.

All right, I'll wait for your call.

Bring a shuaige back from Hongkong for me ((:
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Today had CHOIR CAMP. No photos yet, I'm waiting until they're uploaded on the choir blog then I go steal.

Fantastic lea. But in the morning had to report to school at 7.30am to perform for next year's Sec1s.

Did hair, makeup and changed into gown and shoes. BUT MY SHOES WERE TOO TIGHT.

I think in the whole choir, only me and Jasmine's shoes are tight. Everyone else's are too loose.

Then performed, came back, had break, then had practice. Learnt next year's SYF song. It's either that song or Turot. The new song is in German (and German is veryyyy hard to learn.) and Turot is in Hungarian.

BUT I PREFER TUROT. CUZ' TUROT GOT ALTO2 PART. AND THE ALTO2s GO REALLY LOW. (So fun!) WHEREAS IN THE NEW SONG ALTOS SING AS "SOPRANO2" SO IT'S REALLY HIGH.

Gahhh.

After practice went for lunch with Altos((:

We went to Burger King, hehe. Stole Liyi's and Jeri's onion rings. But emo-ed most of lunch, cuz I'm missing Junwei, and I was thinking about stuff.

Then after lunch came back, had games!

Games, then had mini Christmas celebration.

GOT CHRISTMAS TREE! SUPER PRETTY!~

Alright, I shall go listen to emo music now and end my post here.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Thursday, December 18
at 9:18 PM

HELLOS!(:

I feel like I've been neglecting my blog cuz' I think I lost the motivation and drive to blog.

MY DAILY READERS, COME BACK AND MOTIVATE MEEEEEE.

((:

My Facebook has been buzzing these days, so I've been attending to my Facebook, and talking on MSN to people.

Anyways, today was the rehearsal for tomorrow's Sec1 Registration concert.

Reached school 7.35am, met Sally at the foot of the staircase, then we went up to the meeting room together ;D

Went to meeting room, warmed up, sangsangsang.

Went down to Hall for rehersal. Spent the time talking to the remaining twits: Liyi, Joyce, Bernice, Denise, Weilin. And Gina. (THE NEWLY CROWNED HIGH RE.)

STUPID EVANGELINE PANGSEH-ED US TO GO TO TAIWAN. T.T

Was freaking bored sitting there waiting for our turn to perform, so me and Liyi started playing our own version of "scissors, paper, stone", the one we invented in September.

I have no idea why, but everytime we play that, people always ask us what we're doing.

TSK.

Then after that had another rehearsal.

We saw Minqi with her new bob.

SO CUTE LAH.

Actually I think she looks good with the bob. It's a change from last year's trademark - two ponytails.

After rehearsal went for lunch. They catered this horrible vegetables-with-rice combo for us. Bernice used her fingernail to scratch this on the container:


It says "BERNICE ATE THIS".

ROFL la.

After that went up for choir practice, we learnt this new Japanese song, Kami. It's amazing. I love it.

It's apparently this sad song about this guy who's reminiscing about his lost lover. The song doesn't say if she's just left or long gone, but apparently the first verse is something like: i walk along the beach on a foggy day, with a lock of your hair, reminiscing about you.

So sweet lah. Even the melody and harmony is beautiful together.

After choir, we had games(:

Split into our four sections - Soprano1, Soprano2, Alto1 and Alto2.

Alto2 was the largest section with 9 people. Sop1 had 8, Sop2 and Alto1 had 5 each. Cuz' alot of people were absent.

Then we played this game that made everybody get WET.

Fun((:

ALTO2 ROCKS!~

Yayness.

it's not about how high you can reach, it's more about how you sound singing that pitch, and it really depends according to the conductor.


TAG REPLY TO ERICA:
Yes, it does sound a little abnormal. ROFL.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Wednesday, December 17
at 9:48 PM

I've been totally neglecting this blog la.

I've been so busy downloading new songs for my iPod, updating my Facebook, chatting on MSN that I always open a "New Post" window and forget all about it until my last 5mins of computer time.

I actually prepared a whole long essay to type out, but I'm lazy to.

Sorry, you guys.

Had choral exchange today. Took photos with loadsa people. Photos another time yepps((:

Keep it real((:
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, December 15
at 10:09 PM

I'M BACK!~

Hehes, using Safari (the Mac version of Internet) to type this instead of my usual Google Chrome.

Safari rocks lah. The red underscores are super cute. (But Google Chrome rocks more.)

Anyways, photos will be up tomorrow, they're on my computer now, but I'm lazy to upload the photos, and Yiyun keeps rushing me.

Cuz' I'm syncing files to my BRAND NEW, SPANKING CHRISTMAS PRESENT.

A HOT PINK 4TH GEN NANO-CHROMATIC iPOD NANO.

Ooh, babeh~

But I have to follow conditions. One of which is censoring all the vulgarities on my blog. So if you wanna read the posts with their full vulgarities, hurry up~

Okay, gotta go.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, December 7
at 9:53 PM

i'm going to shower now, then i'm going to collapse on my bed.

see you people in seven days.

oops, i did it again
i played with your heart,
got lost in the game.
ooh, baby, baby.
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 6:59 PM

Hello people!

I'm quite emo now, texting Junwei and brooding. It's exactly eleven hours till I'm expected to be at Changi Airport Terminal 3 for my flight to Guangzhou.

Then it's seven days away from you guys.

Plus, I've got no phone this time. So you'll get to miss me terribly.(:

Anyways, just now after dinner right, my dad left his book on the staircase. Then I was walking up, then I tripped over the book (FUCKING BOOK LAH.) and my big toe on my left foot (the damn long one, the one I loved terribly) FUCKING SPLIT INTO HALF.

So bo pian, must cut. Then now cut, got blood.

WTF.

Fuckfuckfuck. Pain like siao leh.

WTF.

Anyways, I am totally in love with the cheena love novel I'm reading.

IT'S SO SWEET AND ROMANTIC LAH.

It's about this (apparently) super hot guy named PingDuan who moves into the house opposite this girl's, PingXia. Then since their names are both EXACTLY the same except for the last word, it's super coincidental. Then PingXia then realises that PingDuan is staying alone. Then PingDuan begins to fall for her. He does a lot of super romantic and sweet stuff for her la. He transfers to her school, and everyone in school is curious over what their relationship is due to their names being so similar. They lie, and say that they are siblings.

He says he doesn't want to be her brother. Because (he thought) "she's the girl I like! Sister and girlfriend are so different." 

Then she begins to fall for him as well. Then they fight, blahblahblah, then it's winter vacation and PingDuan disappears. 

After vacation he comes back, they make up, and then they indirectly confess to each other la. That time PingDuan got beat up by some guys in the basketball team, PingXia came to rescue him and almost got beat up herself. So when PingDuan asked her,"Normal people would hide far far away, but you delivered yourself to them. How stupid can you get?" (Because he likes her, and it hurts him when she gets hurt), then she says,"Cuz' it was you who got beaten up."

SO SWEET RIGHT?

Then after that there was this girl who confessed to PingDuan before the winter vacation (she was the one who cause them to fight.) finds out that they aren't siblings after all, and then confronts them about it, and PingXia asks PingDuan,"She's a nice girl. Why didn't you accept her?" And then he went, all,"Cuz she's not you."

OMG.

See? It's so sweet la.

(I'm really saying all this to attempt to get my mind off the throbbing pain of my big toe. AND THE FACT THAT MY NAIL IS NOW HALF ITS ORIGINAL SIZE, AND IS REALLY UGLY.)

Gahh.

I think I'll stop blogging now. Blog again in seven days ya(:

Smiles(:

i'll miss you, junwei.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, December 6
at 3:52 PM

Hellos people!

These few days have been seriously hectic for me, zooming around in the Subaru and walking around, and spending most of my time in the Bugis area.

So THANKS you guys for keeping my tagbox so damn full! Yay. I love you guys(:

Anyways, tag replies!


ericaaa: dumdledeeeee doo doo dooo deee.
CLARIS: i only got "i believe you" and "a photogenic life", and ROFL to you misspelling your name lah. AND IT'S NOT MY FAULT OK? BLAME THE STUPID TUITION CENTRE CALLED GREENHOUSE.
yeejuunne: watch xiaxue's guide to life, the episode on zhnging stuff. alternatively, zhng-ing = the act of beautifying an object by gluing on crystals/diamantes.
ESSE: you quote price lah. hahas.
yeejuunne: fine, fine. whatever you say. :P AND I TAGGED, OKAY?! you'd better keep your blog alive this time.
clarine: finally free lah you!
huining: NO! YOU CANNOT SLEEP! THOU SHALT STAY UP THE ENTIRE 4HOURS PLUS THE 1HOUR BUS JOURNEY UP TO THE CAMP TALKING TO THY. wakakakaka.
Afrahh: AT LAST.


Done, done and done :D

I shall start by talking about yesterday.

5DECEMBER.
Went out to Bugis with Denise and Rochelle! :D

Khengyin was supposed to be there, but couldn't make it (sigh.)

Walked around with them, went to watch Bolt. Had Swensens' baked rice and fries ($15 leh!) then went window-shopping.

Took neoprints, and then went window shopping like siaooo.

Went into A N' BC's, then we spent FORTY-FIVE minutes in there, cuz Rochelle had to find 101 things in there. A calendar, an organizer and a binder.

The binder took AGES. We spent half an hour on the file alone.

First she had to find the file casing that she liked, in orange.
After choosing the file design, she had to find the inside paper.
She found orange paper, but not in the size she wanted.
Then Denise saw the orange paper, she also want. But no more stock, so they split lah.
Rochelle ended up getting one orange packet and one yellow packet.
Then Rochelle not happy with the dividers provided in the file, cuz' got five only.
So we spent another idk how long searching for dividers that come in a pack of six.
Cannot find, so she got one in eight.
Then she searched for another file that got nothing inside.

FINALLY lah. Then after we finished looking for everything then she came to tell us,"Actually hor, I got no money left leh. So must wait for my mother to come and pay for me."

WTF.

Hahas. But I had a fab time with them.

Then after that walked over with Sleepy to Raffles Hospital, cuz' Dad was there for his heart surgery.

We reached about 4.45, then Mum and my aunt were sitting in the foodcourt drinking, so Sleepy and I bought a packet of cheese fries and shared it.

After that went up to wait for Dad to come out of the operating theatre.

After a looonnng wait, he finally came out on a stretcher. So they wheeled him to his bed while we waited outside the ward.

Finally went in. Then accompanied him until about 10pm, then went home.

Hospital wards are depressingly boring. I was texting my beloved Weiqi all last night. (THANKYOU, GOHWEIQI, FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEED YOU TO CHAT WITH ME ABOUT RANDOM STUFF LIKE WASABI AND UMESHU AND CHEENA LOVE NOVELS.)

Speaking of cheena love novels, I'm so addicted to them! Or at least the one I bought from the bookfair. SO ADDICTING LAH. And superrrr romantic. More romantic than Twilight, even.

Ohoh, while we're on the topic of Twilight...
JACOB BLACK IS HOTTER THAN EDWARD CULLEN.

At least, in the movie. Jacob Black is superrrrrrrrr hot in the movie. Hahas.

Now, today.

6DECEMBER.
Woke up at 10.30, went straight to the hospital. Attended to a few affairs, then went down to Golden Mile.

Bought hotpink straight-cut (I wanted curve cut, but they didn't have) and black curve-cut FBTs.

I want the two-colour FBTs also! I want the black ones with the hotpink stripe, the one Evangeline wore to choir practice!

Gahhhhhh.

Anyways, after that went back to hospital, Dad got discharged, then we came home.

MUM IS GOING TO BUY ME AN 8BG iPOD NANO 4TH GEN FOR CHRISTMAS!

Yaynessssss.

Unfortunately, she says I can't have it before I leave for Guangzhou on Monday morning.

):

No matter.

IPOD NANO!~
xoxo,
you know you love me



Thursday, December 4
at 4:35 PM

HELLOS!

Hehes, haven't really had time to post these few days, being run off my feet like anything.

Anyways, THANK YOU you guys for filling up my tagbox so adequately! Hahas. TAG REPLIES!



huining: but if i dont get to sit with you or yiyun or yingxuan or hongxuan then i got no one to talk to what. hahas.
Mr lau: wtf lah. i where got spam nonsense?! it's perfectly sensical. and afrah doesnt have anyone better in her mind. T.T
vanessa: i'm too lazy to call you. START REPLYING MY TEXTS. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH MONEY I WASTED ON YOU?! sheesh.
yeejunne: thanks, then. hahas. AND YOU STILL HAVE TO THINK OF SOMETHING TO GIVE ME. i'm still thinking of something to give you for christmas too. hahas.
ericaaa: that dog is an idiot. i'm sure the neighbourhood will love me if i bash up the dog. that idiot barks every five minutes when someone even gets near 200m near their front gate.
[: nah, it's fine. and... you're welcome(:
ESSE: i want, but it's surely very expensive and i'm short on cash. AND I DON'T HATE YOU. sheesh.
xuan: two months where got long lah.
ACY: what's so "OMG" about that? it's good what.


Done, done and done.

Finally. My tagbox is supersuper full.

Anyways, I went to the ChildAid concert with YeeJun yesterday since Dad couldn't make it. This is my third ChildAid, I've gone every year since 2006.

This year's one was not bad, because they had more vocal performances than the previous two ChildAids.

There was this amazing singer, Julia Abueva. They mentioned that she's been on the Oprah Winfrey show as one of the world's most talented singers. And she is AMAZING. I am not kidding. 

I recorded down her performance, but due to my phone's lousy inbuilt microphone and the fact that my seat was quite far away from the stage, it doesn't sound half as good as it does live.

Then this year, they had a record SIX drummers. Amazing lorh. Past few years they only had maximum three. This year they had double that.

One of them was Tiger Onitsuka, who had flown in from Japan and is apparently the world's youngest professional drummer. Then Ethan Ong performed with his brother Noah. AND NOAH IS DAMNNNNNN CUTE LA. Then there was this Malay boy who was quite good, and this father and son duo.

The son was quite shuai. (Don't kill me, Junwei.)

Yesterday I also found this packet of mini silver diamantes, so I zhng-ed my phone with the never-fail design, a frame around the screen. I personally think it's quite chio, since the bottom line of the frame has a double line due to the fact that I wanted to cover up the Walkman logo there.

Then because I had spare diamantes, I zhng-ed the gold area around my phone's camera lens. I still can't get it into a perfect circle, so I keep fiddling with it, but I think it's getting pretty close.

Today I found my old Nokia earphones, the ones with the special lavender ear cushions and covered in pink diamantes, and since I don't use Nokia anymore, I superglued the diamantes onto my Sony Ericsson earphones.

But the diamantes are tiny, so I didn't have enough to finish zhng-ing the right earphone. Instead, I used some of the large silver ones instead. It looks decidedly better than if I had just left a gap there.

So happy.

Unfortunately, I only had enough diamantes for the earbuds. I need somemore for the adapter and the connector.

BUT IT'S SUPERRRR CHIO.

Yayness.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, December 2
at 4:05 PM

FINALLY.

I've been up online since 1.30 doing the new skin for my blog.

Yes, it took me two and a half hours, because I had to shortlist this one out of many finalists. This one came quite close with another Twilight one, but this one won because I could change the nav text.

It was actually a lyric from Check Yes Juliet, but I changed it to this. Hahas.

AND I SPENT A FUCKING ONE HOUR ON MY LINKS ALONE.

I completely changed my links. From red hearts to pink hearts, now they have no title and no "www" in front, and I changed the order also.

I had no idea I had so many links.

I almost broke my neck doing the links. My neck and lower back hurt like siao now, and I have tuition at 4.30. I have no idea how I'm going to survive one and a half hours of maths in my current mental state.

Besides, I hate maths. And the Sec2 maths syllabus isn't making my life any easier.

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The welcome page is screwed.
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xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, December 1
at 6:39 PM

Super tired now.

(Yes, I'm still online.)

I've been downloading mp3s, watching Twilight clips on YouTube, bloghopping and finishing the Retards blogskin.

Phew.


Go look at my handiwork. And tag.

I just realized how dead I totally am.

I have exactly thirty-one more days of the year-end holiday left to go, and seven of those days are going to be spent in Guangzhou for the Xiyao camp.

And guess what? I havent even touched my holiday homework.

I think I lost it.

SOMEBODY PHOTOCOPY FOR ME CAN???

AND JERI, CAN I COPY YOUR HOMEWORK???
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 11:04 AM

Had a great time these few days fooling around at home and going out.'

Was supposed to go out with Sotongs today, but Kemin and KJY can't make it, so YeeJun's scheduling another date where everyone can go(:

I love YeeJun :D

Anyways, updates for these few days.

29TH NOVEMBER.
Went to Sitex at Singapore Expo. 

Bought some stuff for my iPod and a 4GB memory card (YESSSS!)

My dream electronics.

                                                                        Canon E1!
                                                                      iPod Touch!
                                                               PINK VAIO LAPTOP!

30TH NOVEMBER. (2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY.)
Went back to Xiyao cuz' Mum had to help out with some of the stuff.

I was at the main entrance taking off my shoes, then I suddenly heard someone calling "JANELLE! JANELLE!"

So I turned around to see Yingxuan running towards me, and ACY behind her walking slowlyyyyy.

Hugged Yingxuan, then we waited outside the classroom in which Yiyun and Yifeng were in helping out with the little kids, then ACY was being a total pain in the neck. He kept snapping blurry pics of Yingxuan, and since we were standing together, all the pics got me inside.

=.="

Then after that I went to the Apple epicentre at Wheelock Place to get my iPod fixed, and the FUCKING guy had the nerve to tell me that my iPod's battery is DEAD.

So now I only have three options: either replace the iPod battery, or I can only use my iPod when it's connected to the computer and charging, or get a new iPod.

UNFORTUNATELY, THEY DON'T DO TRADE-INS FOR MY 2ND-GEN iPOD NANO CUZ' IT'S SUPPOSEDLY "TOO OLD".

Gahh. But my iPod is two years old already. I'll miss it terribly.

Then Mum asked how much it would cost to replace the battery.

THE REPLACING OF THE BATTERY IS HEINOUSLY OVERPRICED.

$70 for repair fees, another US$50 (SGD almost $70) for the battery.

Screw it lah.

Outside the epiCentre we saw the iPod nano 4th-gen (nano-chromatic) on display inside this display case.

I WANTTTTTTT.

Some kind soul buy it for me for Christmas, and I guarantee you I'll love you for lifee.


                                                                    MY DREAM iPOD!~

So we went back to the car, then Mum was suggesting that I wait another 1 YEAR PLUS until my contract with StarHub is due for renewal, then get the iPhone.

BUT STARHUB DOESN'T HAVE THE FREAKING iPHONE. AND I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT ANOTHER 1 YEAR PLUS FOR ANOTHER APPLE PRODUCT.

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

We got into the car, then told everything to Daddy, then Daddy said wait until next year March, when they have an IT show (they have IT shows every quarter year. Like March is the Singapore IT Show, June is Comex, September is another small IT show, and December is Sitex.) then he'll buy me a new iPod.

I was about to open my mouth to protest, but then Mum reminded me that Sleepy is also waiting until next March to get his Canon/Olympus DSLR/Semi-pro.

So I grundgingly agreed to wait.

BUT I AM BEYOND PISSED WITH MY STUPID iPOD.

I am leaving for Guangzhou for a 4-hour flight on Singapore Airlines on December 8 and my iPod had to spoil NOW. And I have to wait another three months.

I'll miss my iPod so much.

Then after that went for lunch, then went back to Xiyao.

While on the way back, Junwei texted me a "happy 2nd month dardar. i love you. meetup soon(: (L)"

You know, he can be really sweet when he wants to, so I texted back "happy 2nd month(: ily too(: (L)"

Then I proceeded to delete the messages from my Inbox and Sent folders. Hahas.

Reached Xiyao.

Met Yingxuan, ACY and Yifeng at KFC. Apparently Yiyun had left, so I sat with them (and so did Sleepy, whom I was forced to pull along.)

Had a great time talking about a lot of weird stuff. Then after that ACY's mum kept calling them and asked them to go up for the performance in Xiyao, which his mum was performing in.

So we went up. And sat in the back row.

After Yingxuan and ACY's mum's performance, there was this testimonial sharing thing, then everybody cried. And clapped very loudly.

Then we got bored, so we suggested going to the library, which is within walking distance from Xiyao.

So we all went to Bukit Merah Library.

I managed to find the only Clique book I haven't read yet, which is the second book (and the hardest to find in a library), Best Friends For Never.

FINALLYYYY.

I also borrowed a book on Photoshop editing techniques, and a Cathy Hopkins book. And some Louise Rennison.

(The Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging movie is out the same day as Twilight! Apparently it was released in July in the UK. =.=")

I hate Singapore, because they are always so slowwww. Like Twilight was released 21 November in US. And the Clique books arrive here a month or two late. So does the movie. And the Gossip Girl books.

Like when Claire was released I had to wait a FULL TWO MONTHS after its August release before I even SAW the book in Kinokuniya.

And the Clique movie. I had to order it online, if not I don't think it'd even have arrived in Singapore.

Sheesh.

Yeah, anyways, after the library we went back to the Xiyao building, but we went to Macs'.

Then Yingxuan, ACY and I had Chocolate McFlurry~~~~

After that homed :D

This UBER-COOL dialog box:
http://fc76.deviantart.com/fs39/f/2008/331/2/3/ERROR__by_LunaxLlama.png
xoxo,
you know you love me




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