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at 9:20 PM

THIS POST IS VERY IMPORTANT! READ IT, OKAY?

Errr... Okay. I can't believe I'm blogging at such an awkward time between me and my blogders, but here I am anyway.

No, I have not checked my tags. And no, I do not intend to. Because as soon as I'm done with this post, I'll keep this blog alive until the end of my mid-year. And before I shut down my blog, there are a few issues I would like to clarify.

First of all, *ahem* regarding the school thing. Perhaps it's not as bad as I thought. Yes, there ARE bitches. Yes, there ARE mean pigs. But I'm slowly learning to ignore them. I'm coming out of my emotional, depressed shell. I've made some friends of my own, and I like them for who they are.

I'm ignoring those who are behaving in a simple obnoxious manner, and I've begun to settle down in this class which I will call home for 2 years (Albeit very, very late compared to the rest of my classmates).

So... yeah. Now that that's cleared up.

You're probably wondering why I'm so calm and serene now. I realized that getting angry won't do me any good. In fact, getting angry ALWAYS causes me to make rash decisions. And these rash decisions are what makes me lose the trust of a lot of my loved ones. I say words I don't mean to say. I use words I never mean to use. And this blog is only HELPING me do it.

So I've decided that for once in my life I will make a turn back onto the right path, and that I'm going to use this to clear up the air instead of making the situation worse than it currently is right now.

Hehes.

Now, I shall address some important issues.

I've heard that a lot of my classmates are dissatisfied with me for one reason or another, the main few reasons being:
-I "act cute"
-I stammer/stutter (pick your favourite adjective)

Okay, maybe I can only name 2. But I shall address these 2 concerns.

FIRST OF ALL.

I don't believe that I "act cute", as what many of you have complained about me. Maybe it's because I've gotten very comfortable with who I am, so I don't think that way. Maybe it's because there's just something you don't like about me, so you use that word as an excuse. Or perhaps I really do. But whatever it is, I'm just me. Of course, I don't expect you to embrace my personality with open arms, nor do I expect you to accept me immediately. In fact, I'll have to accept that in life, you can't please everyone. If I please the minority, I'll displease the majority.

What I've been trying to do this whole year is try to get the best of both worlds, which obviously not working. So what I'm going to do from now on is, I'm not gonna try too hard to please anyone. I'll let people judge me for who I am.

About the SECOND point. I have five words to say:

YOU THINK I WANT THIS?

I was born with it, and it's genetic (I'm trying my best not to get angry) I also hate it when people judge me because of it. It's like having this gigantic birth mark on your face and people judge you because you have that birthmark.

Let's use a few examples.
Take my dearest Asyiqin Munchkin, for example. She's bigger than average, but she's got a larger-than-life personality. Yet, people tend to judge her on her size rather than waiting to get to know her before they judge her.

Also a good example is Liang Zhou (I can't believe I'm saying this). Liang Zhou, contrary to what many people think, is actually a very, very nice guy. Yes, he's violent. Yes, he's annoying. Yes, he's sexist. But he's really a nice guy. (OMG, I can't believe I just said that)

So there you go. I've said my piece, and I have ONE LAST issue to address before I end my last post.

The issue to the class which accuses me of copying their class blog.
AHEM. May I politely ask when your blog was created? And what school are you in? If I have no friends from Rosyth studying in your school, I believe there's no reason why I would even know your class URL, let alone the blog. And, I don't even know the webmaster of the blog.

I'm the kinda person who takes originality very seriously, after I got into my fight with my friend regarding originality (Kylie should know). Why would I demand that you stop using the class URL? Besides, I'm not THAT desperate for a class blog URL. We didn't have to use onedeeoheight. We could have used onedynamiterockers instead. But I hereby vouch that I never asked you all to stop using the blog and then took over it.

Oh yes, where's the PROOF?

Oh well, there goes my last post. It's my 170th one too. I'm going to do the prep work for my Art Mid-Year now.

Bye. Keep in touch?

JANELLE.


at 1:23 PM

Okay, will someone kindly fill me in on what in the world is going on here? Cuz' I'm not understanding.

I haven't been online since April 12, the only other time last week to reply my tags and delete spams. And I get this text message from ZeMin saying that there's a rumour about me on the class tagbox.

OH, FUCK YOU BLOODY PEOPLE.

The least you could do was CHECK if I really did that or not, right?!

Like if I don't like someone I just anyhow spread rumour about her you also believe.

I don't even know half of the people who tag here. Hazel? No, I don't know you.

This is seriously getting out of control. I just can't describe it.

For the love of God,
I NEVER BLOODY HELL SAID I WAS FUCKING PRETTY. I KNOW I'M DAMN BLOODY FUCKING UGLY, AND I DON'T NEED YOU TO POINT OUT THAT I CAN'T SING EITHER.

Most of the people here spam just to see how I react. Whether I'll burst into tears.

I'M NOT GOING TO GIVE YOU THAT BLOODY SATISFACTION OF SEEING ME CRY.

And, NO. I DON'T LOVE 1D '08. MATTER OF FACT, I HATE IT. I HATE GOING TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY AND LOOKING AT THE CLASSROOM. I HATE THE BLOODY BITCHY AND TWO-FACED GIRLS THAT MAKE UP THE 1D FEMALE POPULATION. I HATE THE BLOODY ASSHOLES THAT MAKE UP THE 1D MALE POPULATION. I HATE THE WAY THEY BITCH AND BACKSTAB EVERYONE. I HATE THEIR TWO-FACEDNESS. I HATE THEIR ACTING CUTE. I HATE THEIR ONE-DAY-I'M-HER-FRIEND-AND-THE-NEXT-DAY-SHE'S-A-MOTHERFUCKING-BITCH ATITUDE.

FUCK YOU, 1D 08!


at 10:51 PM

Had the most awesome time of my life yesterday. I swear, it was EVEN BETTER than the 61st Anniversary Concert.

First of all *ahem* went for Creative in my school uni and white Choir heels, and ShzeYuin didn't come :(

After that went for lunch, then took bus to school. I just reached the canteen and was talking to Yee Tzen when Jialin laogong said she was on her way. So I went to the 372 busstop outside school to wait for her.

We went back to canteen together to report, then got alot of people there.

After that we were split into 2 buses. One bus got 20 people, share with CLDDS. The other bus got dunno how many people, one bus on their own.

For some weird exotic reason, 90% of the Sec1s ended up in Bus1, and 80% of the seniors ended up in Bus2.

On the bus, sat with Jialin at the second last seat. In front of me was JieTing and WeiLin. Behind me, sitting at the last row, were Charlene, Evangeline, Claris, Joyce and Liyi.

Didn't get to camwhore on the bus, but I tried to. Cuz' the bus was really shaky, so all my shots with Jialin turned out all blurry and shaky. This is the only nice photo. I look damn, damn weird in it. Also, lazy to rotate. Turn your head or turn your computer screen or whatever.
I was like, chatting my head off with Joyce and Liyi. I LOVE THEM<333.>




Can see right? The three big words 'Singapore Conference Hall' and the SCO (Singapore Chinese Orchestra) symbol.

Had Choir warm up, and then we were rehearsing in that SUPER-crowded holding room we shared with Band, ELDDS and Chinese Dance.

So we moved to that big gallery-like space at level one, where everyone can see you.

So everyone on the second floor was looking at us while we warmed up. Then the security guard with the big jelly belly chased us away.

Idiot.

So we went up to the second floor balcony there to practice. We were singing halway when it started drizzling, so we moved into the sheltered half of the balcony. Then Jialin, Evangeline and me went into the toilet. Took some pics in there too, I look weird in all of them.

Me and Jialin and Evangeline.
Me and Evangline.

After that changed into our gowns. Cuz' there were too little cubicles in the toilet, we chased all the other CCAs out of the freaking small holding room just so we could change.

Jie Ting was teaching me how to change INTO my gown, since I've already mastered changing OUT of it. Changing into it is a lil' harder though.

Afternoon Tea. There were these packets of food consisting a red bean bun (BLECHH.), a Swiss roll and a triangular curry puff.

I finished the Swiss roll and curry puff, but no one wanted the red bean bun. Eventually, I gave it to Jessica. Hahahas.

I took another packet, and then split it with my friends. Of course, I took the curry puff.

I realised there was a box of alot of spare packets on the floor, so I looked inside. Most of the packets had a curry puff missing. Then next to the box was this SopranoOne seniors stuffing her face with the stolen curry puffs.

So I learned from her and stole a few. Muahahaha.

After that got rehearsal on the stage, and we did "Because We Sing" only cuz there wasn't enough time for us to do all three songs. But the first rehearsal went well, and we didn't get called back for the second rehearsal.

So instead, me, Denise, Joyce, Liyi and Evangeline spent the time camwhoring.

Me, Joyce and Liyi. It's upside down, turn your head yourself.
Me, Liyi, Joyce and Denise. I look so weird and extra there with my two fingers while everyone else is leaning on each other. Hohoho~
Me and Liyi. Turn your head yourself. I look so weird there with my screwed-up nose and wrinkly eyes while Liyi is there grinning. Hohoho~
Me and Evangeline. I like this photo.
Me and Liyi being weird. Hohoho~
Me and Joyce. I look damn weird, I have no idea what I was doing when this photo was taken.
Me and Joyce licking each other's shoes.
Shoe heart!~ We were actually gonna make a star with all our white heels, but we were one pair short cuz' Evangeline was in the toilet. So we decided to make a heart instead ^.^
The fab five. this shot kinda looks like a neoprint, cuz' all five of us were squeezing into Denise's phone's 3G camera. Hohoho~
From left: WeiLin, Liyi, Evangeline, Me, Denise, Joyce.
Friendship star!~ I think all of the fab five's fingers are in there.
Another neoprint shot, hoho~ Me, Evangeline and Joyce were actually standing on chairs to take this shot, hoho~

After that went for the rehearsal finale. Ms Kong was down there nagging and nagging, so I was like, looking around and looking at the big banner at the back. It read "An ECHANTING Cultural Night".

I told the people around me, my fab five. Hohoho~ I guess they changed it later though, cuz' during the real finale I looked back and saw it as "Enchanting". Ms Kong probably realised it while she was nagging but was too paiseh to say =.=

Hohoho~

After that we went for dinner. Had a choice of either nasi lemak or bee hoon, I took nasi lemak. Then there were all these containers of chilli that no one wanted, so Joyce stacked them up and Jessica took a photo.

Then did make-up. Borrowed Liyi's eyeshadow and lipstick, she borrowed my foundation. And I borrowed Joyce's blusher. And Evangeline borrowed my lipgloss.

HOHOHO. Great borrowing chain.

After that we were waiting for our turn to go onstage, so we did a few warm-ups and sat in the corner. JiaWen, JiaHui, Mandy, Gladys and Anna were singing a collection of old Choir songs.

Played Truth or Dare with the gang. I only kena-ed Truth once. Hohoho~ Joyce kena-ed two Dares. Hoho~

For the finale, we actually wanted this flying kiss action, but Ms Yin wanted this kind of hand-shaking action.

Hohoho~

Gotta go, more updates another time. Loveyah;)

at 10:34 PM






































hohoho.
Yesterday, we went to the Science lab for Chemistry. We were playing with WeiQi's keychain 3D piggy. Then we put the leg in the bunsen burner and put it onto the burning mesh and take photo.
Hohoho.
And I got a trial version of Photoshop. My mum says that if it's nice she may consider buying it for me.
YAYNESS!~
I want Photoshop like mad man.
Hohoho.
I shall end my post here, since I'm running out of things to say.

Loves,
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