 Friday, October 31
 at 9:52 AMHappy one month, dardar. (First month was yesterday, but kinda forgot. Sorry):) We actually had fun. Super, super funny. The whole OC got their timings wrong. Afrah, Clarine and Mr Lin took Afrah's dad's car and reached the chalet at 1pm. They crashed in Sleepy's chalet until we came at 3pm. Then when we came, Mr Lin came to the reception to check us in. Amirul and LiangZhou were also there. After that blew up balloons, did the water balloons. They were supposed to be for the games, but no one wanted to play. So we let them play however they liked with the balloons. Hahas. After that the people started coming, blahblahblah, passed out class tee, went to beach to play, came back, had BBQ. Then after that I stayed in the kitchen with my Retards and Bernice, watching Mr Lin being spastic. Then after that T.Weiqi came in. (Yes, he was there extra-ing at our class chalet. But I think he went only because Gina was there :D. Somemore he keep dunwan to admit that he's Gina's stead. Please lah, everyone already knows that they're steading, and have been for almost three months.) Sat down there, had fun. Then went to eat dinner. After that Mr Lin, Mr Wang and Mr Lau taupok-ed Liangzhou cuz' the whole year he was so naughty. Super funny! Jeri took a video and sent to me, but I'm not allowed to post it here, tough luck. Then after that idk what I did, rofl. I think I sat in the girls' room with Mummy, Junchao, Wenhui, Claire, Michelle, YuHan and Jeri with all the lights off and blasting music and gossiping. Or was that before the taupok-ing thing? I know Mr Wang, Mr Lin and Mr Lau told ghost stories around 10pm. Then everybody crowded in the girls' room to listen. Quite fun. Class chalet was alright lah, had many ups and downs in a single night :D
xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, October 30
at 11:09 AMCLASS CHALET IS TODAY! Jeri and Asyiqin are supposed to be at my place by now, but apparently they're still on the bus here. Gahh. Anyways, was supposed to wake up at 10.45 today, but kept getting interrupted. Afrah called me at 10am, and my stupid loud ringtone woke me up. So dragged myself to my phone to answer it. After she called, went back to sleep. Then I barely got half an hour more sleep, cuz' Bryan called at 10.30. Answered his call, wantED to go back to sleep, but couldn't. So woke up and showered. And now I'm down here blogging. Then I brought my phone into the bathroom with me (like I always do), then I shower halfway got another call. So came out, dried myself, and answered. It was Bernice. After answered her call, went back into the shower. ROFL. I'll see what time I get home from the chalet today. If I get home before midnight I might blog, but if I get home after that I don't think I will. Cheers :D
xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, October 29
at 10:05 PMCLASS CHALET IS TOMORROW! FIVE MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY! Average day today :D Met Jeri at 12 at Compass, but she came late, so I ambled around the basement of Compass waiting for her. ROFL. Then she came, we had lunch at KFC together. Then went to meet YuHan and pass her her class tee. After that walked around for awhile then went for choir. Singsingsingsing(: After choir went to Compass to meet Clarine. Waited for her for almost an hour, lols. Thanks so much, Bernice and Denise, for accompanying me in the wait for Clarine :D After that picked up cake, then went home :D
xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, October 28
at 10:42 PMthey say that everything in life happens for a reason. so what's the reason for this? what's the reason for having to live with people like these? you tell me what's the reason. if you don't know what's going on, don't act smart. keep your fucking fatass shut. only talk if you understand the situation 100%. xoxo, you know you love me at 6:23 PMJust got back from outing with Retards! Supersuper fun :D Met them at Compass at 12.30, then we went to Macs' for lunch. Cindy and Junchao came to collect class tee. Afrah was wearing her Muslim scarf, and it took me about half an hour to get used to it. ROFL. I mean no offence, Afrah. xP Camwhored a little at Macs'.  Afrah ad I - unglamness. JERI, THIS PHOTO IS YOUR FAULT! Retards! This was drawn by Jeri with ketchup on a paper napkin! :D Jeri and Clarine - the pinkys. Thus, the pinky finger to match the pink tees. Afrah and I. I look so unglam. Retard One - Afrah!  Retard Two - Clarine! Retard Three - Me! Retard Four - Jeri!Camwhored at Sengkang MRT station too.  Me, Afrah and Jeri :D Clarine, Afrah and Jeri(: Jeri, me and Clarine. :D Me, Clarine and Afrah.Then MRT-ed to Dhoby Ghaut to change MRT to Somerset. Alighted at Somerset. Felt like going to visit Kylie, but then realised that I have no idea where she lives except that it's around Somerset area. (Now you know why they call me a sotong.) Then walked out of the MRT station, heard lotsa weird sounds cuz' of the construction. ROFL. Was walking to Orchard Cineleisure, but we went in the wrong direction. Super funny. We only realised we were walking the wrong way when Afrah (the "smart" retard) went into 7-11 to ask the guy where the Cineleisure was. So we started walking in the other direction. Then we walked until our starting point when Afrah realised you could see the words "MERITUS MANDARIN" poking out from where we started off. (Meritus Mandarin is behind the Cineleisure.) ROFL lorh! Then Jeri and Clarine kept laughing and laughing. After that got to Cineleisure, saw the bigbig HSM3 poster on the pillar right in front of us, and freaked out. Hahas. (Zac Efron is HOT!) Then walked around. Took escalator up to 2nd floor. When we reached the 2nd floor I thought I'd died and gone up to Heaven. No lah, not really. Put the entire Bugis Street, plus a neoprint shop, into an air-conditioned shopping mall, and you've got my Heaven. But seriously, I even saw the "DADDY'S LITTLE EXPENSIVE GIRL" tee I wanted! And that is superrrr hard to find! And they have a neoprint store there! And newurbanmale! And mameemoo! And diva! And Pandora's Box! And More Than Words! But anyway, enough digressing and on with the main storyline. After walking around, with many "Oh, stop it, Jan," at me after I freaked out over seeing an item in a store I really liked (xD), we finally found ourselves at the fourth floor, the Cathay box office. We were glancing at the timings screen, a little confused. Because they had "HSM3" and "HSM3 Digital". Because it was already 2:10 by the time we reached the box office, and HSM3 started at 2pm, we decided to buy the tickets to the 3pm HSM3 Digital show. Then when purchasing the tickets, we asked the guy what's the diff between Digital and normal. He said that Digital is better quality. So we purchased the tickets :D Then after that went back down to Level2 to take neos. I'll scan them in another day when Sleepy comes back from his two-night overnight class chalet and can help me work the scanner. The neoprint shop there is amazing too. They have all these neon pink glow lights in the storefront that made Afrah freak out. And the machines are seriously cool! I made everybody pay up! WAHAHAHAHAHA. Took neos twice, then decided to go upstairs. But Clarine said she wanted snacks, but it was already 2:57, we decided that half of us would go up first and the other half would go down to buy food and drinks. At first, all Jeri, Clarine and Afrah wanted to go buy snacks. But eventually my dear Jeri sacrificed. We waited for the DUMBDUMBDUMB lift (which seemed to go up to any floor EXCEPT the second) until 2:59, then Jeri cannot tahan already. So we took escalator. UP TO THE SIXTH FLOOR. Four flights of escalators. And we marched up every flight. (I burned so many carbs. I should do it more often.) Then reached the cinema, couldn't find our seats. Hahas. Eventually found them. In front of us was this whole row of angmohs who were supersupersupersupersuper noisy! All throughout the show they kept screaming stuff, and they put their legs on the seat in front of them, and knocked the heads of the people sitting in front. If this is what typical Americans do in cinemas, this is the first time I'm glad I don't live in America. Couldn't enjoy the movie in peace cuz' of those hollering, inconsiderate, uncivilised blonde monkeys. But to be fair, it was an awesome show. And the enhanced quality meant I could stare at Zac Efron's hot face in better quality! Oohlala. I feel like watching it again. Aiai, want to go out and watch? I don't mind watching again. Seriously. ZAC EFRON IS HOT. HOTTER THAN NIC EVEN. (Sorry, Nic, but it's true.) Speaking of Nic, DID YOU SEE THE ARTICLE ON MILUBING IN THE NEWSPAPERS? SUCH A BIG ONE! Local bands don't usually get this kind of exposure, so I'm reallyreally happy for them :D Anyways, after watching we decided to be good girls, so we walked back to Somerset MRT. Then Afrah MRT-ed back home to Yishun direct, whereas me, Clarine and Jeri took to Dhoby Ghaut and changed. :D Homed at 6.30(:  TCC! This will always make me remember Mr Lin(: The first ever Word of the Day Mr Lin taught us! Always makes me think of him :D The ultra-cool seat in the neoprint booth! I want my desk chair to be like that! Group photo in the Cathay lift! (We tried taking a group photo with self-timer, but it failed because: 1. I blinked. 2. The phone kept falling. 3. We had to hold our smiles for a long, long time. So, yupp. That's our only group photo. Tag replies!
xoxo, you know you love me at 11:00 AMAn hour more till I leave the house to go meet my retards. Showered already, but still in home clothes. I need to go get changed. Later! I LOVE CONTACT LENS PREORDERS!
xoxo, you know you love me at 8:34 AM2 DAYS TO CLASS CHALET! 6 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!
Now that that's off my chest, I'm feeling much less guilty about not replying tags. Hahahas. Later going out with Retards. We're going Orchard Cineleisure to watch HSM3. Gina was supposed to go with us originally, because it was supposed to be PLaza Sing, but after that she said she don't feel like going. So we changed it to Orchard Cineleisure. AIAI, WHY YOU DON'T WANNA GO???): xoxo, you know you love me Monday, October 27
at 2:42 PMFuck the world. I was feeling so happy yesterday, now this has to happen. Clarine and Jeri came over for the chalet meeting. Then after lunch we suddenly got a very disturbing text from Afrah: "MY DAD SAYS I CANT GO FOR CHALET" So we called her up, and she said that for no reason, her dad just said she can't go. And then sat on the sofa and read the newspaper. WAHLAO. THREE DAYS TO CHALET AND YOU COME AND TELL US THIS. Now we have to rush. We have three days to cover the gap. We spent two months planning, and only have three days to cover the gap. Why is her father so unreasonable? And then now I realise that without me in Xiyao, the girls have grown closer. When I go back, I'll feel like an outcast all over again. I'll have to struggle to be part of them again. Look, I struggled to be part of them for almost a whole year. Then the last term, when I suddenly get pulled out, this happens. Look, I have the Guangzhou camp this December. If I have to spend a whole week feeling like an outcast, I'd rather stay at home. I'd rather stay at home talking on MSN to my retards. I feel like crying right now. Seriously. I feel like everything's going wrong. Like I should just have perished from this world.
xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, October 26
at 10:59 PMhttp://www.apple.com/ipodnano/ SOME RICH PERSON PLEASE BUY THE HOTPINK OR LIMEGREEN OR PURPLE ONE FOR ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY! (Actually, I wouldn't mind any of the colours.) BUY ONE FOR ME AND I'LL LOVE YOU TILL HELL FREEZES OVER<3 xoxo, you know you love me at 8:51 PMGot this from Xiaxue's blog. AND SINCE I WILL ADMIT THAT I AM VERTICALLY-CHALLENGED, THIS APPLIES TO ME. What is it about height anyway? I don't see why that is a plus point at all. Sure, it helps you take stuff from high selves. Sure, the air you breathe is fresher. But as I have once said before, aesthetics is all about proportion, not height. Perhaps you guys forgot the cavemen story on how height became an important factor for beauty nowadays. Maybe I should reillustrate it? Indeed, I shall. For those of you who read it before, please read it again coz obviously you didn't get my point. Once upon a time very very long ago, the earth was only populated by Cavepeople and perhaps some sabertooth tigers. The Cavepeople were divided into groups by their height, coz the taller ones are usually the stronger and more successful. The tall cavepeople are leaders because it is more possible for them to find food as they are the ones who can reach higher up the trees for fruits, and go deeper into the rivers to catch fish. Not unexpectedly, they run faster too (longer legs, longer strides), thus they don'y often get killed by the said sabertooth tigers. The leaders of the pack, aka the Tall Cavepeople, decided one day that Tall is good, Tall is beautiful, Tall is everything nice. Being tall cavemen, they wanted tall cavewomen too, so that the cavewomen don't look so stubbed (I don't think there is such a word, but heck.) standing beside them. Besides this, tall cavewomen cannot claim that they are too short to wash clothes in the river without being washed away. This point, the tall cavemen liked! So they started to make Tall Cavebabies by only letting the Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewomen have sex. And boy did they have sex! They "oooh!" and "ahhh!" all day long in the day, mating and mating. Slowly, the Short Cavepeople foresaw what is going to happen to them. You see, God was fair and mighty in those days, and he made the short cavepeople smarter instead of taller and stronger. The Short cavepeople knew that with more Tall Cavepeople, they would be kicked out of the gang to become outcasts pretty soon, and be bullied more. The Short Cavepeople were totally against the idea of the fruit of Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman's labour. And they were short. So they can't do much about it, except whine the whole day and give the Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman a kick whenever they passed by that eventful cave. Not that the Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman noticed of course. The Average-height Cavepeople were pissed with all the pandemonium. In fact, they were pissed with almost everything. They were the only type of people God seems to be unfair to. God gave them half brains and half height. In fact, the Average-height Cavepeople were so pissed with the constant moaning of the Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman, and the constant whining of the Short Cavepeople, that they can't take it any longer. They took out a parang (a kinda knife their kind invented) and slaugthered the shit outta Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman. It may be interesting to note that Tallest Cavewoman was killed exactly when she got her first orgasm, also marking the first pre-historic orgasm ever (She was 13 and stood at 1.87m) in the records of history. From then on people concluded that girls like excitements such as being threatened with a parang while having sex and therefore came bondage and sado-masochism. Anyway, we can imagine the aftermath of the bloodshed. The tall cavepeople were very angry with the Average-height Cavepeople for the unreasonable killings of the Tallest of their kind. They decided they shall tolerate no more of such nonsense, and with a huff, they took the pre-historic heels they made for their then-still-not-that-tall cavewomen and left the place. Without the Tall Cavepeople's help to catch food, the rest suffered significant losses in their meals. Secretly the smart Short Cavepeople were inventing fishing rods and arrows and spears for easier gaming, and they once tried to teach the Average-height Cavepeople how to use those things, but they were just to dumb to learn. Instead, the average-height Cavepeople decided that it was the Short Cavepeople's fault for whining in the first place, and started to beat the Short Cavepeople up whenever they can. The Short Cavepeople, being kind-hearted fellows actually, started to decided it IS their fault that the Tallest Caveman and Tallest Cavewoman got killed. With the beatings and the guilt, they could take it no more and migrated in an opposite direction to the Tall Cavepeople. The Average height Cavepeople were in a loss. Now, they were lazy bastards and were very happy with the Short Cavepeople's catches but now that both the Tall and Short were gone, they had no food. So they secretly followed the Short Cavepeople, and stopped a few hundred of kilometres away from them, coz they discovered that their country has a few nice islands. A few earthquakes which split the earth and a few billions years later, the Tall Cavepeople found themselves in Paris, and that's why the supermodels all got "great height". The phrase "looks like a model" was actually a shortened form of "Looks like a living model of the Tallest Cavewoman". The Short Cavepeople, now having evolved into wimpy people not willing to voice any opinions (and not to mention, short), were actually there before Sang Nila Utama came to our sunny island, called Singapore. The barbaric Average-height Cavepeople, being stupid, can only watch from a distance the success of the Short community (of course they will succeed coz they are smart) with a very sore eye. They, up to this day, still bully the Short community because the Short community is tolerant and good-natured. One day, we will reach up to our limits and fire all the "Average height" workers working in our country. We see how they will survive! Alright! So now you know why height is seen as being important in our society. However, nobody stopped to think that ladders have render tree climbing useless. Boats have rendered deep river fishing useless. Cars have rendered escaping from wild animals useless, not to mention that the Sabertooth tiger is extinct. So height has no use whatsoever nowadays. It is just and age-old tradition that tall is good. Yes, tall men look stronger, thus it is undeniable that they look better. But tall women? There is no need to look strong at all for women. I personally think that long legs will get entangled in bed, so short women are better sex partners. I shall make it clear. In my blog, any comment saying tall is good or shu nu is good or anything I once wrote is bad is good, shall be deleted without pity. My blog is an Anti height, anti shu nu blog so sod off. Tall is good, but short is better. Now learn to say "Wow, she is so short!" in the same breath as "Wow, she is so tall!" and don't be one of those stupid people so influenced by society's view. Afterall, short people tend to live longer. Look at those Japanese. -I can hear u short people cheering- SO FUNNY! xoxo, you know you love me at 1:59 PMI shall leave you people with a picture from my cousin's BBQ last night, which happened after Junwei texted me.  Do not attempt to ask me what is going on. WHAT DO YOU THINK IS GOING ON, SUCKERS?! xoxo, you know you love me at 1:08 PMI'm seriously dead confused right now. I have no idea whether I should get back with Junwei or not. He asked me to last night, but I just told him to give me time. I haven't decided whether I should get back together with him. Haiis..... Anyways, I agree with Clarine. It's no use putting up a brave front any more. I really miss the teachers. Especially Mr Lin and Mr Lau. Well, since we had to share Mr Lau with seven other classes, he wasn't THAT close to us, so it's not that bad. But we only had to share Mr Lin with 3B and 2I, so it's especially bad. Thank God we still have the class chalet to relieve the memories. Haiis. On a completely random note, YeeJun asked me what I want for my birthday. I told her to look at my "Wants" list. However, I intend to buy some of the stuff on my wishlist (actually, most of it) online or at Bugis. So you'll just have to follow your intuition if you intend to get a birthday present for me (: 4 days to class chalet. 9 days to my birthday. 9 days till I board the plane to Hainandao. 10 days to US election.
xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, October 25
at 5:59 PMWENT TO COLLECT CLASS TEE TODAY AT QUEENSWAY! The class tee is super-nice. I can't stop admiring it. Maybe I'll upload some pictures of it sometime, if not you'll have to wait until after my class chalet to see how cool my class tee is. Hahas. PEOPLE WHO HAVE YET TO ARRANGE WITH ME THE MEETUPS FOR CLASS TEE COLLECTION, DO SO BEFORE MONDAY. IF YOU DON'T, I'LL ASSUME YOU'LL COLLECT IT ON CLASS CHALET DAY. TEXT ME OR IM ME YEAHS? Anyways, that idiot of a Sleepy (all darkly tanned, and reminding me of a burnt sausage from his OBS adventures) is chasing me to get off so he can check out the website of some boring food supplier for his class chalet. I am dead envious, on account of how his class has $300 to spend on their class chalet. Our class has one-sixth that amount. You know, we can blow our entire class chalet budget on 40 satay sticks. Seriously. I am running this chalet on a budget as fat as the breath of a strand of my hair, not a shoelace.
xoxo, you know you love me Friday, October 24
at 9:02 PMFirst day of holidays spent entirely within the same school walls, so it didn't feel like it was the holidays. 11+ got choir performance, we performed for like... 80 Xinmin Primary kids. Shuwei kept saying they were adorable and short, and Ms Yin was like,"Once upon a time, you were like that too." Then I went, all,"Keyword: once upon a time." Now uploading long-ago-should-have-uploaded photos to my Facebook. And watching Episode 9 of Cycle 11 of America's Next Top Model. TTYL people!
xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, October 23
at 8:47 PMsusah aku nak katakan, engkau pun tak mengharap ataupun terfikir tentang hal ini, tetapi aku telah jatuh, jatuh cinta terhadapmu dan aku sayang padamu Yeppo. That's Malay. Got any Malay friends, of if you're taking Malay (Special Programme), translate it. Hahas. Was listening to the song Thunder by Boys Like Girls. your voice was the soundtrack of my summer do you know i'll never love another you'll always be my thunder your eyes are the brightest of all the colours do you know i'll never love another you'll always be my thunder so bring on the rain and bring on the thunder. It was Our Song. But now that we've broken up, it really brings back a lot of memories.
xoxo, you know you love me at 6:12 PMSCHOOL'S OUT!~ I wish I could have blogged earlier, but was supersuper busy today. It was kind of an emotional day, in terms of happiness and tears yeahs? Spent most of the periods before recess chatting and camwhoring with Jeri, Afrah, Clarine, Claire and Audrey. Superfun! Then because it was CARE (Bear) day, we all had to bring packets of instant noodles and decorate paper bags to give to the underprivileged children at Street Eleven. We took the black, and decorated it in this real simple but real nice way. Photos are below. After that went to help Miss Hoon set up the IT labs for tomorrow's Open House. Then Mr Lin texted Audrey to ask her where she was, then she told him Mac lab on third floor. Then he came up. Then because today is Mr Lin and Mr Lau's last day in nchs, so Mr Lin came and gave us this farewell compo kind thing, and lollipops. I read the compo, read until the last page then started crying. WTF LAH MR LIN. ALL YOUR FAULT LAH. NEXT TIME I CRY BECAUSE OF YOU YOU HAVE TO BUY ME A HANKY OR A PACKET OF TISSUE. But I wasn't the only one. Bernice cried, and I think Amirul cried too. (Don't worry, Amirul. I don't think it was wrong that you cried(: ) I swear, I saw Mr Lin tearing up too. Except, he didn't cry openly. He just blinked like siao, his eyes and nose were red, and he kept his head down. (Haha. Now we know how much he'll miss us! :D) I shall type a tribute to him right here.
There you go. Don't say I never give you tribute ahh. Rofl. Anyways, after that went back to class and started to play Blackjack and Cheat with Mummy, Junchao, Claire, Wenhui, Michelle and Ichigo-jie. Then whenever got teacher pass by we would hide the cards. So fun. Then went up to Hall for assembly. Shan't elaborate on that yeas? After that came down, the emotional bits, blahblahblah, and before we knew it, our first year at nchs was over. Got our report books back. I GOT 18th IN CLASS! I TIED WITH ICHIGO-JIE! Super happy. AND JERI GOT FIRST IN CLASS! AND MY DEARDEAR BYOTCH GOT SECOND! Super happy for both of them :D After that we went stayed back in school and talked with Mr Lin and Mr Lau until 3pm, then we went to Compass with Mr Lin. Then me, Jeri, Afrah, Clarine, Audrey, Mummy, Claire, Mr Lin and Clarine's friend Enjo took 80 from Compass to Hougang Mall. Actually, Mr Lin and Claire got off before Hougang Mall, and Audrey didn't get off with us, but it was great :D Reached Hougang Mall around 3.50? Then went to order Mr Lau's birthday cake. (THOSE WHO KNOW THE DETAILS OF THE CELEBRATION, DO NOT BREATHE A SYLLABLE. OR PREPARE TO BE STUFFED INTO THE CHICKEN AND FRIED DURING THE CLASS CHALET.) After ordering the birthday cake we went to NTUC to get the class chalet stuff. At first we got a trolley, then all of us (Me, Jeri, Afrah, Clarine, Mummy and Enjo) stuffed our bags into the trolley, so it was so full there was hardly any space to put the groceries. ROFL. Then after that we decided a more sensible option would be to carry our own bags, and use the trolley for the groceries. LOL! Bought a LOT of drinks (Afrah the superwoman carried them all home. Amazing.) and the tomato sauce for one of the games. (BTW, about the games, Mummy and Cindy know about game one. Cindy byotch knows about game two, but game three remains top-secret. Wanna know what game three is about? Wait for seven more days, to the dynamite's class chalet '08!) Wakakakakakakaka. Then went up to Popular to buy mahjong paper for one of the games, then went to Mini Toons. Spent a lot of time inside Mini Toons deliberating on the teacher's gifts. Eventually bought Mr Wu's only. I bought some honey sticks. (I LOVE HONEY STICKS!) Then after that MRT-ed home. Hahas~ PHOTOS!  Jellybean refused to talk all through IT, so we decided to stick sticky tape on her mouth! With Jellybean<3  With Audrey(: Retards! Tongues out everybody :D You should know who these four are :D Claire and I!   The whole 1D '08 got promoted up to 2D '09. And with a new year comes a new classroom. But there are so many memories left behind in the 1Dynamite classroom this year. The Sec1 orientation camp, which I will never forget, all the decorations and stuff. And also, the cupboards at the teacher's table are all still full. (Must find one day to stop procrastinating and go back to clear everything home.) Thanks for the friendships, guys. The first year of our secondary education has gone by in the blink of an eye. Everything has to come to an end sometimes, yeahs? I hope we all learned a thing or two from this year. I hope with a new number before the "2" in our class name, comes a class with more class spirit. I hope so. Those going to the class chalet, I'll see you then. Those not going, I'll see you next year. New classroom, but the same familiar faces. 2D-ynamite '09. Just wait and see. Bro's coming back from OBS tomorrow. Didn't think I'd say this, but without him, the house is actually... pretty quiet. Can't wait for him to get back.
xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, October 22
at 9:29 PMCurrent Mood: Worried about class chalet. Current Music: Better In Time - Leona Lewis I'm so worried for the class chalet. Suddenly last minute seven of the guys back out and say they not coming. Then cuz' Weijie, Yuejun and JunHan are the most popular guys, so if they don't go a lot of guys also don't go. Then today after briefing Weijie and Yuejun suddenly say don't wanna go, then SiKai and the others also say don't wanna go. So now we're stuck with only a measly ten guys. Jeri, Clarine and I spent out whole last period trying to convince them to come. But to no avail. Ended up leaving in angry tears and went to play Hangman with Weiqi, Rachel, Gina and YeeTzen to cool down. The girls are so united, more united than we could ever have hoped for. So many girls are going, and so many of them ordered the class tee. They're all so united. I wish I could say the same for the guys. They're so divided. Divided to the extent that the popular guys don't even so much as GLANCE at the notsopopular ones. Most of the 1D guys have a fucking attitude problem. They think this attitude problem attracts girls to them, but it doesn't. In fact, I think it chases them away. After all, no one would want a boyfriend who swears all the time, who can't even be bothered with his notsopopular classmates. Seriously. I'm just praying hard that God will make everything work out in the end. Because seriously, sometimes I feel like just cancelling the chalet and putting 2+ months of hard, careful planning to waste. The dynamites just don't see the effort the OC put in, don't they? They just go there for four hours and have fun. We? We meet up almost every week to discuss this, and we use every avaliable second we can. Seriously, is this all worth it? Are all the sacrifices we made for the class chalet even worth it? The guys need a talking-to. Think about it. We could be going out with our primary school friends, catching up with them on the phone, going out to watch movies with our secondary school friends. But no, we spend time doing ppt slides that you people take 3min to view. We sacrificed two months of our precious time. Look, if you don't want it, you should have told us earlier. Then we wouldn't have wasted so much time. There are only eight days left to go. Just over a week. And you come and tell us this and expect everything to work out? WILL YOU STOP BEING SO FUCKING SELF-CENTERED? WILL YOU ACTUALLY LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF EFFORT THE O.C. PUT INTO THIS CLASS CHALET? Look, before you open your fat mouth to make "smart" comments, please think of how the recipient will take it. Action causes reaction, as Mdm Siak likes to preach. ACTION CAUSES REACTION. She's been preaching it all year round, and it's been wasted on a deaf, divided class like ours. (Not talking about the girls.) Screw the 1D boys. WILL IT KILL YOU TO BE MORE MATURE FOR A FUCKING CHANGE, INSTEAD OF THE BLATANT IDIOTS YOU GUYS ARE? Please, spare a thought for us. You don't want, say no EARLIER. xoxo, you know you love me at 4:02 PMSecond last day of school! Today was a guaikia and came straight home after last period. Spent whole day emo-ing like siao in school for idk what reason. Mood swings bah. But emo-ed like siao. After school Jeri was so nice so 372 with me to Compass so I would have someone to accompany me, cuz I went there to take MRT home. So she took bus home from Compass. I LOVE YOU, JELLYBEAN<3
xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, October 21
at 11:15 PMYES! I INSTALLED OKTO ON THE MAIN TELLY ALL BY MYSELF BECAUSE NO ONE WANTED TO HELP ME! I rock.
xoxo, you know you love me at 10:19 PMSo pissed off with my parents right now. I've been going through this for idk how many months already, and I've been trying not to think about it. Each time I think about it, I cry. My mum wants to resign. She wants to resign. If she resigns, our household income will be halved. My dad's salary is unstable, and thus, I don't think I can cope with it. The worst thing is that she refuses to tell me about it. I know what she's thinking, but it's almost like she doesn't trust me. It sucks, seriously. This decision involves the entire family, not just her and Dad. Sleepy and I are part of this family too, and since this decision will affect the entire family, I don't see why she can't discuss it with us, and I don't see why she only deems Dad suitable to talk to about this. Maybe it's because she doesn't trust me enough. Or maybe it's because she thinks I'm too immature. But to tell you the truth, I feel so trapped. I can't tell her any of this to her face, because she'll probably overreact and make me stand outside the house until 1am again. She's seriously overreacting. I got my phone bill today. I used 1909 text messages, when I am allowed 2000. Super pissed with her. I've got NINETY-ONE text messages left. And she CONFISCATES MY PHONE. Saying that everyday when I come home from school I have to put it on the mantlepiece and if I don't she'll take it away. Is this a home or a prison cell? I don't feel like I have any say in anything that happens here. I feel so trapped, like I'm struggling for air and can't get it no matter how hard I try. I guess that was the reason why I started blogging all those years ago in the first place. To cope with these trapped feelings. To have an outlet to vent my anger, frustrations and happiness. Things that I cannot express with words for fear of her reaction. Families make decisions together. They're people you can trust, people you can count on. I don't feel that about my family. I mean, I love them and all, but I don't trust them. I know this sounds super unfilial and I'll probably get a lot of flak for this, but I think I trust YeeJun and Vanessa and Afrah and Jeri more than I trust any member of my family. Including my mother. I know it sounds wrong, but that's the way I feel. I feel trapped. I want freedom, but I'm not getting it. If she doesn't allow me to be free at home, I have to be free outside when I have the chance. That's why I spend so much time at Compass Point and other shopping malls after school. So I don't have to go home and feel trapped. I don't know what this feeling is, but I don't like it. I DON'T NEED SENSE TALKED INTO ME. I NEED SYMPATHY. IF I SEE TAGS THAT ARE INVOLVING TALKING SENSE INTO ME, IT GOES STRAIGHT INTO THE TRASH. Come on, you won't like it if all you need and want is sympathy and a listening ear, when all you get is sense talked into you. So why are you doing it to me?
xoxo, you know you love me at 12:54 PMCurrent mood: Bad. Current music: The chirping of the birds outside my window and my maid's yakking. Stupid Ncelz. TWO DAYS TILL SCHOOL'S OUT! THREE DAYS TO HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3. NINE MORE DAYS TO CLASS CHALET. THIRTEEN MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.
xoxo, you know you love me at 8:41 AMCurrent mood: Crappy Current music: Hero - Mariah Carey&When I Grow Up - Pussycat Dolls It's been four days since I last blogged. I'm having IT Day now, supposed to be doing. But I have NO IDEA how to do! Like now I'm so desperate that I'm going around asking other groups how to do. Gahh. This sucks. IT Day is a huge failure. In the ppt slides, they didn't even tell us how to do and expect us to do like that? Kp. I WANT JACK&JILL POTATO CHIPS. Like pregnant woman liddat, suddenly got random craving. I want the JUMBO bag of Sour Cream and Onion. Now waiting for Cindy to help me figure out how to do Issue 1. I'M DEAD. xoxo, you know you love me Friday, October 17
at 11:25 PMI'm so glad my DG is not D/G. Kylie just told me what's going on. The girl who ripped my self-esteem to shreds a year ago is back. And I'm still far from piecing the pieces back together. The girl who tore apart my confidence has returned. And this time, her mouth is even more venomous then it's ever been. Because she's tearing the whole DG apart. I'm so glad David-s has none of this drama, the entire DG being torn apart by just one girl. What makes this one girl so special? Why is it that people listen to her? Why is it that even after she backstabs people, badmouths them, they still treat her nice? Why is it that *someone* can like her even though she's not even close to pretty and her personality sucks like hell? Why is it that she can ruin the life of my best friend the way she ruined mine a year ago? WHAT MAKES HER SO SPECIAL? WHAT GIVES HER THE AUTHORITY, THE POWER? WHAT MAKES EVERYONE LISTEN TO THE VICIOUS RUMOURS SHE SPREADS? Today I'd like all of you to look at the popular girls in your school. Ask yourself why are they this way. Is it because they're prettier than the rest of us? Camwhore more? Have more freedom? Have shorter skirts and lower socks? Are not afraid to serve detention? Are not afraid to wear fanciful earrings to school and get caught for it? What deems them cooler and more popular than the rest of us, anyway?
xoxo, you know you love me at 10:44 PMI WANT HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!!!!!! The songs sound super nice. Really looking forward to it. CLARINE, IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT FOR SPREADING THE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL CRAZINESS TO ME! Gahh.
xoxo, you know you love me at 7:49 PMTurn off the TV and put down the newspaper. Look around you, dear Scorpio. Realize that real life is infinitely more interesting than the daytime programming on your local broadcast channel. If you don't find that you are being amused by the life you lead, don't escape into someone else's world. Create your own excitement. No one is going to hand you your lines. You have to write the script yourself. Have fun with it. Got back Geog. And I failed. E8. 41. I wasn't terribly confident on the day of the exam, but I didn't expect to fail either. The only consolation was the thirteen people failed, the lowest being a measly twenty-eight out of hundred, and only two people getting B's, being Jason and Bryan with 65 and 61 respectively. Everyone else scraped borderlines. NOW YOU KNOW WHAT A LOUSY TEACHER THAT BLOODYFUCKING MORONIC CHAO CHEE BYE MR HAN IS RIGHT? TEACH UNTIL SO MANY PEOPLE FAIL. If he doesn't get fired next year I'm transferring. And fucking pissed with the marker of our English papers, Mdm Pey. SHE GAVE ME AN EFFING B3! Nobody in 1D got an A1. Other classes had A1s, because MR LIN MARKED THEIR EXAM SCRIPTS. And now because of that fucking bitch, the whole 1D's English average is pulled down. That bloody effer just doesn't want us to get promoted, does she? THEN NOW NO THANKS TO HER SUPER-STRICT MARKING WHICH IS WORSE THAN ANY OTHER TEACHER'S, I GOT A FUCKING A2 FOR MY ENGLISH OVERALL. AND THIS IS MY FUCKING BEST SUBJECT. Fuck her. If I get Mdm Pey as my English teacher next year I'm transferring to another school. FUCK NCHS. COMING HERE WAS THE WORST CHOICE I EVER MADE. Wait. I didn't make this choice. My parents and my brother practically FORCED me to make the choice of coming here. They claimed they gave me a choice. But they didn't. And now I'm the one who hates school. I'm the one who's suffering. WHO'S FUCKING FAULT IS IT ANYWAY? Screw them. Nchs is a terrible school. P6-es reading this, NEVER, EVER come here. I made a mistake. And I hope others can learn from it if I can't. Never, ever come to this kind of cheena, cheapskate, SAP-wannabe school. You'll just suffer. KCUF.
xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, October 16
at 9:11 PMYou may feel like you are butting heads up against almost every person and situation that you come across today, dear Scorpio. Some days are just like this. Try not to get frustrated at yourself for the way you feel. This is only a passing phase. If things are difficult for you, this could be a reflection of the fact that you are lacking structure in that area of your life. Take an honest look at this, and make any necessary adjustments. STUPID ARSE MR LIN ZIMING! HE KEEPS CALLING ME SIYING! HE'S SO F.O.S xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, October 15
at 12:03 AM♥15OCTOBER. Today marks a special day for a very special person in my life. YEEJUN TURNS TENDER THIRTEEN. So, here's my touching tribute to her. ♥YEEJUN. I first knew you in P5, when Lianne introduced us after a 503/504 cooking lesson together. You were the first person who smiled at me in my P6 year. You were the first person who bothered to show me where 604 sat, you were the first person who bothered to talk to me that first day. You had other friends, but you still sat with me that first day, in the first row, because you knew I had no friends yet. So you sat with me, when you could be sitting with Farhanah or someone else. Since then, I knew you were someone I could count on and trust and believe in. Since we became friends, you've always been there for me. When I text you, I know you'll reply, it's just a matter of time. When I call you and you don't answer, I know you'll call me back when you have the time. When I ask you out, I know you definetely will say yes if you can make it. I know even if I had gone to some secondary school on the other side of Singapore, you'd still have endured the long hours on the MRT/bus to come and visit me. Cuz' that's how much I trust in our friendship. That's how much I know you'll always be there for me no matter what. You'll stick by me through fudgey-thick times and tissue-paper-thin-times. You're the best friend anyone could ever have. Until today, I'm still very curious about how you chose me for your best friend. There were forty people in a class. Yet you chose me. Till today I'm still very curious what an amazing girl like you saw in a stammering, fast-talking fool like me. But I put those insecurities aside. Because even where we're sitting side by side remaining perfectly silent, the silence is comfortable. I know I can count on you. I know you'll always be my best friend. I'll never forget what you said to me on November 14 last year. I've pinned it on my notice board. Prepaid card no more money, you'll top it up just so you can continue texting me. Banned from comp, we'll still find a way to communicate. Because I know that our lives may change; our families may change; we may change; our surroundings will change. But I know one thing will always stay the same. And that is that I can always count on you through thick and thin, through thunderstorms or sunny skies. You'll always be there for me no matter what. You're the best friend God could ever give any girl, and I'm really amazed he gave it to me of all people. You'll always be my BFF, and I'll always love you. Here's wishing you a happy thirteenth. Enjoy it, cuz you're only thirteen once. I love you. (It's 12:21AM now, and I haven't shut my sleep-deprived eyes the whole day. They're threatening to shut on me now. Gahh.)
xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, October 14
at 3:46 PMEOYs ARE FINALLY OVER!!!! Yeahbabeh~ Screw today's PE paper. So damn easy lah! Wasted my 30min sitting there shading lozenges on the OTAS. Hahahas. After the last EOY paper went mad. So freaking happy! Compass-ed with Mummy and Gina. Mummy kept calling T.Weiqi and asking him to go and pei Gina! ROFLMAO. Camwhored on bus.    Walked 3 rounds of Compass with them, then Mummy wanted to go home. So 372-ed with Mummy to her house, and left Gina with T.Weiqi. After Mummy went home I was waiting all alone at the bus stop opposite Mummy's house there. All alone. So camwhored. With Sepia mode. Cuz' Sepia seems to make even the least emo things look emo.    Then after that went back to Compass to go find Gina and T.Weiqi. The 372 was empty (picture above) and I had the WHOLE BUS TO MYSELF! Yayness. After that we sat on the bench at the bus interchange there for over an hour. But it didn't feel like over an hour lah! Gina was teaching T. Weiqi how to do the cube, and then Gina and I kept making him laugh. I don't really have any photos, except one. Which I hope Gina doesn't see.  Gina and T. Weiqi's back view! On the left is T. Weiqi, right is Gina. Gina must never, never see this photo. Or I will get buried alive. Then Darling came at 2+. So the four of us went to eat Swensen's. I treated everybody to ice-cream. So funny, but shan't elaborate. Then MRT-ed home with Darling, camwhored with her at the MRT station. But shots will only be posted tomorrow. Cuz' tomorrow is Darling's birthday! AND I PASSED MY HCL! C5 SOMEMORE! AND I BEAT JERI! Unbelievable.
xoxo, you know you love me Monday, October 13
at 10:33 PMGahh. Nothing much to blog, hahas. EOYs OVER TOMORROW! AND MEETING DARLING AND DEAR TOMORROW! Now I'm watching old Hannah Montana Season2 re-runs instead of spending my time blogshop-window-shopping. I skip episodes. I'm watching all those with Jake (Cody Linley) in them, and the ones with Mikayla (Selena Gomez) I'm beginning to love Hannah Montana all over again.
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