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at 10:38 PM

HELLOS!!!!

I've just finished the 987FM Top 100 songs of 2007.

It started at 12 noon and ended at around 10.20.

However, I only caught the thing halfway through Elliott Yamin's "Wait For You", #45 on the list. Anyone who has the list from 100 to 46, tell me and I'd be eternally grateful.

Anyway, here's the top 45 songs for 2007. (Not exactly 2007. December '06 to November '07)

45. Elliott Yamin - "Wait For You" {♥}
44. Fall Out Boy - "Thnks Fr Th Mmrs" {♥}
43. Will.i.am feat. Fergie - "I Got It From My Mama"
42. "Hello Goodbye" by IDUNNOWHO! (I seriously have no idea who sung it. The 2 "R"s were fooling around when The Muttons said the band's name. =.=")
41. Fergie - "Fergalicious" {♥}
40. Linkin Park - "Bleed It Out"
39. Timbaland feat. Keri Hilson - "The Way I Are"
38. Avril Lavigne - "Keep Holding On" {♥}
37. Natalie - "Love You So"
36. Bowling For Soup - "High School Never Ends" {♥}
35. Paris Hilton - "Nothing In This World" {♥}
36. Maroon 5 - "Makes Me Wonder"
33. Gwen Stefani - "4 In The Morning" {♥}
32. Daughtry - "It's Not Over" {♥}
31. Daughtry - "Home" {♥}
30. Gwen Stefani feat. Akon - "The Sweet Escape"
29. Mika - "Grace Kelly"
28. The Fray - "How To Save A Life" {♥}
27. Christina Aguilera - "Hurt" {♥}
26. Timbaland feat. Nelly Furtado & Justin Timberlake - "Give It To Me"
25. Hinder - "Lips of An Angel"
24. Justin Timberlake - "My Love"
23. Justin Timberlake - "What Goes Around (Comes Around)" {♥}
22. Akon - "I Wanna Love You" {♥}
21. Fall Out Boy - "This Ain't A Scene (It's An Arms Race)" {♥}
20. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - "My Guardian Angel" {♥}
19. All-American Rejects - "It Ends Tonight"
18. "Through The Glass" by IDUNNOWHO! (the 2 "R"s are the culprits again. Sigh.)
17. Gym Class Heroes feat. Patrick Stunt - "Take A Look At My Girlfriend"
16. Avril Lavigne - "When You're Gone" {♥}
15. The Click Five - "Jenny" {♥}
14. Fergie - "Big Girls Don't Cry" {♥}
13. Boys Like Girls - "The Great Escape" {♥}
12. My Chemical Romance - "I Don't Love You" {♥}
11. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - "Face Down (Acoustic)"
10. Don & Drew - "Bouncy Bouncy Smack Smack"
9. Sean Kingston - "Beautiful Girls" (OMG I HATE THIS SONG)
8. Akon - "Don't Matter" {♥}
7. Avril Lavigne - "Girlfriend" {♥}
6. Linkin Park - "What I've Done" {♥}
5. Beyonce - "Irreplaceable" {♥}
4. Akon - "Smack That" {♥}
3. Plain White T's - "Hey There Delilah" {♥}
2. Rihanna - "Umbrella" {♥} (When it was announced that "Umbrella" was #2, I went all,"If "Umbrella" is #2, THEN WHAT THE HELL IS NUMBER ONE!")
1. My Chemical Romance - "Welcome to The Black Parade" (When I heard it, I was like, "WHAT THE?!")

Okay, now for all the little random charts.

NEW ARTIST OF THE YEAR:
5. Gym Class Heroes
4. Mika
3. Fergie {♥}
2. Sean Kingston (Ew. He sucks.)
1. Daughtry {♥} (YAY!)

BAND OF THE YEAR:
5. Fall Out Boy
4. Daughtry {♥}
3. Linkin Park
2. My Chemical Romance
1. The Click Five {♥}

ALBUM OF THE YEAR:
5. The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani
4. Konvicted - Akon
3. The Dutchess - Fergie {♥}
2. FutureSex/LoveSounds - Justin Timberlake
1. The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance

TOP 10 WOMEN OF '07
10. Fiona Xie
9. Angelina Jolie
8. Oprah Winfrey
7. Felicia Chin
6. Megan Fox
5. Paris Hilton
4. Fergie
3. Queen Elizabeth II
2. Britney Spears (NO WAY! ARE YOU SERIOUS?!)
1. Andrea Fonseka

TOP 1O MOVIES OF 'O7
10. "Dreamgirls" {♥}
9. "Hairspray" {♥}
8. I don't know, the 2 "R"s were fighting over who is the better Pokemon player. =.="
7. "Superbad"
6. "Knocked Up"
5. "Ratatouille" {♥}
4. "Die Hard 4.0"
3. "300"
2. "Bourne Ultimatum"
1. Transformers" {♥}

Jan.


at 2:58 PM

Hey guys.

It's the last day of 2007, and frankly, I kinda don't want this year to end. I mean, sure, we had our ups and downs, but I'm a lil' nervous about what's going to happen when I sit down in the 1F class queue in the quarandgle in NCHS for the first time on Wednesday.

We've got an orientation camp from the 3rd to the 5th of January, and I STILL haven't packed yet. So I guess I'm going to pack later.

And I STILL haven't picked up my PSLE cert from Rosyth. I think the date is over le, but because my mom has been in Guangzhou since the 28th, so I haven't had time to go down to Rosyth.

Anyway, a short summary on what's been happening the past few days.

29TH DECEMBER, SATURDAY

Aunty Rosalind brought my cousins Rashid and Rahid (AKA the 2 "R"s) over.

A little background info on the 2 "R"s - Their dad, also my Uncle Khalid, is a MAJORLY abusive and overprotective dad and husband to the kids and my aunt. On one occasion a few months back, the 2 "R"s were playfully fighting in front of their dad, and then he beat them up until they had to go to the hospital. (Nope, I'm NAWT exaggerating. My Aunty Rosalind told me herself.) They've been away from home and on the run ever since. They've been coming to our place every day while their mum oes to work (She's the Customer Services Manager at TransCab) and sleeping in their mom's friend's home. Their parents are now filing for divorce and custody of the 2 "R"s (If the judge lets their dad have them, I MYSELF will go to court and fight, even though I have no idea how to =X).

So, anyway, the 2 "R"s just sat on the couch and played with their Gameboys while I had tuition.

After tuition, my maid brought me and Mr Sleepyhead out. So we went to Bugis Junction. I don't remember buying much there, except for a brownie, a curry puff, a new water bottle and some delightful CANDY.

Went home and slept (DUH!)


30TH DECEMBER, SUNDAY

Following my mum's instructions, we took public transport to NCHS. (She'll be back on the 2nd at night, so I have to make my own way to school and back and she wants me to learn.)

Walked to YCK Chapel outside the Nouvelle, and then took the 156 from across the chapel to the NCHS bus stop. then walked through a flurry of HDB blocks (They all look the same, it's hard to remember which one to turn at.)

Reached the back gate of NCHS. I wanted to go in and see if the school was still open or anything, but then Mr Sleepyhead wanted to go to Compass Point. (Which, BTW, is just opposite NCHS.)

So we went to Compass Point. And I've now found ONE reason to LOVE NCHS. It's near Compass Point. Call me materialistic, but that's seriously why I love my school being in Sengkang.

Went to Watsons, saw this lip gloss I really liked (The colour was nice, the packaging was cute.) UNTIL I saw the price.

$10.90

I went all,"$10.90 for a LIPGLOSS?" and dropped the lip gloss back in the container they were held in.

I found a cheaper lip gloss that had a colour in a somewhat similar shade that cost $4.90, and this awesome nail polish that's like pearly-white, but from an angle it looks pearly blue, also for $4.90

I wantED to buy a nail polish remover, but dropped it when I saw the price. $12.90 for a nail polish remover that's half the size of the Sally Hansen one I bought at Toa Payoh for $6.

Sheesh.

Then went to Popular, and I was kinda bored out until I saw IT.

MY MLB (MILUBING) CD!!!!!!!!!!

I know I'm a HUGE fan of MLB, but my mum won't let me buy their CD. She also won't let me join their fan club, not attend ANY ONE of their autograph sessions. Let alone go for any of the fan club's gatherings. (They actually get to MEET the band. I'd seriously MELT ON THE SPOT if I met Nic.)

Dug into my wallet, and bought it.

I DON'T CARE IF I AM $20 LESS TO SAVING UP THE $500+ I NEED! I GOT MY CD!!!!!!!!!!!

They didnt' have the deluxe edition though, if not I would have bought it in a millisecond. But nevermind, at least it's better than nothing. AND AT LEAST I BOUGHT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Walked around Compass Point somemore, bought 2 tops from some stall on B1. Then went to eat my beloved KFC Cheese Fries.

My beautiful, glorious, fattening, carbo-loaded Cheese Fries.

Went home and watched "Romantic Princess" re-runs on DVD. Watched until ep. 10 (I stayed up until 3am watching.)

TODAY, 31ST DECEMBER, MONDAY.

Woke up at 11.30. I seriously have NO IDEA how the hell I'm going to be able to sleep at 10pm tomorrow night and wake up at 6am.

Watched ep. 11, 12 and 13. And then came up to blog.

Gotta go, Rashid wants to use the computer to do Idunnowhat. I'll post my New Year's Resolutions on the stroke of midnight, considering I'll be home tonight and counting down to 2008 with the 2 "R"s, my granny and my maid (Mr Sleepyhead has to go for some shitty 2006-batch GEP class reunion and yaddayaddayadda...)

xoxo,
Jan.


at 3:49 PM

Hey y'all.

I am blardy pissed with all those people who are disgusted with my calling my Mum a bitch.

Well, here's something YOU might wanna tag about for a change, suckers.

Yes, I AM materialistic and vulgar. And in addition, I am ugly, fat, lazy and a bitch.

SO WHAT?!

By admitting all those things on top, it shows that I actually KNOW where my faults lie and that I understand myself.

I'm materialistic and vulgar. But that's me. That's who I am. Take me or leave me. And if you don't like who I am, you shouldn't even be reading this blog in the first place. And like my DEAR anonymous friend [ said, what you've stumbled upon, my friend, is a blog.

And in case you don't know, a BLOG is a online DIARY or JOURNAL. Which means you pour your feelings onto it. I'm sure you wouldn't like a journal or diary that's totally FAKE, or a blog that's totally FAKE, either.

And for those people who say I'm making my friends up, I'm NAWT, okay?

You can say,"Prove it. They never tag, and you very always talk about them and never show photos."

Okay, HERE'S you proof. Take that and scram, suckers.


Me, Stacey and YeeJun.
Stacey and YeeJun.

And you know how I once said my aunt was on 80's Rewind? I'm not lying. She is. She's Lin Ruping. You know, the getai host? And again, HERE's your proof.

This photo was taken at her son's wedding on November 18 this year. She's the one in the backgroun in the red dress. The one who's saying something halfway. Click on the photo if you can't see it clearly.

The one in front of her with white hair, the one's who's laughing, is my beloved Ah Ma, the last of my grandparents after my PATERNAL granny died. She's my maternal granny and I love her to death.
This is the 80's Rewind campaign photo, I got it off the Channel 5 website. She's the one in the front row, the Ah Ma. Go to http://5.mediacorptv.sg/shows/sitcom/view/1591/2/.html and go see what it says about the Ah Ma.

If you STILL don't believe me, I'll wait till she comes and visits during CNY (We're not allowed to celebrate, but relatives can still come over) and then I'll take PLENTY of photos with her and shove them into your face.

There. How materialistic and vulgar and rude was THAT?=)

Love me, hate me, I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN.
Jan.

P.S. I am a bitch. =) And the bitch is no longer MIA in terms of blogskinning. More details later.

at 11:42 AM

I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE:



MY HANDPHONE HAS BEEN CONFISCATED.



Yes, again. For the third time.



But this time it seems I'll never get it back.



I HAVE TO RAISE $300 OKAY! And you may say that the CNY ang pow money may cover it.



EXCUSE ME.



*ahem*



Since my granny died in May, I am nawt allowed to celebrate CNY for 3 years. LET ALONE COLLECT MY ANG POW MONEY!

Sheesh.

Looks like I'll need to save for almost three YEARS. BOOHOO=(.

Unless MR. SLEEPYHEAD would be kind enough and foot $150 for me (Which I know he has, he just doesn't wanna take it out)

ON TOP OF THAT, I have to raise $208 for the EJ3 camp fee, PLUS my $38 phone bill.

NO, THE $300 IS NOT MY PHONE BILL. IT'S MY MOM'S GPRS FEES THAT SHE'S CONVINCED I WENT INTO.

Which I only went in THRICE.

And THRICE does not equal to $300 worth of GPRS fees. So, AHB-viously by brother has gone in.

AND HE'S STILL LYING TO MY MOM THAT HE DIDN'T.

And my mum believes him. So I have to earn $546. SINGLE-HANDEDLY.

My parents are all morons. And my brother is a bastard.

Sorry for using such vulgarities, but I'm SERIOUSLY pissed.

And my MOM is a bitch. She ASKS me to go work, must wake up at 6.30AM. Then I tell her that I don't wannt go to work. AND YOU KNOW WHAT SHE TELLS ME? "If you don't go to work, you don't need your Christmas present."

WHERE GO PEOPLE LIDDAT ONE? SHE ALREADY PROMISED ME SHE'D GIVE IT TO ME IF I FINISHED ALL MY WORK. THEN I XIN XIN KU KU FINISH ALL MY WORK AND THIS IS WHAT I GET?!

Bitch.

AND THEN, my DEAR brother doesn't even GO TO WORK. I ask her "when is Joel going to work?" And she tells me "Soon. I will let him go wan."

I DON'T EVEN THINK THAT SLEEPYHEAD HAS EVEN SET A TOE INTO THE OFFICE LOR!

And then I have to wake up at 6.30 in the morning just to go to work. WHAT TIME DOES HE WAKE UP? 2pm.

BASTARD. MORON.

AND THEN, my mum locks the computer room and takes away my handphone. And then SHE WON'T LET ME CHAT ON THE HOUSE PHONE!

WHAT IN THE NAME OF JEHOVAH IS SHE TRYING TO DO? TURN ME INTO A MISERABLE FRIENDLESS SCROOGE? OR TRYING TO ENSURE THAT I WON'T GET A BOYFRIEND? OR TRYING TO MAKE ME LOSE CONTACT WITH ALL MY FRIENDS?

You know what she said to me the other day when I was SMSing Ming Wei? She was like,"Don't SMS already. Your primary school friends are going to different schools already. Don't bother then already."

WHAT A BITCH.

I know it's REALLY, REALLY rude of me to call my own mother a bitch, but I'm so pissed off I could call her anything right now.

There are times when I seriously want to run away from home-to run away from everything that's happening, to find a family that I'm happy with (Preferably a family that doesn't THINK they understand me and then put words into my mouth and use it to scold me.) and to make THEM think about their actions.

They really think they can handle a child, eh? Like real. I want to run away from home, to make them reconsider their actions, to make them ask themselves where THEY went wrong.

Whenever I do something wrong, they're always asking me to think of my actions. THEN WHAT ABOUT THEM? DON'T TELL ME THAT THEY'RE SO FREAKIN' PERFECT THAT THEY DON'T EVEN NEED O RECONSIDER THEIR ACTIONS?

I get so damn pissed off by them. AND I want to give up piano. AND SHE TELLS ME THAT IF I GIVE UP PIANO I DON'T NEED TO GO TO D.A.R.E. AND IF I GIVE UP PIANO I DON'T EVEN NEED TO THINK ABOUT GOING OUT.

WHAT A TOTAL, UTTER AND COMPLTE BITCH. She thinks she can handle me issit? Fine. When I'm gone, it'll give her a chance to think about where SHE'S gone wrong for a change, and why I'm doing all this, instead of relating everything to laziness.

I bet you they're the only parents who make me start tuition THREE MEASLY DAYS after the PSLE is over. And don't give me a break except to go on holidays.

She told me last night,"Have you ever complained about having too much holidays?"

Okay. Fine. HAVE YOU, LITTLE MISS PERFECT, EVER COMPLAINED ABOUT HAVING TOO MUCH WORK?

My brother says she has. And if SHE can, why can't I? Adults don't have any rules to life, don't they? But teenagers have so many damn rules.

TEENAGERS WILL BECOME ADULTS EVENTUALLY, SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF GIVING US SO MANY RULES?

Bitch. Bitch. And bitch.

You know what? I seriously feel like printing this entry out and SHOVING it into her PERFECT face. So that for once, she'll know how hurt I really am inside. How unhappy and how angry I am with them inside.

I guess that's all for now. If I carry on ranting, this post will take up the entire blog space.

Meanwhile, you can call me up to chat with me. (I'm not going to care tuppence if she calls home and can't get through. Who ask her to confiscate my phone and lock the door? Besides, Kylie can go online for ALMOST the whole day. I have to steal the key and sneak in.)

Call me at 62869527, okay? I'm dying of boredom here at home.

Oops, gotta go. My maid is freaking out and threatening to call my mum cuz' she found out that I stole the key.

Jan.


at 4:39 PM

Hey. I found this online, and I think it's really meaningful.

To begin to recieve someone must send
We gotta be short before we are tall
We all have to break before we can mend
We must rise before we can fall

Close my eyes to let myself see
Get put behind bars so i can break free
I gotta hear only lies so i can speak the truth
You gotta build the house before you get the roof

Jan.


at 4:00 PM

Hey y'all!

Can't talk for long, have to go do the marshmellow skin. ANYONE WHO HAS CUTE MARSHMELLOW PICS, LET ME KNOW?

I only have seven. I was supposed to look for them, but then got sidetracked and started looking for MiLuBing photos.

LOL.

And I LOVE VANESSA'S BLOGSKIN! It's so damn friggin' nice la! I shall ask her if I can use her basecodes for the marshmellow skin.

Okay, that's all for now. Going to work on the skin.

LAYTAH! =)


at 2:27 AM

To THAT BLARDY BITCH:

(I repeated what I posted on my Cbox in case that bitch can't read properly)

Unlike YOU, I don't HAVE a granddad. Mine died before I was born. Wait. Maybe YOU'RE the one who sucks your granddad's balls. And my guess is that you've probably already fucked your granddad, which is why you know all this junk. If you didn't, then I advise you to take a good look at yourself, take a DEEP BREATH and GO FUCK YOURSELF. Blardy biatch. You post twice right? And I KNOW it's not the same person.

1. The I.P addresses are different.

2. In the first Hi b!tch post, the Bitch has a pretty good grasp of the English Language and appropriate punctuation. However, in the second Hi b!tch post, the New Bitch uses capitals so as to not bother with appropriate puncutation. She also uses a lot of Singlish, like "ahpek" and "ahgong", which we know the first Bitch would never use.

3.Their writing style is different. (If you're a writer, you'd probably notice it too.) YOUR CB SO SMEEEELY, she says. She has never used short form in the first post, and nor has she dragged out her words in a ahlian way (e.g. SMEEEELY.)

4. Her writing makes little sense. If you're used to the first Bitch's English posts, you'd probably realise that "her" second post makes little sense compared to her easily-readable first posts.

Read the messages again.

Here's the first Hi b!tch.


Here's the second Hi b!tch.



Take note of all the points I listed above, especially the I.P addresses and the language and grammar used.

Anyone got any idea why the bitches are different? =)

Hehe. It's 2.43 now, the FUCKING Blogger is down now, keeps saying can't connect to Blogger. The BLOODY image uploader isn't working either. And when I type Blogger.com on my browser, the bloody thing can't display the PEA-BRAINED page. And now they're saying they can't contact Blogger.com

I'm wondering why I still use the BIG WASTE OF COMPUTER CHIPS of an excuse for a blogging website, Blogger.com when it is down so dman bloody often. And when I need it too.

BLOGGER.COM, YOU'D BETTER FIX QUICKLY! OR ELSE ME AND MY ALTER-EGO AIKO WILL COME AND STRANGLE YOUR MAKERS AND THE PEOPLE WHO HANDLE THE TECH SIDE FOR MAKING THIS BLOODY WEBSITE SO DAMN BLOODY FUCKING UNRELIABLE. BLOCK ME FROM MY BLOG FOR ALL I CARE. THIS IDIOTIC BLOGGER SERIOUSLY NEEDS A TECH CHECK. IT'S COMPLETELY UNRELIABLE AND THE WEBSITE GOES DOWN WITH ABSOLUTELY NO DIRE WARNING AT ALL.

It may be late morning or afternoon when I post this, the FUCKING Blogger is going damn bloody wrong these days. Maybe I should get my lawyer to sue the Blogger team, this website is so damn FUCKING unreliable.

Jan.


at 2:12 AM

On a completely random note, I went to visit the 6o4 blog not too long ago and I was watching the video Kirthana posted on it.

The pictures are kinda blurred, but I like the text. And I like that she's so thoughtful.

If I'm not wrong, this is what the video's text says (The meaningful bit):

604-ians.
That's what 6o4 is all about.
Friendly fights...
Retardedness...
And all things stupid...
But that's what makes us get together, right?
Go 6o4ians! WOOHOO!

I find it meaningful, though some of you don't.

Oh, and BTW, that blardy bitch has struck again. I shall not care about her. Muahaha. She's a bitch anyway, and she knows that. And she keeps using different computers. She thinks she's so smart. Nevermind. I shall not care about her. Her comments don't affect me anyway. I'm not even BOTHERED by her fucking comments. She's hanging on like an annoying leech (Which somehow reminds me of that bitch LJY.)

The Return of the Fucking Bitch. This time I shall not watch it again. =)

Muacks.


at 12:34 AM

Hellohellohello.


Christmas has been officially over for 34 minutes now, and I've spent all the 34 minutes painting my nails.


First, I painted them iced mauve. Then, I decided I don't like all my nails to be one colour, so I painted the first big toe half-black, half-mauve. And the rest are alternated black and mauve.


My mum doesn't like it, neither does my maid. But I like it. And that's all that matters (Though I admit I have pretty weird tastes. I mean, the smell of the wet kitchen's potato cabinet makes me feel better about absolutely anything at all.)


I don't know why there are so many spammers on my blog these days, but I wanna give a MASSIVE thank you to all those who help me stand up to those morons.


And to THAT MOTHERFUCKING, CANTANKEROUS, ACROMINOUS, BILIOUS BITCH:


Hi bitch. I think your name's referring to YOURSELF, no? And you OBVIOUSLY can't read. it says RIGHT SMACK at the top of my blog "If you hate me or my blog, click HERE." Besides, your opinion has no effect on me. What you think, bitch. Is a matter of opinion. And you don't understand why "my friends can even stand me"? LOOK IT UP IN THE DICTIONARY IF YOU HAVE TIME BETWEEN LAUGHING YOUR HEAD OFF AT THINGS THAT AREN'T EVEN THE LEAST BIT FUNNY AND FORGETTING ALL THE MANNERS YOUR MOTHER TAUGHT YOU, WANTON. (Picked that up from Nicole). Friends, it says, is a person you know well and like. By know well and like, it means that they ACCEPT YOUR FUCKING FLAWS. And when they accept your flaws, THEY CAN STAND YOU. But I think you don't understand a word of this, cuz' you don't HAVE any friends, thus you don't understand WHAT a friend is. Go learn some proper terms, slut. I don't see anything funny on my blog that makes you wanna "laugh your head off". In fact, I'M the one laughing at YOU. I'm laughing at what my friends are yelling at you, I'm laughing at your crude grasp of rudimentary English idioms, my half-minded, dim-witted, quart-sized-brained friend. Oh yeah, and if your grandma has nicer tits, I think you grandma is LOADS prettier than you. At least I don't need to put down someone behind a lousy screen name referring to myself. Goodbye SUCKA. You're blocked=)


Muahaha.

I think that should do the trick.


And to [, I wanna thank you loads for tagging so avidly on my blog. You're easily the one with the most tags on my Cbox. And so, even though I have NO SLIGHTEST CLUE as to who you are, thank you for tagging so regularly and making me one of your friends. I love you! <33


To Kylie and Nicole, I seriously don't know where to begin. But all I wanna say is THANK YOU TONNES AND LOADS. Thank you for screaming at that moron for me. And even though you two almost never tag, I know you're reading this=). I know you guys are reading my blog though you guys never tag. And thanks for supporting this blog and supporting me all the way <3.


To my Marshmellow sister; Steph, I REALLY love you so so so much. And even though your message is short, (unlike Nicole and Kylie and ['s long tags) I still want to thank you for retorting at that blardy biatch for me. And P.S, the Marshmellow blog is on it's way!

And to YOU, who is reading this blog post now. I just wanna thank you for taking the time to read my blog, and for supporting unforgettable-you.blogspot.com all the way. You're all fantastic. LOVE YOU ALL<3.

I just love it when spammers come and tag. I like coming up with rude messages for them. Muahahaha.=)


Feeling really smiley now on account of how I went out to AMK Jubilee and bought a whole lotta diamantes from Popular. I even got square ones! But the square ones just refuse to stick and keep falling off. SIGH. They cost me a BLARDY $6.90 okay!


But yeah, really cheered up and awful lot after reading what my friends have said=)

It's now one hour and four minutes past Christmas and into Boxing Day.

Laytah, my darlings! *blows kiss*. Love you all!


at 12:08 PM

I was reading my DEARIE cousin Dezza's blog, and I shall re-post this thing she posted on her blog.

A time for everything.
there is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to born and a time to die,
a time to plant,a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a timeto throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8


She's using the same blogskin as Daphne, just that Daphne has extensively modified it.

DEZZA! I CREDITED YOU!!!!

Jan.


at 11:37 AM

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

I'll betcha everyone's tearing at their presents right now. I've already torn open mine. I only got two this Christmas. Actually, three plus the pretty charm bracelet YeeJun gave me.

Yeah...

Spent the whole day yesterday slogging at home, reading this awesome book I borrowed from Sunny Bookshop. It's called Under Pressure, and it's about three high school girls. Two are slim and svelte and pretty and look just like models, whereas the third is their best friend, is plump, doesn't have a Mum, wears glasses and has very very frizzy hair.

The third decides she has to go on a diet, and become mildly bulimic. She makes friends with a severly anorexic girl, and wants her body to be like hers. She turns out anorexic, too and has to go to the hospital.

I haven't read the rest yet, the book's pretty thick.

Anyway, merry Christmas and a happy 2008!

Jan<3


at 6:21 PM

I AM SO DAMN BLARDY PISSED OFF CANN?!

You know a few posts ago? I talked about this girl who ripped off my codes and her blog is nicer than mine? Amanda SMSed me to ask me if it was her. And I will make it clear now, and forever hold your peace.

IT IS NOT AMANDA TAY LAH! I WOULD NEVER ACCUSE HER OF SUCH A THING LOH! AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN RIP OFF MY CODES! SHE'S ORIGINAL. THE ONE I'M TALKING ABOUT IS MY FUCKING TUITION "FRIEND" QUEENIE.

Wahlao eh. Queenie is such a blardy bitch la! I've never really liked her, but just treat her nice cuz' I don't want others to misunderstand and I wanted to at least TRY to get along with her.

Well, not anymore. She TOTALLY sucks like hell la can? She asked me to help her make a blogskin something like mine, then I hao xin help her do, then she said thanks. So I was like,"At least she said thanks. Maybe she's not that bad after all."

AND THEN she went and COMPLETELY ripped off my blog. Her profile the text got colour, just like mine. And the text was almost the same. And she used the same pixels I did.

Then after I posted the thing about her right, she completely DELETED her blog loh. Then on MSN I went to ask her.

Me
Queenie

Why'd you delete your blog?
none of ur business la.myob bitch
Huh?
u go say tt i rip ur code and my blog nicer thn urs.
You did what. Don't BOTHER denying it.
i never loh!
Hahaha. Then why does your profile read:
I am who I wan 2 b.Not wat others wanna see.
Q U E E N I E
U can call her QUEENIE and nothing else
She's a GRADUATED GanEngSeng-ian,
Who will start school in CHIJ St Nicholas on 2 Jan
etc, etc, etc.
shut up bitch
You have no right to tell me to shut up you MOTHERFUCKER.
i dont wan 2 tok 2 u alr.bb.

GO FUCK HERSELF LA BLARDY BITCH. AND AFTER I ACCUSE HER SHE WENT TO DELETE HER BLOG!!!!!

Bitch.

Jan.


at 4:54 PM

YeeJun came over, and just left.=(

But I'll say that I've cheered up a dreadful lot. And I'm FINALLY in the mood to post all my pictures!

DAY ONE
Woke up at 3.30AM, the bus came to pick us up at 5.30. Repacked luggage, did final check, wardrobe check, ironed jeans. Bus came.

Here are the people who went on the trip with me:
-Peggy
-Alicia
-Gwyn
-Joel (My brother)
-Alison
-All their families.

Gwyn, my Xiao Gu and Xiao GuZhang were already on the bus when the bus turned in to pick us up.

Last boarding gate!

Cathay Pacific!

Then around 8 got on the plane, the plane took off at 8.50, almost 9. Sat between Peggy and my mum, Peggy and I were camwhoring.
This photo makes me laugh, so I posted it.

View from out of the airplane window!
My lovely lunch.
Neat and tidy table. Phone on flight mode, listening to "Proud of You" by Fiona Fung. Boarding pass placed on table next to free yoghurt that came with lunch.

Then reached the Hong Kong airport, transit in HK airport to Taipei.

(More later, have to go now.)

at 10:11 AM

You're probably wondering why I'm still here, alive and well, and blogging.

I AM alive. I AM blogging. But I'm NOT well.

Anyway, I was sitting on the window ledge in my room, preparing to jump off when Stephanie called and I had to go pick up the phone.

Then after that Chloe, Steph and I did and kinda-conference call thing with me still sitting on the ledge (I wasn't exactly SITTING on the ledge, I was kinda tilting, so my upper body was in the room while my legs were dangling out of the window.

I was ALMOST about to jump when my dad came and saw me sitting there, talking on the phone.

All hell broke loose (Mind the pun). He went hysterical and tried to pull me off the ledge and then screamed at my maid to come up and get me off.

Then he sat me down and made me tell him why I'm depressed and why I wanted to jump and blahblahblahblah.

Doesn't mean that I'm no longer depressed, just that I've regained my thirst and love for life. Well, my self-confidence has taken a toll for the worst since yesterday.

Then I was rummaging through my cabinets when I found these two songs I wrote way back then, in August or something, to cheer Vanessa up when she had a fight with GRAV. I was looking through them, and they made me cry. There's one called "Always Loved" that's half-completed, but according to the song description at the bottom of the page, I wrote that song cuz' I wanted to tell the world that no one is unloved. And then there's one called "Still Standing". It's about standing firmly on the ground even when your world is caving in.

Still Standing

The world may be falling apart.
but I'm still standing

Nothing's going right,
My life's a total mess.
But I still gotta take a deep breath,
Smile and tell myself:

(Chorus:)
What I'm standing on may be caving in,
My whole world may be falling apart,
But I'm still standing.
And I'll still be standing, even in hard times.
Cuz' I know I'll make it through.
I just gotta hang on.

When I'm sitting on the window ledge,
Ready to jump and end my life,
I'll remember that I gotta pull through.
And I'll get down and tell myself:

Chorus

(Bridge:)
I can't give up.
There's so much life ahead of me.
So many years that'll be wasted.
What's this compared to my future problems?
I can't waste my life like this.
I gotta hang on.

Chorus (repeat till fadeout)

After reading it, I remebered that we gotta hang on no matter what we're going through, and as long as we persevere, we can make it.

I'll post the pictures in my next post or the post after. PINKY SWEAR!

Jan.


at 3:08 PM

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I'm actually crying as I type this post. Crying real bad.

I might seriously consider shutting down my blog cuz' I am UNLOVED and all my friends OFFICIALLY HATE ME. I don't have a SINGLE friend in the world.

ETERNAL-BFFs? MY FOOT! Keeping in touch after graduation? DREAM ON.

There is NO such thing as ETERNAL BFFs. And there is no such thing as keeping in touch with the ENTIRE 604.

I am UNLOVED. Nobody loves me. When someone changes their URL they don't tell me. When someone rips off my blog, her blog ends up nicer than mine.

I seriously need a nice, good cry.

And no one is replying my SMSes. No one is talking to me on MSN. Vanessa and Amanda, my so-called darlings, have NOT tagged since I returned. YeeJun hasn't been going online since the holidays started. I don't have a good friend in NCHS together with me. I don't really like NCHS. My marshmellow sisters have other marshmellow sisters (Okay, that sentence totally doesn't make sense)

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Nobody loves me, everybody hates me. It's just me against the world. All alone.

When I'm gone nobody will regret being the cause of my depression in the first place. And NOT A SINGLE SOUL will miss me.

Jan.


at 1:50 PM

Looks like I'll be going through a VERY lonely Christmas.

No one is going to buy me any presents, nor does anyone WANT to buy me any presents.

I normally get a truckload of presents from the relatives on my Dad's side, but we're not exchanging presents this year, cuz' we're supposed to mourn (My granny died in May) for a whole entire year.

And no one is buying me anything.

I mean, I bought presents for everyone already. But I don't think I'll give them out, except to YeeJun, Stacey and maybe Vanessa and Amanda. Cuz' since no one's giving me anything, I might as well not give anything to them too.

I'm not being selfish, it's just that I don't feel a need to give people presents if they don't appreciate me, the present, or my friendship.

There you go.


at 9:35 AM

At least the SHOES are nice. They're black, BUT THE WHOLE SCHOOL WEARS THE SAME BLACK SHOES! And the socks are black, and have "NCHS" at the top in red. The shoelaces are pretty cool too. They're black and wide, and have "南桥" embroidered on it in red so you can see the words when you wear the shoes.

We're supposed to be in school by 7.15AM, and if you're ONE MINUTE late, you're considered late. If you're late 20 times or more in a semester, your conduct is an AUTOMATIC "Poor".

Here's the timetable.

Okay, I seriously can't imagine ME in NAN CHIAU. I mean, JANELLE and CHINESE SCHOOL do not, I repeat, DO NOT go together.

Something posessed me to put NCHS as my first choice, I'm sure of that.

Jan.


at 6:23 PM

Lately, I've been listening to a lot of little-known music that I find rather meaningful. I either found them on Multiply while browsing through tracks or they're on movie soundtracks.

First of all, there's "I Will Learn To Love Again" by Kaci Brown. This song really helped me when I was going through a bad rejection in a relationship.

(To love again...) x 5

drowning in tears that wont be me
I will soon be free from the chains of all this pain inside
and though I cry it wont be long till I regain the strength to know
I can go on
I will find my way through the heart break I will not give up on love
I believe

I will learn to love again I will learn to trust
once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to
Learn to love again

all of these tears time will dry them I will survive them
and make it through into another day all of this pain
time will heal it there'll be a time sometime I know
I will feel it
I will live through life without you after the hurting is done
I believe

I will learn to love again I will learn to trust
once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to
Learn to love again

And thought I thought i found someone who deserves my touch after all the hurt is through
I will be so over you I will not give up on love
I believe yeah

I will learn to love again I will learn to trust
once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to
love again

Oh yeah yeah oh oh love again

(i will love again...) x2

(To love again...) x 8


And then there's Corrinne May's "Beautiful Seed". The thing about Corrinne May, is that all her songs are all REALLY meaningful and very genuine.

You can fill the darkness with just one flash of light
Break the the silence with just one word
One defiance starts a revolution
One life can save the world

On the steps of Washington sprinkled like confetti
Thousands of people sing "We shall overcome"
The preacher shouts: "Let freedom reign"
He gave his life for what he believed

Chorus
You can be a witness You can be a prophet
You can make the whole world believe
Break the strongest fortress Change the way the world thinks
You can build a bridge where foes can meet
Hope for the future
Shout it, don't whisper dreams are what make them to be
There is hope in every heartbeat
Tiny as it seems
You're a beautiful seed

She's a pastor's daughter
She's only 16
But her heart and her belly are breaking at the seams
Her boyfriend blames her
He want to pay for the doctor to wash it away

As she lays in the hospital
A Christmas choir is singing
About a child in a manger fragile and small "Unto us is born a Savior"
She looks at her baby and cries as she sings him a lullaby

(Chorus)

Every hope, every prayer lies in the heart of a seed that flowers
Intertwined all across the land
We're all seeds in the maker's hand

I LOVE CORRINNE MAY! But she's not exactly well-known. What's the problem with music fanatics these days? They claim they're music fanatics when all they have on their MP3s are Avril Lavigne and Paramore and Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and stuff that 987FM plays.

I mean, I have no problem with what 987FM plays. In fact, 2/3 of my playlist is based on that. I'm just saying that people need to listen to something OTHER THAN the popular ones. I mean, they too spent the same amount of time cutting an album and the only things you listen to are the likes of Avril Lavigne and Hannah Montana.

Jan.


at 3:20 PM

HELLO!!!!

I know I haven't been replying everyone's posts, and I'm really sorry about that. I just got back at PRECISELY 12.54am last night and I have SLEPT ALL THE WAY UNTIL 6.30 THIS MORNING. But thanks for the tags. And Clarisse, will link you. To all those people who like my blog, thanks tons=). To all those people who are telling me to cheer up, I'm trying my utmost hardest to break out of depression. But it just seems to keep coming back no matter how hard I try. And to those who are helping me yell at the "utensils", I can't seem to thank you guys enough. And last but not least, to those FUCKING utensils.

Are you METAL or PLASTIC? If you're metal you're probably TOO PROUD to look up at realise that a human mouth is coming to eat up whatever's on the spoon and COAT you with saliva. If you're plastic you'll probably break when the mouth comes, thus the need for you to put others down.

Anyway, answer all your questions,

I GOT INTO NAN CHIAU HIGH SCH!

There. I think that should answer most of your questions.

I went to the school this morning, nothing much lah. Just that the discipline there is FRIGGIN' strict and... YOU KNOW.

Just for today, I shall reply all my tags in my post so I don't spam up my own tagboard.

RACHEL: Forgiven=) Though it's not up to me to decide, but since Vanessa's forgiven you and everything's clear now I shall.

LIANNE: Thanks DARLING=) Maybe I'll make one for you when I have the time=) And thanks for standing up for me.

CHLOE: Sure. I'll let you use whatever you want (except the colourful profile wording) And yeah, I use eyeliner, though very seldom. Like, only on special occasions like weddings and dinners and stuff.

STEPH: Trying not to.

SHZEYUIN: Trying to smile.

CLARISSE: Sure, shall link you up.

ANNETTE: I did=) Thanks.

GWENDELYN: It's not that I'm angry with you all for no apparent reason. It's just that you know, back then, when you asked me to return, I did. And then after I return I realise that I really don't belong with you guys. You're nice to me in the room and around Wenyi and everyone else, you ignore me. Everyone else too. I mean, I've had enough to living that kinda life, being thrown around and treated like dirt. Just give me some space, and some time to think. And I don't think I'll be going to D.A.R.E this Saturday.

SHERINA: Will relink you.

NISHA: SURE! And I just answered your question=)

SOMEONEYOUKNOW: Hey, thanks for standing up for me. I really appreciate it even though I don't know who you are.

Done, done and done. I'll post the photos in Taiwan and Bangkok when I have the time.

YEEJUN!!!! I BOUGHT YOU YOUR CD!!!!!

Janelle.


at 7:28 AM

Hey from Taiwan!

I'm using the hotel computer to blog, but I gotta go soon cuz' I'm just waiting for everyone to finish eating their breakfast.

So far we've journeyed across half of Taiwan and changed hotels every night (4 so far). And Peggy and I have worried countless times about what school we'll get into.

AND I HAVE NO TIME TO CHECK MY TAGBOARD SO DON'T EXPECT ME TO REPLY BEFORE THE 20TH (OR 21ST). WHATEVER TAGS YOU HAVE, MAKE SURE IT'S NOT URGENT.

I'll post the pictures when I return.

AND P.S, THIS HOTEL ROCKS!

xoxo,
Janelle in Taiwan.


at 3:35 PM

Hello.

I'm DEPRESSED. and DOWN. and I SERIOUSLY need to JAYWALK.

When I'm feeling this bad, jaywalking always helps. I'm serious.

Edited my HTML again, removed the church gang from my "eternal-BFFs" list.

For the simple reason that we're no longer "BFFs".

Shall not explain any further, but if I'm close to you I would have told you the reason.

Jan.


at 12:10 AM

Sigh.

I'm back to depression.

You know, it's weird. Just ONE LITTLE THING can trigger off my TERRIBLE depression, which I will sink into for weeks. And then when I FINALLY get out of it, ONE LITTLE THING pulls the trigger.

And BAM! I'm depressed again.

WHERE ARE MY BFFS WHEN I NEED THEM? DOES ANYONE CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE?

S.O.S. Emotionally traumatic girl on the loose.

You know what? I think I'll do THIS to get my mind off things.

6RESPECTFUL, I LOVE YOU!

(In register number)

<3-OKOK
<33-GOOD FRIENDS
<333-CLOSECLOSE FRIENDS
<3333333333- BFFS!

ADLINA- Even though she's not exactly popular, I like talking to her A LOT. Cuz' we have SO MUCH in common, and she's always drawing me these LOVELY drawings. And she really appreciates my friendship, you know? <33

AMANDA- AMANDA MY DARLINGGGG! I didn't like her initially, but I slowly learnt to accept her for the way she was. AND SHE'S REALLY A VERY, VERY NICE PERSON. Honestly. I've got a lot of happy times with her. <333

MUNYUN- Smartest girl in 6o4. Don't really talk to her much, but she can be quite fun tho. <3

DIVYA- Don't really like her, but she's actually NOT THAT BAD if you can accept the fact that she lies every time she opens her mouth. <3

ERICA- TALLTALL, entertaining Erica. Top source for humour! Oh, and if you're depressed and DESPERATELY need cheering up, go to Erica and Kirthana, partners in crime. I betcha you'll never laugh so much in your entire life! <33

GILLIAN- I don't really know what to say for Gillian. I've got too many things to say to her =X.

ME!- I LOVE MYSELF! *hugs self* <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

JERILENE- JeriJeriJeri. My SOTONG MEI!!!!! She's always there when you need a listening ear and when you need someone to talk to. Oh, and VERY responsible. Always brings her stuff=) <333

KIRTHANA- Mrs. Kirthana Way. Also known as Gerard. NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF THIS FIESTY YOUNG SOUL. One half of the comedic baNUTna duo, there are times when she feels really emo and down. And you gotta be ready for those times. <33

K. JIAYI- AH KWEN MY ZAP MACHINE! Sotong Da Jie, always ready with her fingers to ZAP! you!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA. Exam grades also around my standard nia, maybe go same secondary school together. (YEAH!) Did I mention her obsession with the disgusting comic "Sensual Phase"? <333

L. JIAYI- Initially, I hated her through the year. And I used to think she was REALLY horrid. But when you learn to see things from her perspective, you don't hate her as much anymore. I STILL HATE HER, BUT NOT AS MUCH AS I USED TO. -<33 (That reads MINUS two hearts)

LIANNE- This babe is the LIFE and SOUL of the party! A party never gets started without her! And she's really responsible, always with the right things and right books at the right time. Oh, and really cool. 6O4'S QUEEN BEE! <33

NISHA- Nisha is F.U.N.K.A.Y. No wonder she's Kirthana's BFF. She's LOADS of laughs and fun. And she'll be there for you when you need it=) <333

FARHANAH- Gets REALLY serious sometimes, and quiet. But when she's FUN, she's FUN LIKE ANYTHING!!!!! And funny and thoughtful too. <33

YEEJUN- I love her to DEATH. Need I say anymore? I've got TONS of memories with her that I DON'T EVER WANT TO forget . <33333333333333333333333333333

REBECCA- Lianne's BESTIE. Used to be really close, but somehow we're not that close anymore. Still, I think she's good fun. <33

ROSAMUND- Rosamund is the COOLEST person to be around. She'll ALWAYS talk to you and make you feel like you fit RIGHT IN. I heart her attitude too. It's that kind of "take it or leave it" attitude. AND she's S.M.A.R.T. <333

STACEY- LOVE. HER. ditto! We've got SO many laughs. And so many tears together too. She'll be there! <333333333333

SHERYUN- Serious and quiet, but can get quite fun and noisy sometimes=) <33

RACHEL- Have no idea what to say about her.

YINGHUI- Funny. And cute. And bubbly. And responsible. She's hardworking too! And really fun to play with=) <33

VANESSA- V to the A to the N to the E to the SSA! VERY fun, VERY funky, VERY cool, VERY photogenic, VERY pretty, VERY easy to talk to. All within the letter "V". <333

Can only remember the GIRLS'. LOL. I have STML. (BTW, that phrase was invented by Yours Truly=))

If I'm missing anyone, let me know yeahs? I wanna make sure every 604GIRL is there. I'll do the guys' when I figure out the order of the guys.

It's 12.45AM now, I need my BEAUTY SLEEP. Or else I will wake up at 2pm like SOMEONE (To Vanessa: AHEM, AHEM....) always does. And I do not, I repeat, do NOT want that.

6o4 IS LOVE!
Jan.


at 11:33 PM

I am FED-UP, EXHAUSTED, SLEEPY and CURSING THE AIR.

I have spent approximately 3 hours on my blog HTML and it is still not up to standards. I'll probably need to change the font or something. Or get a new basecode.

There's the FED-UP.

I'm EXHAUSTED. I have been searching for graphics and racking my mind for quotes since I dunno when.

I am SLEEPY. I woke up at 7.30 this morning and I HAVE not had a nap.

I am CURSING THE AIR. It seems that YeeJun, too, will be going to Taiwan. AND she'll be leaving on Tuesday.

I just CURSE THE BLIDDY MOTHERFUCKING AIR THAT HER FLIGHT IS AT 8.30 AND MINE IS AT 8. AND HERS IS S.I.A, MINE IS CATHAY.

ARGH.

If not we could meet! I've not seen her since 19November, HELLO?!

What's wrong with the world we live in? Why am I such a PERFECTIONIST who is SO ADDICTED TO THE COMPUTER that she doesn't have time to sleep who JUST CAN'T GET THE TIME RIGHT?

Urrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhh.

And to top things off, I just realized that I have to buy a NEW set of winter clothes in the next 2 days. WITHOUT GOING OUT.

Kill me.


at 7:02 PM

YES!

i've FINALLY finished editing my code!

I'm REALLY happy with how it looks NOW. But maybe I'll add some more colour to the words a little. It's a bit boring, all black and white=)

Muahaha. My blog has got a lotta cool quotes now. All REALLY colourful.

OF COURSE LA. I SPENT 1HR+ COLOURING EVERYTHING AND FIGURING OUT WHERE TO PUT THEM!!!!!

Not to mention my blog code is VERY long now.

LOL.

Oh yes, I was reminded of this phrase, and it reminded me of YeeJun. I miss her so, so, so, so much.

Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Life is short, so live it to the fullest.

YeeJun, if you're reading this, I love you, okays? And now that I've got my membership card, I'll stop by the club whenever I can and visit you okays? xoxo.

You may ask "what membership card"?

A BRAND NEW, SPANKING SGCC MEMBERSHIP CARD!

YAY!!!!! I'm SO happy!!!!!!! My dad just gave it to me. He says my mom left it here when she left for Guangzhou (On a Xiyao course) and asked him to pass it to me.

Apparently it's cuz' I got an A for my Maths.

I'll try to take a photo of it later (Though my membership card photo sucks like hell)

BUT WHO CARES? I'M SUPER-DAMN-HAPPY!!!!

Laytah! Going back to editing my code. Getting your blog to look this good is not a matter of saying "Alakazam".

Jan.


at 5:37 PM

This one's for all you people like me, who are going through a hard time.



Loadsaluv,
Jan♥.


at 4:05 PM

Hellos...



Just got back from Speech Therapy, it was kinda last-minute, but I REE-ALLY didn't feel like going.



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Yarp! Remember how I'm always going on about how much I HATE Xiyao? This time it's different.

Confused yet?

Okay, the SNLX gang are the teens. You know, Sec1 to 5? Yeah. The 小身明 crowd are primary school kids. (SNLX stands for 少年林秀).

I guess the SNLX gang are more my type. The 小身明 kids are a tad too goody-goody for my liking. =X

So, anyway, I met the gang at the ferry terminal, and we took the ferry down to Pulau Ubin. A few SNLX coaches went along, and some parents. Dad went along. (Though I had silently willed him not to.)

Went there to cycle. And we had the TIME of our LIVES.

We got there around 9.30 liddat, and Dad proceeded to confiscate my Nokia "cuz' he's scared I'll lose it or drop it". Yeah.... so no photos.

NOT UNTIL THE XIYAO CAMERAMAN BURNS IT INTO A CD AND PASSES IT AROUND =.="
and yes, I will upload the pictures when I get them, that's a given.

Then we rented these bikes, and then were laughing and joking around. (I realised that the SNLX guys are COOL. One of the guys even has a earring and dyed light brown hair. LOL.)

Anyway, we cycled up to Chek Jawa (Is that how you spell it?). On the way, it started raining.

(It had already been raining at the ferry terminal, but when we got to Ubin it stopped raining.)

So everyone put on their rain ponchos and we stopped at one of those huts (I realised that every hut has a name.) while the adult guys went to check out the route ahead to the wetland.

Then I started talking to the girls, and I've made three new friends. LOL. But I can't seem to remember their names. I can only remember Huining's. LOL.

COME ON, WE DON'T REFER TO EACH OTHER BY NAME. WE JUST GO "OI" AND "EH".

LOL. Then the guys came back and told us that we had to park our bikes at the hut and WALK in to Chek Jawa. So we did.

Blahblahblah... Nothing much to say there, until we walked to this TALLTALL tower where we could see the WHOLE place. So climbed and climbed. Huining kept complaining that "she's climbed enough stairs in school".

LOL.

Here's the view from the top of the tower, taken with Mr Sleepyhead's handphone. Image quality sucks like dunno what liddat.

The steps!





The gang...
the guys



and the girls. (And Mr. Sleepyhead in the background) The girls are talking to Shen Lao Shi, the Head SNLX coach. Huining is the one in the orange tee. She's in Sec2 The one in the navy blue tee is LX, a SCGS gymnast, Sec4. (According to Mr Sleepyhead, she uses the HCI gym often). The one in the brown tee is in Sec2, Jurong Sec. She used to be schoolmates with Huining.
Then got down at walkedwalkedwalked.

Then there was a wooden path on the water, so we walkedwalkedwalkedwalked... then walk until this part where still got path but no more wood planks. So LX went,"Eh, continue tiling leh. Where your tiling go to?" Then the three of us cracked up.

Walkedwalkedwalked in, then came out again.

We just came out of Chek Jawa when it started raining VERY, VERY, VERY heavily. The ENTIRE gang (Not to mention the coaches and the parents) got drenched like dunno what liddat.

So we headed towards our SECOND stop without the ponchos (We threw them away IN THE BIN at Chek Jawa).

We were at the second stop, and then the Jurong Sec girl and I found this HUGE puddle of water, so we were kicking water at each other when YH (He's the guy with the dyed hair and earring) went, all,"Stop kicking water leh... Don't act like kids..."

Then Shen Lao Shi nodded in my direction and went, all,"She's only in P6, going up to Sec1 next year."

Then YH looked at me like very surprised liddat. "You're only P6? I thought you were Sec2 or something!" Then the Jurong Sec girl went,"Yah lor... she like Sec2 liddat..." And I was like,"No la...."

We were ORIGINALLY going to go back the way we came, but then Mr Sleepyhead suddenly remembered that there was a way from here back to Ubin DIRECTLY. So the whole gang was like,"Okay, let's do it!"

So we went. ANDANDAND, it was VERYVERYVERYVERY rocky. Bumph, bumph, bumph. I kept screaming and scaring LX. LOL. Then we passed this place that sold cold drinks, so YH was like,"Let's stop and buy drinks."(The 4 of us were at the at the front of the gang)

Then YH treated the whole crew to Cokes and 7-UPs. LOL. Then Shen Lao Shi found a volleyball net in the garden, so we asked if we could borrow a ball. AND WE PLAYED VOLLEYBALL.

Fun nia... But we kept wrecking the plants cuz' the ball kept going out of court and knocking into the plants. So LX went,"We buy a few can of drinks, wreck their garden." Then Mr Sleepyhead went,"Not a very good trade-off."

LOL. Then I went,"He's probably thinking,"Why did I let this bunch of monkeys in anyway?","

LOL.

Then returned the ball to the uncle and cycled back.

JUST when my shirt was already ALMOST DRY, I fell. My bike went off the road and I fell into the roadside plants. OUCH. But that's not all. ALSO, I rolled and fell into a POOL of mud.

MUD.

GREAT. JUST WHEN I WAS ALMOST DRY THIS HAS TO HAPPEN.

And THEN I realised that I have scratches and cuts all over. And by all over I mean ALL OVER. I have one on each elbow, one on my chin, a VERYVERYVERY long one on my upper left arm and one on each palm.

Okay, I just realised that it's 5pm and I need to go double-check my luggage for the trip. I'm leaving at 5am on Tuesday. My flight is at 7.30.

Jan.

at 9:30 PM

Heys you all...

I've just finished watching Stuart Little 2 on Channel 5. Personally, I think Stuart Little is a great show, especially the storylines and everything.

And now I feel SO SO SO SO SO bad, cuz' not only did I not go for the DG outing today, D.H.L is meeting up for lunch tomorrow, then going for 3rd service together. And I can't go.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY LIFE?!


at 8:22 PM

I've just edited my HTML. AGAIN.

If you take the time to read my blog AGAIN and AGAIN everytime you come in, you'll find that I've edited it quite a bit.

I CAN'T HELP IT! I practically CAMP out on Photobucket these days, and I find LOADS of cute pixels that I just HAVE to put on my blog.

So bear with me=)

Quiz from Daphne's blog.

Do You Like...
sleeping-YES. DUH.
eating-depends.
listening to music-OF COURSE LA.
blogging-DUH.
taking pictures of people/landscapes-YESH!
design-yeah.
studying-if it's with my friends, yes. alone with mum sitting in front of me, no.
photo manipulation-yeah.
experimenting with image effects-DUH.
camwhoring-YARP.
idol drama series-depends.

Do You Play...
guitar-no. ANYONE WILLING TO TEACH ME?????
piano- yes. wish i didn't though.
trumpet-ewww... NO LA.
violin-no.
erhu-my neighbour does. after I hear him play, I don't even wanna TOUCH an erhu.
french horn-it sounds pretty hard to play >.<
drums-no.

sports...
bowling-yes, but i'm terrible at it.
swimming-DUH. WHO DOESN'T SWIM?
parasailing-no.
skiing-no.
sailing-yes.
dance-kinda.
baseball-no.
softball-yes.
basketball-YES.
volleyball-kinda.
run-DUH. WHO CANT RUN!?
kneeboard-no.
wakeboard-tried, but sucked at it.

television...
news-sometimes.
heroes-yes.
maggi and me-yes.
80s rewind-OF COURSE LA. my aunty's on it ^.^
grey's anatomy-used to.
csi: miami-yeah. i LOVE it.
fashion police-no.
happy hour-HUH?
search for the next pussycat doll-yeah.
the amazing race-yeah.
tabtv-sometimes.
america's next top model-yeah.
ghost whisperer-sometimes.
supernatural-NO.
survivor-yeah.
just love-yeah.

games...
truth or dare-YESH.
truth, dare, kiss or promise-yeah.
three minutes in heaven-shouldn't it be SEVEN minutes in heaven?
water fights-LOVE THEM!

do you listen to...
justin timberlake-only his Lovestoned and SexyBack
hilary duff- her previous albums, yes. dignity, no.
jocie-yeah. fahrenheit-DUH.
danson tang-yeah. and vany him like hell.
s.h.e-THEY ROCK!
my chemical romance-yeah.
kelly clarkson-love her.
amy pearson-who's amy pearson?
the click five-DUH. vany kyle patrick.
jj lin jun jie-yesh.
BoA- yeah.
backstreet boys-yeah.
westlife-yeah.
timbaland-yeah.
pussycat dolls-yeah.
atomic kitten-kinda.
akon-yeah.
all american rejects-yeah.
mariah carey-yesh.
tata young- uh huh.
beyonce-yesh.
jesse mccartney-yeah.
mcfly-yesh.
Nicholas Teo-yesh.
Plain White T's-yeah.
cao ge-yesh.
tank-yup.

have you ever watched disney movies like...
pocohantas-yes
1o1dalmations-yes
hercules-yeah
cinderella-DUH. WHO HASN'T?
sleeping beauty-yes.
bambi-yes.

okay, gtg.


at 6:01 PM

I wish I wasn't so addicted to the fattening yet tempting food called potato chips.

Normally, I eat a packet of chips per day (I'm sickeningly unhealthy, I know. That's why I drink lots of water and go to the gym regularly.)

I'm ADDICTED to the VERY FATTENING and VERY TEMPTING food. Sadly, as printed in World on Wednesday, potato chips or fries (my two most FAVOURITE food in the entire universe) can increase your chances of getting womb or ovarial cancer.

CANCER!!!!

I'm trying mmy utmost best to swear off them, but no no extent.

Oh well, on a happier note, here's what I packed to Taiwan/Hong Kong:

JEANS
-Navy blue artificially faded jeans (they make me look fat, but I'm bringing them anyway.)
-Favourite pair of super-comfortable SOKMOK jeans
-Levi's Signature skinny jeans (Altered hems)
-GUESS? white jeans
-Levi's Original dark blue jeans (Altered hems)

JACKETS
-Pale pink faux fur bolero
-Black faux fur bolero
-White padded adidas jacket
-Favourite black padded jacket (It makes me look fat)

TOPS
- Long sleeved white turtleneck with diamantes on collar
- Purple-and-white knitted jumper
- Pink-and-white jumper
- Black half-neck
- White cashmere pullover
- Pale pink cashmere pullover

Okay, that was totally random. I shan't say no more and go see how well my new eyeliner works.

Ciao!

Jan.


at 3:18 PM

I am SO over guys.



I just realised that ninety percent of all shooting rampages begin when a guy breaks up with a girl.



I mean, wouldn't life be so much easier if we all swore off guys until we're old enough to handle the heartbreak and pain instead of taking it out on the world and going on a shooting rampage?



Personally, when these gunmen take their depression out on the world, they're just so mad at the world that they wanna take revenge. But have they thought of the people affected by all this?



Think about it. Just because of ONE failed relationship, a gunman goes on a shooting rampage. And kills a lot of people. The loved ones of these people will be affected, which causes them to be mad at the world.



See? It's the wheel of the world.



Talk about what goes around comes around.



Anyway, in case you're wondering why I'm not at my DG outing like I should be, I shall tell you about my FUN-FILLED Saturday.



My mum left for her offsite this morning at 5am, so I haven't got the chance to see her. Then at 7.30am I woke up cuz' I had to attend some Adam Khoo course at 10am at Canberra CC.



At 8.30am EXACTLY, I knocked on the Yap's door two doors away. Flora and Lara said goodbye to Jayda, then joined me and Mr Sleepyhead and my maid, Nan.



We took the 25 to AMK Hub, then took the red line to Sembawang. On the train, Lara and Flora kept teasing My Sleepyhead, him being the thorn among the roses.



Then we alighted at Sembawang MRT station at 9.15am. Walked through Sun Plaza, bought McDonald's breakfast (two hash browns and a Sausage McMuffin) and then headed for the CC.



We reached the CC around 9.45 liddat, then registered and blahblahblah. We were heading towards the theatrette when I ran into Aaron and his bro. Aaron from 6Aspiring. Aaron from my sailing squad, no less.



Then went in, the trainer was called Leroy. Talked talked talked, blahblahblah. Though I have to admit it WAS pretty interesting. Leroy kept complaining about the air-con being too hot and asking his helpers to tell the CC staff to "actually turn on the air-conditioner properly" and then he told us that he's a PORCHINDIAN.



Know what that means?

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He's Portuguese-Chinese-Indian. His mom is half Portuguese, half Chinese. His dad is half Portuguese and half Indian.

Leroy looks like a Malay, wears a cross around his neck, and has a French name. LOL.

So anyway, the course ended at PRECISELY 12.57pm. Then walked back to Sun Plaza. This time, Flora and I were using Lara and a table tennis ball, knocking her around until she was giddy and laughing. Mr Sleepyhead just groaned at us. He's used to this kinda thing.

Then took the MRT back to AMK Hub, while the girls took the train to Choa Chu Kang to meet their auntie at I dunno where. Had lunch, and bought a pencil eyeliner and ear studs.

(I always seem to lose my ear studs, I have no idea why. Probably cuz' I keep playing with them until they drop out and I can't find them.)

Then went down to B1, went to Amanda's father's shop, Vana cuz' Nan wanted to buy a pair of shoes.

Then took the 25 home. And now I'm here blogging=).

And besides, I have no desire to go for a DG outing when I know it's going to suck (NOTE: UNLESS YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM, YOU SHOULD KNOW WHY. IF NOT, I WON'T BOTHER EXPLAINING.)

Blahblahblah. Okay, I gotta go re-download SIMS2. My current version doesn't seem to work on my Nokia.

Toodles!

Jan.


at 12:30 PM

AMANDA TAY HAS BECOME A PRETTY LADY!!!!!

Muahaha. That's all for updates. More later=)


at 11:54 AM

I don't know if I've said this before, but my computer is officially jinxed against me.

Either that, or it's refusing to cooperate with it's very-frazzled-and-frustrated owner.

SIGH.

What's the problem with modern technology?

And my brother calls me technologically-impaired.

!!!!!!

SHEESH.

And my keyboard isn't helping either. It's typing rate is so slow, you'd think I type one letter, pause to think, then pause to look for the key, then type the next letter. Which, of course, I don't do.

But I haven't mastered touch typing like I'm supposed to. In fact, I type with 6 fingers. My 2 second fingers, my 2 third fingers, my fourth finger on my right hand and the thumb on my right hand. LOL.

I'd better go take a shower. Mum's coming home later to bring me to trim my hair. Frankly, I look like I need one. =X.

Later!
Jan.


at 10:52 PM

Hey people.


Sorry for this late-night post, but this is the earliest I could get in. =.="


Mr. Sleepyhead's CCA friend called to discuss the HCI MediaTech barbeque or something, and I badgered my bro to ask him about EJ3 (He's in D.A.R.E, going Sec4 next year, so his DG must start with a "E".)


Apparently he said that this year's camp was considered "QUIET".


QUIET!!!!!


Quiet is NOT how most people would describe EJ3. It's fun, noisy, youthful, ANYTHING but quiet. We're even making noise at 2am in the morning. LOL.


After I heard him say that, I'm now looking IMMENSELY forward to EJ4


LOL.


Anyway, I'm clearing out my music files (I just realised I've got over 1000 music files in my computer, but lazy to clear them out.) I'd better, cuz' my computer is lagging like shit these days.

Oh yeah, I found these old photos of me from 2 years back when I went to Taiwan. You know, back when Chiang Kai-Shek Memorial was still called Chiang Kai-Shek Memorial.


Look at me back then, back when my hair was still silky-straight (Well, straighter than it is now, that's for sure), and when I was skinny like anything (I've put on a couple of kilos since.=(), and when I was still flat-chested (There seems to be an improvement, though not much.)

LOL.
And look at me now...

This one was taken in a professional studio la, but the difference is pretty obvious.

Oh well, I was going to upload one more, but I'm so pissed with the idiotic Blogger. The "Upload Image" function doesn't seem to be functioning properly lately. There's always an error when I open it.

And I wonder why I still use Blogger.

On a completely random note, I just realised that I've had 3 tutors in the past 4 years. I just keep changing tutors, cuz' after one or two years my mum insists that "she's no good".

First there was Calynn, from P3 to P4, and then there was Ms Ong, from P5 to the end of PSLE, and now there's Patricia.

Plus the fact that I have a tendency to doze off in tuition due to my late hour (11pm at the earliest), I don't carry a "proper attitude" to tuition (LOL) and I'm ALWAYS forgetting to complete my homework. (IT'S NOT MY FAULT. They leave like, 3 test papers, and a whole LOTTA problem sums. Just because I'm in Rosyth and taking Higher Chinese doesn't make me a rocket scientist, you know.)

It's little wonder why I'm every tuition teacher's worst nightmare.

Okay, gotta go clear up those files. It's 12.30AM now, I've been trying to work the &%#$-ing Blogger Image Upload for over an hour and a half. =x.

frustrated but contented,
Janelle.


at 8:34 PM

Hey people.

I have a confession to make:
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My life has taken a turn for the worse.

I've been having these TERRIBLE, VEGETABLE mood swings. It's like one minute I'm DEPRESSED to the extent I don't even CRACK a smile, the next minute I'm SUPER, SUPER-high.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!

Well, on the 11th, I'm taking a well-deserved breather to Taiwan/Hong Kong. I'll be back on the 20th.

I'm looking forward to it, I know how much I SERIOUSLY need a holiday right now.

Sigh.

The church camp hasn't made anything better like I thought it would. It just made everything worse than it already is.

WHERE IS YEEJUN WHEN I NEED HER?!

And why isn't Stacey answering her house phone??????? (She doesn't have a handphone. She doesn't want one cuz' she's scared she'll lose it. LOL.)

I seriously need to REVERSE time and go back to 6o4. I'll give ANYTHING I have just to be able to go back to 6o4 just for ONE DAY. One day. That's all that's enough to get me outta this emotional mess I'm in.

What have I done to deserve this????

emotionally torn apart,
Janelle.


at 9:54 PM

Hellos!

I'm feeling really groggy right now, so pardon me if the sentences are a little weird, I need to finish this post and get to sleep.

It's taking longer than usual cuz' I keep hitting the wrong key and I have to go back and edit that word.

I'm groggy cuz' I've been taking this HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE medicine for my flu, cough ON TOP of my Pi Pa Kao (How the hell do you spell that?)

There's the horrible green syrupy one for my cough, those terrible BLACK pills, the yellow sticky syrup and the brown syrup for my flu, and my pi pa kao.

I've been taking short naps often lately. So don't mind me if I SMS you in the middle of the night saying I'm bored. I've been napping at around 8pm and waking up around 11, so I can't get back to sleep again and I have to SMS people.

Anyway, I have this REALLY absurd, GIRL issue I just HAVE to get off my chest.

I just realised how TEENY-WEENY my boobs really are. And how fat I really am.

LOL.

There, got THAT off my chest. I'd been carrying it around for HOURS.

Well, anyway, I gotta go. I'm downloading the Princess Diaries OST off Multiply, and typing this out is affecting the download speed.

Aw shucks. I just realised that it's 10.05 now and that I spent a long time on this post cuz' I'm groggy.

SHEESH.


at 11:02 AM

Hahahahahaha....

I have just discovered Vanessa's blog. And her blogskin still has all her pictures of her with her side-parting (Until May this year, when she got bangs.)

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

It's the blogskin Kylie made for her back when her URL was still alwaysl0ved.blogspot.com, it even has her OLD blog URL on the skin.




Nevermind. I shall do her a favour and send her all the pics of her with bangs in my cam. And, okay, here's a comparison between Vanessa-side-parting and Vanessa-with-bangs.

Vanessa with her side parting. I got this photo from her RockYou account. (no, I didn't hack into it. I opened up the slideshow and opened this pic in Paint.)
Me being stupid with Vanessa with bangs.

Personally, I think Vanessa looks more youthful with her bangs. With her side parting she looks like a teenager. Which you won't think she's actually VERY small-sized.

FWAKAKAKAKA.


Maybe I'll do one for Kylie too.

Okay, here are pictures of Kylie with her side-swept bangs (Until May 'o7) and with her bob NOW. And you'll realise that Kylie is wearing specs NOW. But earlier this year, she wasn't.

Kylie with her side-swept bangs back in May this year.

Kylie with her VERY pretty friend Jillian.

Personally, I think Kylie looks young in the photo from May. But in the latest photo, she looks older. Better or worse? You decide. MUAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, I think that's enough MUAHAHAHAHA-ing for now. MUAHAHAHAHA.

LOL.

lovelovelovelove,
Jan.