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at 12:00 PM

I feel so lousy/guilty now.

I realised I haven't gone for DARE for 2 months, the last DARE being the one that I got my heart shattered into a billion glass pieces and realised what kind of controlling person Audrey (Sim) is really like.

I don't know why I haven't gone, I guess it's because lately I've lost my faith.

I mean, I'm still a Christian, but I don't pray anymore. I don't go for DARE anymore. I don't talk to my old GEMS friends much now. (Actually, I don't talk to most of them AT ALL)

I guess it's because I feel so left out now. I mean, Krista is with Abigail and Kylie. Nicole is with Gwen, Cherie and Wenyi. I feel so out of place and left out when I'm with them. And I feel like there's nothing to talk about with them anymore, which is weird considering how close we were last year in GEMS.

As for the D.H.L girls, I love them and all, but when I'm in DARE I feel so weirdly self-concious cuz everyone there is damn cool and damn slim and they can squeeze into skinny jeans and slim-cut tees and I can't.

I think not going for DARE has done me a world of good.

I mean, I'm still a Christian. But reading Krista's and Kylie's blogs made me realise how much I miss my old GEMS friends. But as much as I want them back, I can't. Because they've moved on without me. They've made new friends, they've become cool, skinny-jeans-and-tight-tee-wearing people. I don't see where I fit in.

They've moved on to new friends, and a new DG. I keep telling myself to move on, too. But I just can't. It's harder than it sounds. Everytime I go for DARE I feel so self-concious cuz' the DYDX and the D/G girls are having tons of fun, so I try to have fun too. But in the corner of my mind, I want to be a part of them again. There's nothing I want more than that.

But I know that it's too little, too late. There's nothing I can do to be a part of them again, and I'll just have to accept that. Maybe if I was in DYDX or D/G, things might have turned out differently. But it's too late now. I can't change the DG allocation, and I can't get my old darlings back, much as I want to.

It's just too little, too late.

Thanks for listening to me rant, even though 80% of my readers have absolutely no idea what I'm talking about. Thanks(:

Loves(:


at 7:20 PM

Went blog-hopping today, went to all those blogs that I haven't been to in centuries, like my old 503 friend's blogs. Tagged some of them too(:

I realised that Xuan is using the "LOVE" skin that AmandaTAY made. So coincidental lols.

Blog-hopping was so fun(:

Everyone seems to be leading their own life now. Most of them seem really happy where they are, just like I'm quite happy here being in the Alto section of the choir in NanChiau as a 1Dynamite(:

I realized that I'm smiling more and more lately. It must be because lately I don't have anything upsetting in my life. There was a period where everything was just so emotional and so fast and I didn't know how to react and thus I fell into a mild depression and cried for no reason. But now, I'm glad to say I'm safely out of depression, and I'm really, really happy here(:

I've also got a new life motto. Two, to be exact. I knew about these long ago, but my motto last time was "Nothing Lasts Forever", so I took things too seriously. Now, I'm beginning to lighten up and have more fun that I've ever had(:

I guess it's because now I focus on the happier aspects in life. It's done wonders for my mood, and I think if you compare last Nov/Dec's blog posts with my current ones, you'll find that I'm more cheery now, and so are my blog posts.

Smiles(:

Yes, I am smiling more indeed(:

Had fun today, loads of fun

Mum dropped me off at school at 9 for choir practice, and I saw Jialin waiting for Charlene at the 372 busstop there, so I joined her and waited for Charlene.

Then went up to Music Room, saw Minqi outside String Room. Then waited for choir to start and had loadsa fun laughing with choir mates outside Music Room.

Then Ms Yin came and saw that the door was locked, so we went to the balcony-like thing on the 4th floor next to the Music Room, that one with the high walls, and we did our warm-ups there until WenXuan came with the keys and unlocked the Music Room.

Laughed and laughed and laughed during choir with Evan and Jasmine and Liyi and Eugenia. Then we learnt this new Brazilian song, which had 4 parts, so everyone got new sections JUST for the song.

Jeri's now in Alto1, Charlene went down to Sop2, and Eugenia, Jasmine and Evan are in Alto1. I'm in Alto2, with Liyi, Dorisa and Denise.

Alto2 parts are easier to sing than Alto1 parts, that's for sure(:

Then went back to learning bars 121 to 125 of Always With Me. Some of the choir has problems singing those 4 bars, including me, cuz' they're the hardest part of the whole song. I can't seem to get the Alto part right, I keep singing the Soprano part cuz' it's so catchy and melodious andthe Alto part sounds so... non-catchy and non-melodious. Same thing for Dancing Queen.

The Alto parts all sound so... BORING as compared to the catchy, melodious, easy Soprano parts.

Kimi Wo No Sete is easier, cuz thankfully the Alto parts are SLIGHTLY more melodious and catchy compared to that of Always With Me and Dancing Queen.

I shall stop talking about choir now.

Tomorrow going to Vivo with Shu En to watch Prince Caspian, my mum got 5 free tickets, so my bro got 2 and I got 3. Eventually I asked Shu En cuz' Yee Jun couldn't make it, then gave my extra ticket to my bro.

Sheesh. I just realised I have super, super dark eyebags under BOTH eyes, making me look undecidedly ugly. I better go get more sleep or do something before tomorrow or Sunday.

Oh, yeah. He doesn't come for class anymore. How would he see, let alone he care how the hell I look like? I can go with even darker eyebags and he won't even BAT AN EYE.

But I promised myself I'll focus on the happier aspects of life(:

I've run out of things to type in this post, so I shall just insert some random weird thing here and press the "Publish Post" button(:

How to make a Janelle
Ingredients:
3 parts beauty
5 parts optimism
3 parts energy

Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice.
Add lustfulness to taste!
Do not overindulge!

I got this from:
http://www.go-quiz.com/cocktail/cocktail.php

Loves(:


at 10:41 PM

If you can't view the IMEEM track, wait for it and probably click on the space below to speed up the wait or something.

Always With Me

Somewhere, a voice calls, in the depths of my heart
May I always be dreaming, the dreams that move my heart

So many tears of sadness, uncountable through and through
I know on the other side of them I'll find you

Everytime we fall down to the ground we look up to the blue sky above
We wake to it's blueness, as for the first time

Though the road is long and lonely and the end far away, out of sight
I can with these two arms embrace the light

As I bid farewell my heart stops, in tenderness I feel
My silent empty body begins to listen to what is real

The wonder of living, the wonder of dying
The wind, town, and flowers, we all dance one unity

Somewhere a voice calls in the depths of my heart
keep dreaming your dreams, don't ever let them part

Why speak of all your sadness or of life's painful woes
Instead let the same lips sing a gentle song for you

The whispering voice, we never want to forget,
in each passing memory always there to guide you

When a miror has been broken, shattered pieces scattered on the ground
Glimpses of new life, reflected all around

Window of beginning, stillness, new light of the dawn
Let my silent, empty body be filled and reborn

No need to search outside, nor sail across the sea
Cause here shining inside me, it's right here inside me

I've found a brightness, it's always with me

A beautiful song, this is the English translation. Listen to the IMEEM song for the Japanese words. The NC Choir is singing this song as part of the "Anime" section for our end-year concert, I think.

Another beautiful song. The NC Choir's singing this song too.

Similarly, if you can't view it, click on the space.

Sigh... Even though it's supposed to be the June holidays now, and as Jeri said when we went back to school for choir today, it still feels like a normal school day. The crowded canteen, the warm sunlight shining on the vast quadrangle, the empty after-school classrooms, the people steadily streaming out of the school gates. These never fail to make me wonder (albeit a little stupidly) how many more days to the June holidays.

Then I check my watch and realise that it IS the June holidays.

Sigh. June "holidays", eh? The only break I get from hectic choir practices is the week from 6-15 June. And on top of that I have three projects and a pile of homework that's taller than me already. And my tuition homework.

Which spells a eight-letter word.
STRESSED.

Sigh...

Even though I'm stressed, I still love you guys alright(:

Loves(:

at 9:24 PM

Jialin tagged me to do this quiz, so I shall do it(:


A)People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B)Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.


#1.If your lover betrayed you,what will your reaction be?
Cry about it for awhile, slap him and get over him. LOL!

#2.If you can have a dream to come true,what would it be?
Just ONE? Umm... okay. That all my loved ones and dearest peeps can be happy(:


#3.What will your dream wedding be like?
Beautiful, I guess. Oh, and with alotalot of people and super-romantic atmosphere.

#4.Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Actually, I haven't really thought about it until now :X


#5.What's your ideal lover like?
Err... understands me and what I want, and isn't afraid of showing the world how much he loves me(:


#6.Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both(:
But if I had to choose one, being loved by someone.


#7.How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
If I'm sure he's The One, I'll wait for him even if it takes the rest of my life.


#8.If the person you secretly like is already attached,what would you do?
Cry about it, be emo, then get a gang of girlfriends together and go out to cheer me up and tell myself that I don't need a man(:


#9.Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Not really, actually. Troubled, yes. A LOT. Unhappy, not really.


#10.Is being tagged fun?
Err... yeah. For those misfortunate peeps who haven't been tagged in their lives and are stupid enough to ask these kinds of questions, yes. It is incredibly fun.


#11.How do you see yourself in ten years time?
A MATURE 23-year-old.


#12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family and friends♥
Oh, and someone secret (:


#13.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Fabulous yeahs(:


#14.Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Umm... if the guy's The One, I'd willingly be poor. But if I had to choose one, single and rich!

15.What's the first thing you do every morning?
Refuse to wake up(:

#16.Would you give all in a relationship?
If I really, truly, deeply love him, then yes.

#17.If you fall in love with two people simultaneously,who would you pick?
The one who loves me more and accepts me for who I am(:

#18.What type of friends do you like?
Those who accept me JUST AS I AM.

#19.What type of friends do you dislike?
Backstabbers, hypocrites and those who always fluff their egos.

Tagged by Jialin Laogong.
Here are the lucky 8people I tagged(:
Yiyun ♥
Chiobu ♥
Gwendelyn ♥
Ang Yixuan ♥
Weilin ♥
Vanessa (604 darling) ♥
Liyi ♥
Evangeline ♥


at 5:16 PM

HEY GUYS! I'M BACK!

It feels great to be home in front of the computer blogging again, after four days cut off from my friends here. My SIM card was taken out from my phone, bloody hell. And the stupid hotel charged $4 for a minute of using the computer.

DAMN.

And now I realised that my phone screen's cracked. *sigh*

YES, AGAIN. This is the third time in a year the screen on my phone has cracked. Mum's going to get her spare phone for me, since she leaves it in the office. Oh, well. But at least I have a phone to use while the old one is getting repaired.

Oh, yes. I just finished watching Brown Sugar Macchiato~

I hate the ending. WHY DID THEY HAVE TO INTRODUCE FOUR MORE GUYS? Admittedly, it was funny, but completely random and stupid.

AND I WANT TO GO TO TAIWAN! WATCHING BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO HAS GIVEN ME THIS SUDDEN CRAVING TO FLY TO TAIWAN AND LISTEN TO THEM SPEAK CHINESE AND VISIT THEIR PUBLIC SCHOOLS AND GO SHOPPING IN THE TAIWANESE STREETS!

Yayness! I chiong-ed the last 3 eps today after choir.

Oh yes. Speaking of Choir, I'm officially dead. And deader than the 3km cross-country run last week.

WE HAVE TO LEARN FOUR NEW SONGS WITHIN THIS MONTH!

The seniors have it easier, they've learnt most of the songs already. We're learning Princess Momonoke, Dancing Queen, the Sprited Away theme and one more Japanese song.

I DIED. The Japanese songs have nice melodies, but I'm down with a phlegmy cough and when I sing it's damn, damn airy. So I keep my mouth shut most of choir practice.

Oh, and for Dancing Queen, who knew the Alto parts were so........ BORING? We're singing almost the same note for most of the bars. Zzzzz....

And I can't sing the Alto note properly, cuz' I'm so used to singing the melody of Dancing Queen. Thus, I end up following the Sop1 note (Lower, of course) and Leona will give me that look.

Grrr...... I can't seem to get anything right in choir these days.

And that song, All Creatures Now Are Merry-Minded, makes me want to die. The melody isn't nice, I don't understand what's the meaning, and it's hard to sing.

I have choir tomorrow and on Friday too.

I WANT TO DIE. SEVENTEEN SONGS IN A MONTH. KILL ME ALREADY.

Enough about choir and on to happier things. Talking about it makes me wish I'd never joined this CCA and joined some boring super-slack club instead.

Alright then, about the Bangkok trip...

It pretty much sucked.
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JUST KIDDING!

Admittedly, it wasn't as good as last year's cuz' the hotel room sucked like hell, but it was great overall.

The hotel sucked man. The aircon was HOT even though it was 15deg. The living room TV had a slow reception and only seven channels. The toilet was gross.

Next year I'm making sure we stay at the higher-end Baiyoke Sky Hotel.

I bought a lot of things though!

Though I went to Chatuchak, I will admit that it was a big waste of time. We spent all our time at the HOUSEHOLD APPLIANCES section in the blazing hot sun sweating like mad. Even though I'll admit that I DID buy some stuff, it wasn't really much. One tee-shirt, some beading stuff, a chain for charm bracelets and a pair of potato chip can earrings.

I prefer THE PLATINUM!

The Platinum Fashion Mall is LOVED(:

Seven levels, levels basement to four full of clothes, level five full of accessories, and a foodcourt on the top level spells PURE HEAVEN.

Whee!~

Didn't really take a lot of photos, so maybe I'll upload some of them later.

Tag replies!
JIALIN: Alrighties, I go do(:
YEEJUN(first tag): LOL? I haven't confirm at that time mahhs.
XUAN: Alright, will go relink(:
GWENIE: LOL! About the blogskins.com, I don't have skin ideas for the masses, lol.
MAXINE: Yupp, it was from my church(: But I didn't go cuz' I was in Bangkok):
YEEJUN(second tag): I got back at 1am this morning, lol?

Done, done and done.

OH YES, BEFORE I LEAVE.

BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO ROCKS!

Sayonara peeps, I need to go do my ACElearning and NCelz homework.

Loves(:


at 5:12 PM

SCHOOL'S OUT!

Wow... it's the end of another term already. How fast. I mean, everyone has heard of the saying "Time flies". But at this rate, time's going by so quickly I can barely keep track.

Well, right now I'm in the Budget Terminal blogging, and my flight is leaving in 15min. But I had to post a proper goodbye. If I leave without posting I always feel like something's missing. Actually, the flight was at 4.30, but it's been delayed by an hour.

Bloody Tiger Airways. But it's a budget airline, what can you expect?

Got all the homework lists today and realised that I have quite a bit of homework to do. So, I brought my English assignment along. We're supposed to read Call of the Wild and Flour Babies this June holiday for a quiz in Term3.

I was initially just going to bring along Flour Babies, but Sleepy wants to read Call of the Wild, so I brought that along as well.

Anyways, I can tell that this is going to be a very, very hectic June holidays. I have to do enough assignments to last me three months, and I have to finish THREE projects - Science, Geog and Maths.

For Science it's the creative-experiment project that has spanned since Term1. And to think that back then, Term3 seemed like forever. But now, I've realised that it always seems at the start. Everyone always thinks that 365 days a year is a long time. But would you feel the same way if I told you that a year only has 52 weeks?

Suddenly a year seems so fast.

Geog project is on volcanoes. I completely SUCK at volcanoes. And Maths project is on mensuration. My group's doing the measuring-windows one. The height is 15 and the length is 53. Help me remember that.

Oops, they're calling my flight now. Until then, ciao~

Loving and missing you guys already(:


at 9:10 PM

Hullohs~

First things first, I haven't really been posting for 2 reasons. One, my big sleepyhead for a brother has been hogging the computer for hours on end looking up Star Wars fighter jets on Wikipedia. Secondly, cuz' I've been too busy watching Brown Sugar Macchiato on the DVD that Bernice lent me.

Admittedly, I DO know that now is a very "outdated" time to watch Brown Sugar Macchiato, especially now when everyone's watching Bull Fighting and It Started With A Kiss 2. But I watched a few episodes last time, but the YouTube quality is super-bad.

When I watched it the first time, I liked Wang Zi. But now that I'm watching it again, and watching the WHOLE thing, I like Ah Wei.

AH WEI FROM LOLLIPOP IS SO CUTE CANN?!

When I told Bernice this, Rachel was like,"What about Nic?"

Aiyo, Rachel. I can like Jiro from Fahrenheit (Which I do) and I can like Ah Wei from Lollipop. But I HEART Nic from MLB.

Sheesh.

Had Art today, spent the whole period watching a variety of movies, like the first few scenes of Freaky Friday, and a few parts here and there of CJ7. Admittedly, I find CJ7 rather boring. I don't know why.

Yeah. Anyway, the sun was sweltering hot today, 35 deg. I really didn't want to drag myself out of the aircon 109 onto the Bowen busstop to wait for the 854. Even though there was a shade, my legs were getting baked in the sun. After that came home and watched Ep6 of Brown Sugar Macchiato on the TV in my parents' room with the aircon on.

Thank goodness for the aircon. I was going to turn into a baked potato if you left me watching the 42-inch downstairs. Admittedly, the quality is better. But there's a lot of sunlight streaming in.

OHMYGOODNESS. MY BLOG IS TURNING SO LAME I'M ACTUALLY BLOGGING ABOUT THE WEATHER.

I think I'd be better off watching Brown Sugar Macchiato. And Ah Wei is so cute! Why doesn't Ya Tou like him? Xiao Jie should scram mann. Ya Tou is Ah Wei's!

AH WEI FROM LOLLIPOP IS SO CUTE!

Tag replies!~
VALENCIA: Yup, I was. Hurhur. That's why you didn't remember me in DAVID-S from the start(:


at 7:08 PM

Blechhs. Here I am again.

I've just finished the rough itinerary of the KL trip (Yay me!~) and I am EXHAUSTED.

Now I know what my mum goes through planning the itinerary for free-and-easy trips. Thank God there's no itinerary for Bangkok. It's more of a...stop-and-shop kinda thing.

This is what WikiTravel says about orienting yourself in Genting Highlands:
"Orienting yourself in Genting is simultaneously easy and difficult. There are no "streets" of any kind; instead, all the (gigantic) buildings are connected with a vast warren of linkways, underground tunnels and escalators, all filled with enough signage to stop you from getting lost. Figuring out the fastest route from A to B is not always easy though, because the signage is designed to lead you into the hotels and their casinos!"

Geez. I never knew that cuz' I've never even BEEN to Genting. Actually, we went on a day trip when I was 4 (according to my mum) but I can't remember it.

This is what WikiTravel says about First World Plaza:
First World Plaza, in First World Hotel, Malaysia's self-proclaimed highest shopping mall, this is an ungainly mix of indoor theme park and low-rent shopping mall with replicas of random landmarks from around the world, all covered with a giant metal roof that makes the entire place seem dark and dingy.

Geez Louise. I think I'm going to do all my shopping in Bangkok and KL, since the shopping in Genting doesn't seem all that exciting. All hotel rooms in Genting are unheated too, and can get chilly at night!

Yay. Free air-con~~~~

I shan't bore you guys with the details of my itinerary, since you people come to my blog not to come to yet another travel guide but to read the juicy details of my life.

Which at the moment, the juicy-details-in-my-life count total up to:
*drum roll*
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ZERO. The big goose egg.

Thus, I shan't bore you guys reading this stupid post on my blog and just click the "Publish Post" button now.


at 12:54 PM

Hellos~~~~

Mum left this morning, and I really miss her, so I'm trying to keep the post's mood cheery and happy so hopefully I'll start feeling that way as well(:

Yesterday had tons of fun with my choir friends fooling around before the AJC concert - VoyAJe - Notes On The Road 2008.

Here goes!~

First, went to Raffles City with parents, then when Jialin and Jie Ting texted me and said they were at City Hall already I said arrividerci to my parents and went down to City Hall.

Oh yeah, I saw Audrey at Raffles City. She was wearing this blue shirt, and didn't notice me cuz' she was too busy talking to her mum or something.

Then went down to City Hall and met them, then we walked around Citylink Mall and went to Hallmark while waiting for Gina to come.

Then Gina came, and then we walked to Suntec.

We were walking there already when Liyi and Evangeline called us to tell us that they were already at Macs'.

So we walked faster lorh. Then we reached Macs', and all of us bought the same meal.

=.="

Yup, all six of us bought a Filet-O-Fish Student Meal, some upsized and some not.

Blecchs.

Then after the McDonalds' dinner we went up to the Star Factory arcade there to take neoprints.

The neoprints are really nice.

Then we were decorating the neos when Liyi realized that she left her new water bottle in Macs'. And Jeri was there waiting patiently for us.

So we went back down to Macs'. And Jeri was there with her mum and her mum's friend and her friend eating McWings.

Picked up Jeri, then walked back to the underpass there.

We were walking towards the underpass, and we just came out of Suntec City when we saw this MASSIVE group of women there line-dancing. Then Jeri said she wanted to go and join them.

I can just imagine Jeri line-dancing. Alright, gimme a paper bag. I'm gonna barf.

The women there dancing were all old hags with loose flabby skin and big tummies due to menopause. I can just imagine Jeri, the young and lively person, there dancing with a bunch of old hags.

Eeyer. *shudders*

Alright then, on with the story.

Then walked under the Esplanade underpass, and Liyi was saying something about the dustbins there all reading "Esplanade - Theatres on the Bay"

The walls are all covered with these artwork thingies. It's really creative, though I didn't get some of the artwork.

Then went in for the concert, and (FINALLY!) into air-con.

When I went in, there were these four people sitting on a cushion not moving. Then I just stared at them cuz' I wanted to figure out if they were fake or real. Then one man started moving, and I turned away.

Found ourselves (albeit a little clumsily) inside the no-reception Esplanade Concert Hall. I think the seating arrangement in our row was something like this:
(From left to right):
LIYI JOYCE EVANGELINE WEILIN CHARLENE JIALIN *empty* GINA JERI ME

I ended up taking out my flats, and Jeri took off her orange adidas sneakers. She was saying something about wanting to take off her socks, but me and Gina said definetely no.

Then there was Rachel Tan from Sec3 SopranoOne, who arrived wearing this short black dress (Admittedly, the dress was quite pretty) and then walked up and down row CC looking for her seat. Then when she finally sat down, she sat in between this lao chikopek (Liyi's favourite person to blame stuff on) and his wife, and this whole gang of teenage guys.

Everyone from NanChiau in row CC who saw it started whooping and cheering while the guys next to Rachel Tan looked on in utter confusion.

I bet you Sheryl (ShuWei) wanted to sit where Rachel sat, eh?

I liked what JiaWen was wearing - this black short-sleeved shorts-suit, and it looked good on her. Oh, and Dorisa turned up wearing this red-and-white dress and white flats.

Alright.............................................................

The AJC concert was great. Their gowns were really nice, sleeveless and black with diamonds down the neckline. The guys wore WHITE tuxes and black ties.

MJC (Meridian JC) was the guest choir of the night. Their gowns looked like what members of the CO would wear, but they borrowed them from some secondary school.

There were some hilights of the event, like when the guys wore SUSPENDERS while singing songs from the Sound of Music - The Musical.

Jeri and I thought they were so.... LOL.

Then there were all these romance songs, where the girls and guys were paired up and started dancing. I thought that was really sweet.

But when they first started rehearsing, it must have been awkward. Especially if there was nothing going on between the guy and girl.

But eventually there were a few girl-and-girl couples, cuz' there were less guys than girls in the AJC choir, so Gina was making a joke about lesbian couples.

Alright, that's all I can remember. I think I'm going to bathe and grab some lunch now.

Loves(:


at 3:14 PM

Alrighties, this is going to be a short post.

Just finished bathing, going to blow-dry my hair later, cuz' I'm going out again.

Went for Xiyao as usual, HE wasn't there again):

Then apparently we're going dragon-boating on June 1st, from 1.30 to 4.30. Yiyun's dragging me along, but Huining can't go cuz she has piano lesson. Blechhs.

I didn't want to go originally, but I have to go cuz if I don't, Yiyun'll be all alone. Me and Huining are pangseh-ing her next week, cuz Huining's going to Cambodia on a CIP program trip, and I'll be in Bangkok. So Yiyun will be the only girl in her group now that Huining's now coming, and she'll be with Kaihua, Yunrong and Guoyi.

And my conscience asks me why I'm not Sec3.

Blecchs. It's 3.18 now, I'll have to leave soon. Cuz' I'm meeting Jialin, Gina, Liyi and Evangeline at City Hall MRT station, and we're going for dinner at Suntec before we head to Esplanade for the AJC choir concert.

Jeri's meeting us at Macs' later at 6.30 for dinner.

I think we're going to grab a takeaway from Macs' if we don't have enough time. If we do, then we can eat there before walking over to the Esplanade (15min walk, I think)

Surreal text messages from Huining and Yiyun and ACY keep spinning in my head. I must be texting too much these days. But the text messages WERE surreal.

And ACY kept calling me a hairy monkey, so I called him a black-skinned python.

Blecchs. Remember last month when I said "Hohoho" alot? This month, it's "LOL" (Pronounced L-O-L") and "Blechhs" and "Hehes"

Hohoho.

5 MORE DAYS TILL SCHOOL LETS OUT, 3 MORE SCHOOL DAYS~~~

Loves(:


at 2:18 PM

Flu's better now, I think. At least I'm not sneezing every three seconds now. Thank goodness. That day alone I used 4 packets of tissue - Mine, Jeri's, Bernice's and ZhenYuan's.

I still get the occasional tummyache though. And I'm getting a sore, sore throat.

Yesterday got back Art and English overall results. And I'm damn, damn, damn happy with both. Art I got 74. English I got 75.3~

Damn happy lahhs, considering it's 1D's only A1. WHEE~~~~ And I beat Audrey, Travis and Afrah too~~~~

Also got back Maths Paper 2. Total upon 100 I got 60. Clarine got 92. Rachel got 94.

Smart people luhhs. Unlike me. =.="

Shan't blog about choir yesterday, since it was as boring as pie. We're still on that All Creatures Now Are Merry-Minded song. We had sectionals twice so far and the only part we've semi-mastered is the:
All creatures now
Are merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, mind(8 counts)-ed.

And the two lines after that. Mrs Chew didn't announce the new committee cuz' a lot of members weren't there yesterday.

o.O

Today went for Creative, then went Robinsons shopping. Bought conditioner and concealer, to hide all the pimples I'm going to get from not cleansing my face in Bangkok for four days. LOL.

Mum made me the itinerary planner for the trip, since she's jetting off to Taiwan on Monday for an emergency company meeting involving the Finance sector of her company, and since she's the Senior Finance Manager she has to pack and leave within two days. Yarp, two days. She just got the call from her boss this morning.

Sheesh. There goes a "Family Vesak Day".

No matter, I'll just spend more time on the itinerary. Except now I have to plan TWO itineraries, cuz' a month from now, on the 13th of June, I'll be going up to KL for shopping and Genting for you-know-what-Singaporeans-go-to-Genting-for.

BLECHHS.

Alright then, I'm going to start on the itinerary. But first, tag replies!

VANESSA(first tag): Hahas. Love yahs too(:
NIC: Alrighties, Nicolette dear.
JERI: Fun is NOT how I would describe studying. Besides, I can always go shopping. LOL.
AMANDACHUA: But you're in Nanyang... The standard there is wayyy higher...
AFRAH: LOL?
YEEJUN: Still, it's SHORT.
VANESSA(second tag): Oops, paiseh. Yupps, typo.

Alrighties, now that my tags are replied I have to go start working on my itinerary.

Loves(:


at 3:24 PM

Bloody hell.

I've got a freaking flu, not to mention a stomachache that renders me unable to walk. So I'm temporarily paralysed in front of the computer. What a great place to get paralysed, eh?

X.X

Got exam results back today, got back all but Literature, Art, Music, Malay Culture and Maths P2. My marks are alright, I know I'm not Jeri (Who as usual, got A-s for four out of seven subjects) But come on, at least I passed everything!

Unlike some people who did well for some subjects and failed others.

ENGLISH- 37/50 (PaperTwo)
YAY! I BEAT TRAVIS AND AFRAH!~ I'm not sure about Audrey's mark tho =.="
Still... *does little victory dance in front of computer*
MATHS- 32/50 (PaperOne)
Okay, so it wasn't a good as I thought it would be. But who cares? I still passed.
SCIENCE- 57/100
HUGE disappointment, on account of how Science is supposed to be one of my best subjects, especially Chemistry. (Jeri's still WAAAAYYYY better. She got 79.) However, Minqi got the same marks as me. And there are only 3 A1s in 1D anyway.
HCL- 49.5/100 (Overall)
DONT.MENTION.IT.
WHATEVER.THOUGHTS.YOU.HAVE.ABOUT.ME.BEING.TERRIBLE.AT.CHINESE.
SHUT.THEM.UP.NOW.
I.FAILED.BY.A.MEASLY.1/2.MARK.
*bangs head against computer screen*
AND.MY.PAPER.2.I.GOT.99/200.
SHUT.UP.ALREADY.
*bangs head against computer screen again*
HISTORY- 53/100
My History bo standard one. I completely SUCK at History anyway. I was surprised I could pass, actually.
GEOGRAPHY- 27.5/50
Quite happy with my Geog marks, even though Bryan and Travis got 37 and Jeri got 32. Still... I PASSED! And there were a few failures...
HOME ECONS- 65/100 (Overall)
Quite happy with my Home Econs mark too. I betcha it was my project and my practical that pulled me to a 65. My theory is absolutely HOPELESS. I'm not the kind of girl who studies by memorising textbooks and scrutinises the textbook for hints on the answers. I'm a more hands-on kinda person.

Overall, I'm quite happy that I passed everything EXCEPT Higher Chinese. And who cares about HCL in the first place? I'm going to drop it end-year anyways. HCL SUCKS LIKE HELL LAH. The only thing I'm good at is Oral, which HCL students don't have. I'm alright at Compo, but I'm no JunChao, who is Chen LaoShi's pet.

Hehehs. I can't wait for next semester when I can finally drop Home Econs. Miss Siva is boring, acts fierce (and totally isn't), spends the ENTIRE 1 and a half hours talking, and a complete bitch. Even though DnT students say that DnT is boring cuz' Mr Siaw keeps talking about things in the textbook, I was reading through the DnT textbook the other day, and I find the textbook rather interesting.

Besides, working with metal and acrylic and wood sounds more interesting than listening to some bitchy boring teacher nag about changes visible to a piece of tofu and then completing questions in the workbook (Nothing from the workbook came out in the exam anyways.) while we text message and do Rubik's Cubes under the table and me and Weiqi scribble on each other's Home Ec textbooks.

Enough about Home Ec. Talking about Miss Siva and her boring Home Ec lessons make me more eager to end the semester.

WHICH WILL END IN 5 SCHOOL DAYS~~~~~~~~~

Tomorrow, then Tuesday to Friday, on account of Monday being Vesak Day and a public holiday.

Oh, yeah, baby. Five school days till I'm jetsetting off to chic Bangkok for my shopping spree, and then it's a whole MONTH lazing and slacking at home. Oh, yeah~~~

Oh yeah, you know what Jeri told me she intends to do the ENTIRE June holidays?
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STUDY.

Seriously, Jeri, I know you're hardworking, but holidays are meant for RELAXING. Jeez, seriously. I don't understand why you're willing to give up a month of fun for three more As. You got four more than me anyways. And I'm still quite happy with my marks.

Blechhs. I told her that at this rate I'd need to drag her out of the house someday during her June holidays. That hard worker needs to understand the meaning of FUN and ENJOYMENT.

Hahas.

I hate living in Singapore. In America, the middle and high school kids there only have THREE terms - Easter, Summer and Winter. And their Easter break is around 6-8 weeks long, their Summer break is 10 weeks long and their Winter break is 8 weeks long.

IN SINGAPORE THE LONGEST HOLIDAY WE GET IS 6 WEEKS~

Sheesh. Why wasn't I born in America or some other place? Where they have four seasons and summers spent going to the beach daily and schools where you don't have to worry about how you look like in uniforms?

In addition to that, I've got a freaking cold that renders me sneezing every three seconds and with a horrible stomachache so I've got to stay here until it gets better and I can walk to the bed and sleep.

Seriously, life is so unfair. And I cannot wait until May the 23rd. It's time to PARTY~~~~~~

Oh, yeah, baby.

Loves(:


at 6:53 PM

Sorry I didn't post until now today, even though I was online virtually for the whole day. First of all, I'm tryING to come up with a class tee design for 1D. So far I've got the front, which is super, super simple. I've come up with a design for the back, but I'm doing another one now in case that one doesn't "make it".

Blechhs.

Since it's Marking Day today and I have no school *whee!* I woke up at 10 and dragged myself out of bed.

Then went downstairs, watched the 2nd part of A Cinderella Story for the second time, then at 11 watched Hi-5!

I didn't mean to watch Hi-5!, really. I just turned on the TV set, heard the opening chords of the Hi-5! theme song when Lara called, and asked me if I minded babysitting Jayda.

So Jayda came over and I ended up watching Hi-5! with her (She loves Hi-5!)

Then at 1,Flora came to pick Jayda up and then I came online and talked to Shu En on MSN. Then at 1 plus went to Heartland Mall jalan jalan. Ended up hiding in Popular reading this kick-ass novel with loads of cool artisty illustrations and swear words. Then came out of Popular, went to Watsons and bought my OXY-10 and some SilkyGirl eyeliner.

After that bought the little-ball-little-ball ice cream and two curry puffs, then took 112 home.

Came home, finished my curry puffs, read the papers and came online. From 5 until now. But I only started on the class tee design around 6.15 liddat. The front is terribly simple though. It's black with "I am a DYNAMITE" at the left hand corner just below the sleeve that part.

The back.... I shan't say yet. But if you're curious I can e the design to you.

After that texted Vanessa, she was still in Choir. Blechhs. Apparently she just finished Choir.

Downloaded some tracks from A Cinderella Story, and then I realised what I want for my 13th birthday present.

CAN SOMEONE BUY ME A 4GB MEMORY STICK/CARD? (Depending on my phone in November)

I am barely coping with this measly 1.9GB card of mine. It already has 1.85GB taken up and I still have like... loads more tracks that I want to load into it.

Blechhs. Alright, enough about that.

I'm biting my nails now, cuz tomorrow I have to go to school and get back all my exam results. Hello, nervous. Goodbye, zen.

IF I FAIL MATHS AND HISTORY ANDHCL AND GEOGRAPHY AND SCIENCE THIS SEMESTER I'M DEADER THAN THAT DEAD PIG THEY BURNED AS AN OFFERING FOR MY LATE GRANNY LAST WEEK. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH~

Sheesh. I just realised I have no more nails to bite.

Loves(:


at 3:40 PM

Blechhhs....

Just got back from AMK Hub. Actually, not really JUST. I got back at like.... 1.07? But I watched A Cinderella Story, the brand-new spanking VCD I bought from mj multimedia at AMK Hub.

Went there with Mabel, MinQi and WeiQi. My three dears (:

First of all..... *deep breath*
*screams*
EXAMS ARE OVER~~~~~~
*does little victory dance in front of computer*

My school shoes SO do not accesorize well. Me and MinQi had a hard time choosing clothes to wear that actually matched those bulky, black boot-looking semi-red-laced school shoes. Eventually wore my stretch jeans and my old black track jacket.

Went to school for Maths Paper 2. Was easyish-hardish. In other words, notTHAT bad. At least, not as bad as I expected it to be. Paper ended 9.30.

After that went to CP (Compass) to change, then Mabel met her maid, who came to take her shoes and bag home. Then ran into Cindy and JunChao at the escalators, then took 86 to AMK Hub.

It was about 30min liddat bahhs. Then since the 4 of us were the only ones who got on at CP, we went RIGHT to the top of the bus and spread ourselves out, one person to a seat. WeiQi played with her handphone while me, Mabel and MinQi chatted about lots of things.

After that reached AMK Hub, went to Mini Toons. Didn't buy anything there, though MinQi bought marshmellows. Then went to Macs for lunch.

Around 11.30 liddat went up to arcade. WeiQi was in the school uni cuz she forgot to bring her clothes, but she snuck in when the counter girl wasn't looking.

THEY CHANGED THE NEOPRINT MACHINE~~

The old one was nice, but this one is BLOODY cool lah, can? The new machine can choose auto-apply makeup and lighting and stuff, and the decorations were nicer. Oh, oh. Not forgetting the best part...
*deep breath*
YOU CAN SEND THE PHOTOS TO YOUR PHONE~

How cool is that? But it's via Infrared, which is super-outdated. Since my phone has infrared, I sent everything to my phone and sent them all to Mabel and WeiQi.

WHEE~~~~

We took twice, using a different lighting each time. I shall only upload the ones that I like best, since some of them are boring and some are downright weird. Quality's notso good cuz the photos are stretched on Blogger. But in real life, the quality is excellent. Can ask me show you if you want.

Weiqi dunno looking where.... and my face so big and freaky in ths shot. I stuck in on the back of my phone, hahas~
This one's not bad. Weiqi dunno looking where again =.=" (From left:) Mabel, Me, Minqi. Where's Weiqi?, you ask. See that extra hand there between me and Minqi? Guess who's hand that is (:
This one's my favourite~ Put it as my handphone screensaver cuz' if I put it as wallpaper the date blocks Minqi's face. But everything about this photo is nice. And at least Weiqi's looking at the camera.
This one's not bad. Don't really like the bg though. We chose it in a rush.
This one always makes me laugh. Weiqi was giving me a knuckle sandwich. The word above her head pointing to her and the devil's horns (added by her) speak for themselves.

This one's quite nice. Except... Weiqi dunno doing what.

This one's my second-favourite. We were all pushing MinQi down. Hahas~ Everyone looks super-weird in this shot, cuz we were all laughing our heads off with no regard to the camera. Minqi asked us to sign the neoprint cuz' she say it's like autograph. Then Weiqi signed herself as "Maestro".

ego.

After that we were all laughing like siao looking at neoprints. Hahahas~ Super funny nias~

Then went to mj. Spent a LOONG time in there looking at CDs and DVDs. Weiqi found her WaT CD (The last in the shop) and then she, Mabel and Minqi took up permanent residence looking at the Japanese section, leaving me around the shop on my own.

=.="

Found A Cinderella Story DVD, but it cost $19.90, so I bought the VCD instead, which cost like.... $7?

Took the 25 home, walked and then watched movie(:

End of day. Or, at least, the interesting parts of it. Friday got Choir again. SIANN =.=" But they're going to announce next year's committee.

*NO COMMENT*

Then on Sunday going AJC concert. Gina's meeting me at my place and we're going to Suntec for dinner. Not sure about Joyce and Liyi.

Alright, it's 4.12. Going to TRY and update blogskin. I was going to do my links but I suddenly feel lazy.

So... if you've changed link/want me to link you, leave a tag, alright?

loves(:

at 10:03 AM

Okay, I've changed my mind.

I'm not going to delete my blog after all.

I know I seem fickle, but I'm not. I was actually dead set on deleting this blog after my mid-years end tomorrow, but after YeeJun asked me why I decided to delete my blog, I spent a lot of time thinking about it.

I won't share with you all the reasons why I decided not to delete it, but to those who have stopped by my tagbox to give me a word of encouragement - whether it's telling me to smile nd jiayou or defending me against spammers - I want to thank you all. You have no idea how much you brightened up my day just typing those words.

I've decided that even though there are alot of Janelle Haters out there, I'm not going to let them get to me(:

There, how's that?

I have a LOT to do. I have to update all my links, and decide what I'm going to wear tomorrow after the Maths Paper 2 when I go to AMK Hub with my girls.

Then I have to work out an itinerary for the 18th, since I'm going out with my Xiyao darlings and meeting up with Joyce, Liyi, Gina and Bernice for dinner afterwards before going for the AJC concert.

I'm a busy woman =.="

And then on the 23rd I'm jetting off to Bangkok after going out with YeeJun and Stacey, and I'll be back on the 28th at midnight. And at 8am I have the E-learning thing at school.

Hopefully I can get a new phone and get A-s for my English and Literature before I head off for shopping spree.

Sheesh.

TOMORROW'S MY LAST PAPER. AFTER THAT IT'S PARTY TIME~~~~~~

Woohoo~

Replies to tags that are LONG overdue: (I only decided to reply the first few that I saw, so don't be offended if you didn't see your name)

YEEJUN: Yupp
VANESSA: LOL? Yeah.
CHRISTINE: I know!~
CHLOE: Haha, yeah(:
ANONYMOUS: Thanks(:
MAINE: I AM BLOODY JEALOUS!
JIAWEN: Thanks for the scrolling-marquee message. And no, it's not too late. It's still during SA1 mahs. =.="
JIALIN: ILY too Laogong<33
VALENCIA: I know you laas. =.=" and thanks for the words of encouragement. you're in David-s with me, right? God bless. (:

Hahahas, that's all for now. More tomorrow.

Loves(:

-JAN<3