 Sunday, November 30
 at 11:12 AMhellos!~ Haven't updated for quite a while (three days), and since I'm lazy to blog about the choir concert (also, I only have 8min of computer time left.) So, CLICK HERE to view the photos :D Yeah. That's all. AND WE ROCKED THE HOUSE ON FRIDAY NIGHT~ WOOHOOOOOOO dancing queen, dancing queen, dancing queen, ooh yeah. Go read the Choir blog lah. I'm lazy to post. And go read Denise's blog too. I'll update about the concert and post the photos I took when I have the time ^.^ Till then, toodles~ I LOVE YOU JERILENE GOH. NANCHIAU CHORALE JIAYOU! SYF'09 GOLD WITH HONOURS!~
xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, November 27
at 1:37 PMHAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE TAN (TWIT FA)! THIRTEEN ALREADY YEAHS(: Our third year of friendship already, must aim for more k?(: ILY<3. so scream it like you mean it one more time we'll tear down the building come on come on sing along whoa come on come on stay young I'm addicted to We The Kings's songs now, current addictions are Stay Young and Check Yes Juliet. THANKS JOYCE FOR INTRODUCING ME TO STAY YOUNG!~ It's flipping fantabulous(: Anyways, today had choir. Last practice before D-DAY! Woohooo~ Today's practice was quite good, cuz the whole choir was so energetic. Wheeeeeee~ you are the dancing queen, young and sweet, only seventeen. dancing queen, feel the beat of the tambourine, ooh, yeah. you can dance, you can jive. having the time of your life. ooh, ooh, ooh. see that girl, watch that scene, dig in the dancing queen. Then Ms Yin re-positioned some people. She took out Jialin, cuz' Jialin never come for so many practices, and she missed a lot of stuff. So when she took out Jialin, there's a space in the first row. So Raina went to the first row, then the whole third row move down one, so there's FINALLY a space for Eugenia. I don't wanna stand between Eugenia and Leona, the two powerhouses of Alto. If not I seriously can't be heard, so I swopped places with Leona (cuz she wants to stand with Eugenia) and so now I'm standing two places behind Denise. Those who are going, watch out for me tomorrow! I'm in the third row, second from right if you are facing the stage and we are facing you. If you know who Denise is, even better. I'm standing two places behind Denise. (: After choir went Compass with Twits (excluding Bernice, Joyce and Jeri and plus Weilin.) We coronated Weilin, cuz' she said she wanted to be a Twit too! So Weilin is the eighth and final member of the scale - High Do. But we're still figuring out what to call her, since calling her "High Do" is too much of a mouthful, and "Do Squared" is too mathematical. ROFL. So now the Twits has eight members! I'll make sure we take a photo tomorrow so I can update the six-member one of us in the Clique-y section in the nchs 3rd level toilet wearing our new choir gowns. mamma mia, here i go again. my, my, how can i resist you? mamma mia, does it show again? my, my, just how much i've missed you? Cheers!(:
xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, November 26
at 7:04 PMToday was superrr fun but superrrr tiring. Was supposed to meet Bernice at Compass at 11.45, but due to the fact that I missed TWO 112s, by the time I boarded the bus to Kovan MRT it was 11.46 already. Then after that lunched with Bernice, then Bernice's mum came to pass her her shoes, then Bernice's dad gave us a lift to school (so we wouldn't have to walk.) Was walking in when we ran into Raina and Joyce (Ting), so we all went up to the music room together. After that practiced, blahblahblah, then went to catch the bus down to Grassroots Club. There were two buses, one for Sopranos and one for Altos. I sabo-ed Jeri (who's a Sop2) to sit the Alto bus with Liyi, Evan, Denise and me. So she used the excuse that she was Alto1 to get on the Alto bus (: Then the five of us took the backseat, and we coronated Jeri the seventh and final member of our twit family! Twit Family: LIYI - DO. EVAN - RE. JOYCE - MI. DENISE - FA. JANELLE - SO. BERNICE - LA. JERI - TI. Anyways, after the coronation, we reached Grassroots Club. Then alighted, went straight to the theatrette to put down our stuff and change to our heels. I sat in the fourth row: |AISLE| |JERI|JANELLE|BERNICE|EVAN|LIYI|JOYCE| Then there was a briefing. After that we went onstage (THE STAGE IS IMPECCABLY ELEGANT, BUT SUPER TINY.) with the Fuhua Secondary choir, one of our guest choirs. Our other guest choir, Ai Tong Primary, couldn't make it to today's rehearsal. What a pity, I really wanted to see the teeny kids. Then we ran through the finale, then Fuhua sang their three songs - one of them was Kimi wo Nosete. To be honest, they performed quite well :D Then we went onstage, did first half. Then went for break, then came back, and did Mamma Mia and Dancing Queen. Ms Yin said very dead, so must go home and re-revise scores. After that got debrief, then went on the bus. The twits hogged the backseat again! But since there are seven twits and the backseat can only seat five, Jeri sat in the seat in front of the back door, and Denise sat across the aisle with Weilin. Seating arrangement: LIYI|EVAN|JOYCE|ME|BERNICE| I swopped iPods with Joyce, hers is a silver iPod nano 3rd generation, and mine is 2nd generation. So I listened to hers, and she listened to mine :D Halfway through the journey, when we were around Fernvale there, I started singing the chorus of Check Yes Juliet by We The Kings cuz' it was stuck in my head. Then Joyce joined in, and before we knew it, the whole backseat (except Bernice, she doesn't know the song) were singing together. Then the whole bus kept looking at us. BUT I DON'T CARE. SUPERRRR FUNN. Run, baby, run Don't ever look back. They'll tear us apart If you give them the chance. Don't sell your heart. Don't say we're not meant to be. Run, baby, run. Forever will be You and me. WOOHOOOOOO!~ NANCHIAU CHORALE ROCKS! MUST KICK FUHUA'S ASS ON FRIDAY BABESSSSSS~
xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, November 25
at 10:39 AMOMG. Go check it out. Read the articles for "self-oriented perfectionism" and "socially-prescribed perfectionism". I think mine is a mix of both. "Self-oriented perfectionists set high and rigid expectations for themselves. They work hard to attain perfection and avoid failure. They are self-critical and tend to focus on their flaws and failings." Then there's this box next to it, saying: SELF-ORIENTED PERFECTIONISM NEUROTIC/UNHEALTHY SIGNS -depressed -impatient -self-blaming -shame and guilt -irritable -angry -fears criticism -avoids challenges -suicidal tendencies. I have all except the first and last ones. That proves that - OMG. MY SELF-ORIENTED PERFECTIONISM IS APPARENTLY UNHEALTHY/NEUROTIC. Now let's talk about socially-prescribed perfectionism: "Socially-prescribed perfectionists greatly fear rejection. They also feel that they are being rigorously evaluated by others. They believe that every flaw and failure will be noticed, and they have to work hard to achieve what they imagine is the other person's standard. They struggle with fear of making mistakes and doubts about whether their actions are right." That is so me. All I can say is, wow. A Photogenic Life has really changed my life.
xoxo, you know you love me at 10:07 AMSo long since I last blogged (well, not really lah, but you get the point.) Anyways, I've been blog-hopping a lot lately, cuz I'm lazy to blog for the first time in my life. Since my blog readership is getting lower, I guess details about my day doesn't entertain people any more. And so, I have no idea what to write about. Then I realised that what I'm doing is wrong. This is my blog, my online journal. I have a freedom to write whatever I want, because it's MINE. Exactly like my mouth is mine, and whatever bullshit comes out of it cannot be controlled by you. I can't just keep blogging about things that please people, but things that I don't like. Ultimately, it's my life. I can't keep trying to make other people happy, because in the end, you can't please everyone. I've been a real pushover this last few years, always trying to make everyone like me. I've realised that you can't please everyone. (I knew it long ago, but what MLB said in their Teenage interview really drove it into my head.) A lot of people don't like MLB, because they find that they're poser-ish, or they stereotype them just because they're a local band. But the band doesn't let it get to them. They just continue making the music they know and love, driven by a strong sense of passion. Even if the haters don't like it, they don't change their musical style or themselves just to suit the haters and make them like the band. They keep their identity. And I think that in the process of being such a total pushover, I lost myself. I lost my own identity, I lost the person I truly called "me". Instead, I was taken over by multiple personalities. And my mantra was - keep changing to make people like you. But now I'm tired of this game. I'm tired of having to change all the time to make other people like me. I want them to like me for me, instead of the mask that I wear. Lately, I started reading A Photogenic Life again. I've read it before, a month or so ago. But when I first read it, I found that the story had no relation to the "mask" and "perfectionist" themes. But yesterday, I read it again, and this time armed with a better understanding of myself. You know what? The story made me cry. I cried because I felt that Linda was so like me - we always wore a variety of different masks, to please all kinds of different people, because we wanted to be perfect. There's this line in which Low Kay Hwa writes: "Why are we always trying to pose the best posture for the camera, when we know we can never change reality?" And I remembered that in the book, Chew Ling told Linda that she has "socially-prescribed perfectionism", so I went and Googled it. Socially prescribed perfectionism--believing that others will value you only if you are perfect--has been associated with depression and other problems, including suicide. "The reason for that is that socially prescribed perfectionism has an element of pressure combined with a sense of helplessness and hopelessness," explains Flett. Socially prescribed perfectionists, he notes, tend to feel that "the better I do, the better I'm expected to do." Anyway, I got it off this article: I used to think that I just gave up easily. Like, you know that time, the Xiyao Charity Walk, there was this task where we had to throw a tennis ball into a basketball hoop, and I kept missing. I gave up so many times, but my dad refused to do the task for me. I always thought it was because I just gave up easily, but that doesn't describe it. Now I've realised what I have. I'm a perfectionist. I expect the first ball that I throw to go in - because it's perfect. When I walk, I expect people to turn heads - because it's perfect. I expect my relationship with Junwei to be flawless - because it's perfect. But it's perfectly unrealistic. Nobody's perfect. But apparently, perfection is caused by "being obsessed with how others will judge and see me" And you know what? That is so true. That's probably the reason why, like Linda, I keep pushing myself to be perfect. That's why I'm never contented, that's why I'm so hard to please. But in A Photogenic Life, Chew Ling changed Linda and Serene's lives. She turned their photogenic lives into contented ones. She made them tear off the masks and find themselves. I need to find my Tan Chew Ling.
xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, November 23
at 10:01 PMWahh, my tagbox is so full mannnn. Thanks, you guys. Anyways, about the person who read my SMSes (name shall not be mentioned), she already apologized, and being the softie that I was, I forgave her. So drop the topic yeah guys. Today woke up at 8.30am, which is the time I have been waking up at for every day of the previous week except Tuesday and Saturday. No wonder my eyebags tripled in size. I AM DESPERATE TO GET RID OF MY EYEBAGS. ANYONE CAN RECOMMEND ANY MIRACLE PRODUCTS? Went for Greenhouse (sucky Chinese tuition), and THANK GOD it's the last week of the term. I love the apple-ish smell and apple green walls and the air-con of the place, but dislike everything else. Like the fact that it's really this bomb centre in the void deck of this block opposite Catholic High in Bishan. Anyways, after lesson went to get the mini-curry bun I always get after lesson. (Buy me any curry buns and I'll love you for life.) Then went to get the QBB butter (the special kind for baking) at Prime Supermarket, then went home to bake. Baked PINEAPPLE TARTS! But cuz' it needed to be chilled in the fridge for a while, so I came up here and watched The Clique (MY COPY FINALLY ARRIVED, THANK GOD. And I don't mean arrived in Singapore. It should arrive in Singapore around February-April 2009, if ever.) Superrr funny! Initially when I heard the movie was quite different from the original on all the Clique movie forums, I was a little upset cuz' I loved the book so much. But after I watched the movie, I found that I really enjoyed it. Besides, if they followed the book exactly, the movie would be predictable and boring. (OH, AND MASSIE BLOCK (played by Elizabeth McLaughlin) IS EASILY THE PRETTIEST MEMBER OF THE PRETTY COMMITTEE IN THE MOVIE.) After about half the movie I went downstairs, put the tarts to bake, then came up and watched the rest. Then took the tarts out, and let everyone at home try. It's superrrr nice! The pastry melts in the mouth, which I guess is because we used the special baking butter, which makes pastry soft. After that we went to the book fair at Suntec. Parked at the green zone, had a small hike to the lift, and then went through human traffic all the way from the atrium to the convention centre to the escalators all the way up to the sixth floor to the doorway of the place. (SUNTEC CONVENTION CENTRE BRINGS BACK SO MANY HAPPY MEMORIES OF WHEN I WAS IN GEMS IN 2007.) Walked around the wholeeeee place.Ended up buying this book on body image by Kimberly Kirberger, and then two Chinese books. (Mum wants me to read them.) I bought two love stories, one is more comedy than romance, but the other one is dead romantic. Then went to People's Park to buy shampoo and conditioner, and then I was looking at all the amazing Sally Hansen products they had there at the store, and I found this miracle-nail-growth thing for seventeen dollars. Since it's Sally Hansen, I figure it works, since it's an established company and if it didn't they'd probably get sued. So I bought it. Then came home, had dinner, then painted my nails with the clear nail polish-like miracle-nail-growth. The box read "GUARANTEED 30% GROWTH IN 5 DAYS." But I don't need my nails to grow by 30%, I need them to grow by 350%. Gahhh. Read the cheena love story, but I didn't know a lot of words. But still, it's deaddddd nice. I skipped all the way to the last paragraph before starting from chapter one, page one. The font is tinyyy, though. It's like... nine-point font, only in Chinese. Alright, I'm gonna re-watch The Clique. It's irresistible (:
xoxo, you know you love me Friday, November 21
at 3:32 PMSEVEN DAYS TO CHOIR CONCERT! Yesterday got choir tee! Superrrr happy that I finally got it! After seeing my seniors wear it for so long, I finally can wear it too! And the choir tee is superrrrr nice, I'll upload photos when I get the chance to take them. Today after choir went for lunch with Leona, Eugenia, Gina, Rubecca, Denise, Evangeline, Liyi and Joyce. We originally walked to Compass with ChingEn, Yvonne and Trecia, but they went to Yoshinoya to eat. OHOH, ANNOUNCEMENTTTTT. MY PHONE GOT CONFISCATED CUZ' MY SMS BAO LIKE SIAO. ANYTHING DROP ME AN ONLINE/OFFLINE IM ON MSN OR SPAM MY HOUSE NUMBER. DON'T KNOW MY HOUSE NUMBER, ASK ME.
xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, November 20
at 4:42 PMWTF. I'm so hating my life now, due to the following reasons: 1. There's a full EIGHT DAYS to the Nov28 choir concert, and three more practices. 2. MY SEA BUG BITES SWELLED. NOW MY LEG IS COVERED IN SUPER-SUPER-ITCHY BIGBIG RED SPLOTCHES. 3. SOME MOTHERFUCKING SCREWED-UP CHAO CHEEBYE WENT TO READ MY TEXT MESSAGE INBOX. AND READ ALL THE PRIVATE STUFF ABOUT MY FAMILY. And to make it even more fucked up, this girl has a mouth that cannot stay shut. She spreads rumours like nobody's business. Rumour has it that this is how she wormed her way into the popular crowd. WTFFFFF. And I checked Wikipedia for the ANTM update I was waiting for. AS EXPECTED, MCKEY WON. And Samantha was runner-up. WHAT?! And Analeigh was third. ANALEIGH SHOULD HAVE WONNNNN! Never mind, at least not Samantha. I shall now go check the forums on the ANTM Facebook page to see their reactions. *Oh, btw, Analeigh's surname is TIPTON. Like you know, the hotel in The Suite Life of Zac and Cody?*
xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, November 19
at 3:26 PMhttp://thetiarateam.blogspot.com/ Go see it luhhs. Superrrr funny. AND I, TOO, CANNOT STAND PEOPLE WHO TALK IN TWIT LANGUAGE. EXAMPLE NUMBER ONE: "laoqonnq , iie lurbb euu . iie am alrdyy willinq tuhh marry euu . iie want euu t be mine forbbevuhh <3 if euu say qoodbye tuhh miie, iie'll be nothinqq. 1 + 1 = 1 , riqhht babiie? ;) 1 - 1 = 0 , we are nothinqq w/o each odhher." EXAMPLE NUMBER TWO: "I BROKE UP WIFF LAOQQONQ ALRDIIE ]: laoqqonq, euu dunt understand miie at allx . euu honqq' other qiirls , i no jealous ? ]: iie verii jealous okayy , euu nvr touchh' my haiir , but euu touchh' her haiir ]: Am iie really nth in euur eyes? really? iie miss those times when euu told me euu lurbb' me fohhevuhh , and euu said euu wanted t marrie me and be tgt forbbevuhh. iie dont blieve in lurbb' ;]" Seriously lah, makes me wanna vomit. Yes, I know I have a habit that developed recently, that I like to drag the last letter of every word, like this: "I am seriously boreddddddd" But come on, WHAT DOES THE GIRL WHO TYPED THE ABOVE EXAMPLES HAVE AGAINST THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE? Forever is spelt in a simple seven letters, but she spells it in TEN. And when I first read the post, I was like "forbbevuhh... what is that?" Because even when you say it out, it sounds like for-be-vuh. Sheesh. And "I" is a simple one letter, she spells it in THREE. Seriously lah, it won't kill her to use words PROPERLY. Sheesh. BTW, I Googled one of the sentences above, and found a LOT of examples. Sheesh. Singaporean girls are turning into ahlian-ish twits. EXAMPLE NUMBER THREE: "hEehEex, iie Am sh0 kewLz, i lUrbb muaii bAbyy :) Euu Mush ViiSit muAii bloGz aNd tAg okiie? xDD" Makes me wanna vomit blood. EXAMPLE NUMBER FOUR: *go her blog and view it, since there are so many examples. even the URL is a truckload of twitty. http://th-gal-is-waitinq-ferr-eu.blogspot.com/ "iie lurbb him so much. he jus cant qib miie a chance. iie lurbb euu so much. because iie believe in euu. iie lurbb miine thinqs. rather tat other people thinqs. iie lurbb miine qans. rather tat friends. tat because, iie am the person who is lookinq n waitinq ferr euu." Eeyer. Sheesh lah. "I love mine things, rather that other people things." Just that sentence alone is a minefield of grammatical blunders. Granted, not everyone has my fluent command of English, sometime peppered with Singlish "lahs" and broken sentences, but still fluent, BUT THIS IS OVER THE TOP. And that's just the beginning. I have loads more examples. Brace yourselves for a lot more twitty examples. BTW, READ THIS WEBSITE! I WAS LAUGHING MY HEAD OFF WHEN I READ IT! http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/2005/09/how-to-do-your-friendster-profile.html "thXx FeR tEaChInG miIe WoRrXx . BeRrIiEe UsEfUlLx LeHxX . mUaCkIeExX mUaCkIeExX . lUrBbEe ThIs BlOgGiEe . AiI nIi YiI bEiI zHiI wOrXx" ROFLLLLL! "euu r moii light euu r moii soul withoutt euu mean withoutt miie ii HEARTX euu <3 plx dunch leave miie alone in de darkk cornerr jux wanna euu tuu save miie outt .. " "iie juuzz lurbb eu..noo onee cann stopp miie fromm loviin eu uue ar e onli one iie lurbb & no one expect uue ar in moii heart... & moii heart will nv eva st0pp lurbbin uue.. & no one can st0p e love iie habb ferr uue." Gross. Another few that are strewn full of twit language. http://xiaocharbo-lurbb-him.blogspot.com/ http://profiles.friendster.com/w0aiita http://youmakemewannasayiloveyou.blogspot.com/ http://heartsoflurve.blogspot.com/ http://profiles.friendster.com/54744762 (THIS ONE GOT A LOT OF "SEX") http://iie-love-converse.blogspot.com/ http://harm0ny-tee.blogspot.com/ I mean, come on. Even though Mummy uses twit language in MSN, she has enough sense not to BLOG in it! Which is something these girls obviously lack. Twit language is taking over Singapore, one teenage ahlian girl at a time. http://twitionary.blogspot.com/ <---- SUPERRRR FUNNY! xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, November 18
at 5:41 PMI have nothing to blog about today, so I shall just upload some photos of me to keep my adoring readers happy. And also to please those who keep asking me for a photo of me with rebonded hair. I now present to you... my Hainandao photos. Don't say I didn't let you see them, but those who added me in Facebook may have seen them already. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=46038&l=7a34b&id=770753541 http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=46042&l=e7178&id=770753541 Yes, I know I look damn fat in most of them, ok? Sheesh. Done, done and done :D xoxo, you know you love me Monday, November 17
at 12:09 PMStupid Junwei. Talking to him on MSN now, he's pretending to be this drag queen, and he ask me to fake being this tomboy. Superrrrr funny! Eh, Dardar, you make a good drag queen. You should consider cross-dressing for a living. ROFL. And I love my Aiai! *sorry, random*
xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, November 16
at 12:21 PMESSEEEEE! I HATE YOU! I'm so bloody jealous mannnnn. MLBMLBMLBMLBMLBMLBMLB. MILUBINGGGGGGGGG!!!!
xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, November 15
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xoxo, you know you love me Friday, November 14
at 10:42 AMOMGGGGG. This is brutal. WATCH THE VIDEO ON THE HOMEPAGE! I tried Viewing Source so I could just grab the video and embed it here but I can't seem to find the video code, so you'll just have to watch it on the site. AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL CYCLE 11!!!!! Pardon me while I rant a LOT about the show. I love Analeigh. (You have to watch the show to understand what I'm talking about.) She's versatile times ten. She can do really sweetie-pie shoots, really good commercials (She won theCoverGirl commercial shoot in Episode 9.), and really high-fashion shoots. Plus, she's reallyreallyreally sweet and nice. She's been there for Marjorie (my second favourite, but now eliminated), and she was there for Isis when Isis had to inject hormones to aid in her gender transition, and she was there whenever the girls needed her. SEE? SO NICE RIGHT! Now let's talk about McKey. McKey is the one most people know are gonna win ANTM Cycle 11. She's been really coasting, because she started out so strong, unlike Analeigh who started out average and is now FANTASTIC. She does great high-fashion shoots, but TERRIBLE commercials. (Go watch Episode 9.) and she cannot do sweetie-pie. (If she attempts to do sweetie-pie I'll vomit blood.) The judges really lovelovelove her, because she's always been so consistent, and strong, and she's never been in the bottom 2. Then there's Samantha. (Oh, God. I cannot stand Samantha.) I would seriously have preferred it if they had eliminated Samantha instead of Marjorie in Episode 12. SAMANTHA IS A FREAKING BITCH. Yes, she does fabulous shoots, like the casual one in Episode 11, and the fierce-eyes one in Episode 5, but once she opens her mouth, you cannot stand her. I think she is someone where the phrase "dumb blonde" really applies. IN EPISODE 12 SHE HAD THE NERVE TO ASK MARJORIE (who was in the bottom 2 in Episode 11) WHETHER IT HURT BEING THE BOTTOM 2. Bitch. Obviously it hurts lah. If she wins I'm going to shoot myself. I'm so glad Sheena left. Sheena and her, together, they were obnoxious times ten. If she wins I'm never going to watch another cycle of ANTM again. Samantha is a dumb blonde who can't speak to save her life. (Plus she always looks so plain at panel, always in grey skinny jeans or that horrible skirt.) Oh, God. I reallyreallyreally hope Analeigh wins.
xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, November 13
at 11:50 AMOh, man, oh, man. I found this song that reallyreally describes what I wanna say to my two jies. I'm sorry if I hurt you guys. I just wanna apologize. I know it's not much, but I'm sorry. Look, I don't wanna get into a fight, okay? Neither do I want this matter to blow up. Thanks for email-ing me and pouring out your heart. Now it's my turn to do the same. You walked with me, Footprints in the sand, And helped me understand, Where I'm going, You walked with me, When I was all alone, With so much unknown, Along the way, Then I heard you say, I promise you, I'm always there, When your heart is filled with sorrow, And despair, I'll carry you When you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sand. I see my life flash across the sky, So many times have I been so afraid. And just when I, have thought I lost my way, You gave me strength to carry on, That's when I heard you say, I promise you I'm always there When your heart is filled With sorrow and despair And, I'll carry you When you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sand. When I'm with you, Well I know you've been there, And I can feel you when you say, I promise you (you) I'm always there When your heart is filled (when your heart) With sadness and despair (and despair) I'll carry you when you need a friend (need a friend) You'll find my footprints in the sand. (I promise you) Ohh. (I'm always there) When your heart is full of Sadness and despair, (and despair) I'll carry you when you need a friend. (I'll carry you) You'll find my footprints in the sand. Uhh mmhhh. I know it's not much of an apology, but I hope you accept it anyways. I just wanna tell you two, no matter how angry I am, or hurt, you'll always be my jies. And that will never change. xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, November 12
at 5:18 PMAnyway, a post today about happier things! (Cuz' I'm trying to get my mind off emo stuff, cuz I swear a lot more when I'm emo.) Today in choir we learnt the song we'll be singing with our two guest choirs, Fuhua Sec and Ai Tong Primary. Super nice! But Shuwei went to call it "another cheesy emo song". ROFL. I'll let you people judge for yourselves on CONCERT DAY! Here's a preview of how the song sounds like: The lyrics: For just a little while, we were here together. For just a little while, we were side by side. And I know someday that we will reflect on this and see what a special time it was, for just a little while. For just a little while, we have joined our voices. For just a little while, we made a diff'rence here. And I know that through it all, these are days we will recall. What a special time it was, for just a little while. Maybe someday, when we're all alone, maybe someday, out there on our own, we'll remember this time, and we'll smile, for just a little while. For just a little while, we have shared the music. For just a little while, we have shared a dream. But, I know that in my heart, we will never be apart. What a special time it was, for just a little while. Maybe someday, when we're all alone, maybe someday, out there on our own, we'll remember this time, and we'll smile, for just a little while. For just a little while, (just a little while,) What a special time it was. BTW, those people who reserved tickets from me, please arrange to meetup to collect your tickets BEFORE next Wednesday, cuz' I REALLYREALLY need to give my Choir teacher the money next Wednesday.
xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, November 11
at 10:06 AMThe veryvery lovely Nurul Afrah Bte Zaini (a.k.a Retard One) tagged me in a quiz! So I shall honour my lovely Retard (even though I don't really like quizzes) because I love her and because it's nice she thought of me when she tagged me! ROFL. Current mood: Still. (Is that a mood?) Current taste: In what? If it's guys, it'll never change. ROFL xD Current clothes: Pyjamas. (Unglamorous, but whatever.) Current desktop: My pink-and-black checked wallpaper with "JANELLE" in white on it. Current toenail Color: Black. (YAY FOR BLACK!) Current time: 10.14am. Current thoughts: How many more questions??? I wanna eat breakfast. FIRSTS. First best friend: Kindergarten. This girl called Shannon who would later go on to RGPS. (Effing genius.) First crush: Primary Three! (I shan't say who, because if I do, some of my readers will know.) First movie: Barney: The Movie? IDK. First time clubbed: On my eighteenth birthday. Oh, what nice memories. First partner: I shan't say who, in case he's reading this. First kiss: None yet, but soon... LASTS. Last cigarette: Never will I smoke. Last alcohol: The Anchor and Tsingtao beer I drank in Hainandao. Last car ride: Yesterday, when my mum fetched me to choir practice. Last crush: Err... I think it's better I don't say this. HIM. Last time clubbed: IDK. When I'm too old to club? Last partner: Lee Junwei<3.> Last phone call: Daddy. Last CD played: BY2's NC-16. Last song played: T-Shirt - Shontelle. Last person kissed: It's better if I don't say this to. Last place gone to: BED! HAVE YOU EVER-S. Have you ever dated one of your best friends: What do you think? *eyebrows go up* Have you ever been arrested: You think? *smirks* Have you ever been on TV: What do you think?. Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: You think? Have you ever did drugs: PANADOL! PLACES. Places you can be always seen at: Kovan MRT, Sengkang MRT, Compass Point, nchs, Bugis, AMK Hub and J8. Oh, and the Central Lending Library in Bras Basah. Places you like to go: All those listed above... DUH-UH! Places you'd like to visit: Paris. And New York. And Tokyo (again). And Hokkaido. And Korea (again) and Taiwan (yet again). THINGS. Things you like to eat: Potatoes! Things you like to do: Talk. Sing. Sleep. Listen to music. Things you do when you get bored: SMS Jeri, Afrah, YeeJun or Vanessa. (But lately Afrah always cuts off convo halfway, so I don't really text her when I'm bored these days.) the 6 people i choose to do this: *muahahhahahahaha!!!!* Vanessa. Afrah. Jeri. Clarine. Rachel. Junwei.
xoxo, you know you love me at 9:46 AMIf you are waiting for someone to come and fill all of your needs, and, in particular, your emotional ones, you may have to wait a very long time! You're responsible for fulfilling your own needs, dear Scorpio. If you don't, you will be eternally dependent. This would certainly be unlike you! Yesterday at around 9pm, Dawn and WeiYe came over to play Monopoly. We played and ate the cookies they made yesterday. Superrrr funny! We played on the two steps of my house connecting the dining room and living room (You have to have seen my house in order to know what it looks like), and then WeiYe and I were sitting on the steps, and Dawn was sitting on the floor of the dining room. Then WeiYe was sitting on the edge of the top step, then she kept forgetting it was steps, so she kept moving backwards. AND FALLING BUTT-FIRST ONTO THE BOTTOM STEP. Superrr funny. And it didn't help that Dawn's luck was especially bad that day. She bought three properties, then both me and WeiYe didn't land on ANY. To make things worse, in a 90min game, she only passed "Go" and collected her $2000 TWICE! Me and WeiYe went past "Go" like... six or seven times each. Why? CUZ SHE KEPT ROLLING "1" AND KEPT GOING TO JAIL. Then when she came out of jail she had to repeat that same stretch of the board over and over again. Worse still, she now has a permanent fear of the "Community Chest" and "Chance" squares, cuz' whenever she draws them, she's BOUND to either go to jail or pay money. Then whenever me and WeiYe draw we would win money in assorted amounts. So whenever Dawn drew the orange/yellow card, she would be squawking "WHAT?" cuz' she always had to pay something, either to the bank or to me and WeiYe. ROFLMAO. Then she finally went,"Aiyah, I don't wanna play already lah. My luck today so rotten." Then we couldn't persuade her to continue, so we ended the game. WeiYe had 15 title deeds, so she won in terms of properties. But she only had about $7000, whereas I had 7 title deeds and around $25000. (Cuz' I kept collecting money from going past "Go" and from my "Chance" and "Community Chest" cards.) Then after that packed up the Monopoly set, then brought my guitar down for them to fool around on. ROFL. There, that was my entertaining night last night. Toodles! Later going Bishan Library and J8 with my brother. If you're going and you see me, say hi!
xoxo, you know you love me Monday, November 10
at 11:12 AMI was SUPPOSED to meet my retards at 11.30 at Compass KFC today before Choir. But, 1. Mum's fetching me for choir practice, so I can't leave the house earlier. 2. I'm lazy to leave so early. So... yeah. Have a great time without me, retards :D WTF. I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING FOR CHOIR. I WANT TO PON CHOIR TODAY. But bo pian, cuz I already missed so many practices already. Now dragging myself out of my computer seat to go shower and change into uni. Tata~
xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, November 9
at 11:49 PMI am officially pissed. I cannot seem to make head or tail of the chord book. I can follow the fingerings provided in the book, but I don't GET the whole power-chord and other terms. I was like... huh-ing thoroughout the book. So eventually I put away the chord book and just played some random chords on my guitar. ROFL. I STILL NEED FREE GUITAR LESSONS! ANYONE AVALIABLE?
xoxo, you know you love me at 5:20 PMI'm so happy~ I finally got my guitar! It's my parents' birthday present for me, as well as my reward for getting 5A's in the second semester's common tests. I shall take a picture of it and upload it when I have the time. Which is not now. I shall attempt to go and decipher the cryptic chord book that we bought together with the guitar now. (ANYONE CAN OFFER FREE GUITAR LESSONS?)
xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, November 8
at 3:08 PMI'M HOME!~ Firstly, I'd like to thank YeeJun, Jeri, Vanessa, Kylie, Afrah, Nicole, Claris, Wenhui and Audrey. Thanks you guys, for the wonderful birthday messages. I read them in Hainandao, was super touched xD Next, thanks to Kylie Sweetheart, Cindy Byotch, Clarine Retard Three, Claris, Gina Aiai, [, Wenhui Aunt, Chloe, T.Weiqi for the birthday tags! And to those who tagged, thanks for tagging! (You can see I'm really lazy to reply to my tags.) Anyways, Hainandao was alright lah. No shopping, I was so disappointed, cuz' the only place that has shopping is the capital, Haikou, and we were only there for a single night, so I didn't get to buy much. I still got some of the stuff I wanted, like my new shades, a new wallet and the HSHMM CD. I took heaps and heaps of photos. 600+! I still have to Photoshop them so that they'll fit the format I want. (You'll see what kinda format when I finally upload the photos yeah.) I'll blog more later, gotta do a thousand a one things now. TTYL!
xoxo, you know you love me Monday, November 3
at 5:57 AMHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~ Thanks for the midnight well-wishes, YeeJun, Kylie, Jeri, Vanessa and Afrah. Love you people :D My plane's "LAST CALL"-ing, gotta go. See you people on the 8th! Remember, keep it real :D xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, November 1
at 5:09 PMTWO DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY & HAINANDAO! Just came back (about 1 and a half hour ago) from rebonding my hair. It's alright I guess, but it'll take some time to get used to this perfectly straight silky hair, instead of my old dry, wavy, out of control most of the time, sometimes curly, supersuper unpredictable hair. Especially when it's starting to behave itself. Nevermind, went to try something new since I've had the same hairstyle since P4 (I know - that sucks) cuz' I didn't wanna try anything new. I guess I look okay, but the new hair seems to make my complexion look blotchier, and my eyebags darker. Or was my complexion always blotchy and my eyebags always as dark as my jet-black computer keyboard? Rofl. Enough about hair. Anyways, I'm reading Wei Ye's friend's copy of Twilight cuz' I wanna see if it's nice before I fork out $20+ that I could easily use on a pair of skinny jeans to buy the book. It's quite nice. I'm quite impressed by the writing style. But Vanessa says that Twilight and Breaking Dawn are the best, but Twilight is her favourite because "the rest you cant really feel the love between them" I'll be seeing the two people who mean the most to me tomorrow! 1 more day until I see Darling and Dear. (I wonder what they're buying me for my birthday.) ANDANDAND, F1 FINAL RACE IS TOMORROW! JIAYOU LEWIS HAMILTON!!!!!!!
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